Chapter 20 The most important thing is that girls and young women are waiting to be fed and difficult to put down

Since then, Ming Qing has been talking to his family, and most of the time is spent with his daughter.

The cool breeze of the evening lingered at the door of the living room, and the swarthy wellhead seemed to be like the Ming and Qing dynasties, affectionately immersed in the rare time that passed by every minute and second.

Ming Qing sat on the back chair against the wall at the door, holding his daughter, looking at her sleeping little face, and couldn't help but think of his own torment during this period of time.

In fact, every time his heart hurts before the onset of the disease, Ming Qing already has an ominous premonition in his heart.

When Cao'er fainted and fell ill when she was discharged from the hospital, she asked Dr. Li when her husband returned to the team to ask for leave after the results came out. Dr. Li didn't want to talk about it at first, but she told Dr. Li that the reason why she wanted to know about her condition was to be able to treat her young girl better and leave fewer regrets.

Dr. Li was persuaded and told the truth to the Ming and Qing dynasties. Ming Qing, who knew the time limit, really couldn't help crying in front of Dr. Li at that time, but thinking that she couldn't embarrass Dr. Li, she wiped away her tears, and in turn comforted the doctor and said that she could hold on, don't feel guilty, and would cooperate with the treatment, but I just hoped that Dr. Li wouldn't let her husband Yunxin know that he had come to find it.

At that time, she also wanted to give her husband more hope, just as her husband wanted to give her hope.

At the beginning, although Ming and Qing kept telling herself to face the reality and live well with her daughter, husband, and family, she was still unwilling in her heart: she was so young, she didn't do anything wrong, and her family members on both sides had not done anything evil, how could she suffer this retribution?! I haven't had time to do my duty as a wife to my husband, especially her daughter, and I haven't had time to enjoy her mother's love! Why did God bear to take her in?! She was not reconciled.

But since she and her husband found out the condition, the unwillingness in her heart has disappeared: she has no more time and energy to compete with God, she has to think about the remaining time, how to better accompany her daughter, how to spend the last time of her life with her fingers, and how to arrange the care of her daughter after she is gone.

She has to fight against the disease.

"Mother, you are in charge of this family, and I know that I don't have a long time, I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid that the grass won't be well taken care of."

Although Ming and Qing often talked about the care of her daughter with her mother-in-law before, this time, she wanted to make everything she wanted to say clearly, otherwise, it would be too late.

"Alas, Ming and Qing, don't say it, my mother knows, you stay with Cao'er more, but you also have to be happy and take care of yourself!"

Grandma Cao'er knew that Ming Qing had understood her illness, and hurriedly comforted her daughter-in-law.

"Mother, don't worry, I didn't think much about it, since the illness came, I couldn't stop it, you know, the most reassuring thing for me is the grass, she is still so young, she can't even speak, can she remember me as a mother in the future, I don't mind, but I'm afraid that she will live well in the future."

Ming Qing's eyes were red involuntarily, and Grandma Cao'er also cried, she knew her mother's feelings towards her children, she was also a mother, and she felt the same way.

"Mother, I used to be unwilling, why am I so young and the grass is so small, I have this disease, but now, I am not unwilling."

Ming Qing calmed down a little and continued:

"Yunxin is still so young, after I leave, he should still find another person to take care of him, but I'm really afraid, if so, will my grass be okay? Mother, I don't have any other requirements, I just hope that you can help me take care of Cao'er, let her follow you, and ask you to take care of her until she grows up. “

Ming Qing took her mother-in-law's hand, and Grandma Cao'er's tears couldn't stop flowing, and she nodded vigorously while wiping her tears.

"Mother, you also said that the goddess said that my grass is hard, and after I leave, you take the grass with you, don't let her have too much contact with her father, it's better to stay away, but I also ask you to tell everyone, don't blame my grass, don't tell her this, don't let her have any shadows in her heart."

In the tone of the Ming and Qing dynasties, there seems to be no sadness, just a serious exhortation.

Perhaps, the mood of the Ming and Qing dynasties when they made these explanations to their mother-in-law was more like the indifferent sadness after letting go of life and death, or rather, it was rebirth after despair. Her eyes seemed to be rubbed into this long autumn sky, clean and clear, without the shadow of a tear, just like the shadow of a bird swept across the silent autumn sky. On the moss by the well, at some point, several long autumn grasses have grown, which are silently erected in this clear autumn.

In the autumn of this year, a few days after Ming Qing confessed to his mother-in-law, Ming Qing was admitted to the hospital. She was in excruciating pain, the tumor in her chest had eaten away into her internal organs, and she couldn't do any more to resist.

In the days when she lacked her mother's embrace, Cao'er began to cry, and she couldn't coax it.

Grandma Cao'er tried her best to calm down. Often, she is tired and falls asleep. The tears hanging in the corners of his eyes seemed to be stubbornly submitting to fate his request to return to the warmth of his mother's arms.

Ming Qing, who was lying on the hospital bed, knew that every time the doctor or her husband told her more than a year, it was actually not more than a year since she was told her, but more than a year since she was hospitalized.

Therefore, the time is fast.

But, despite this, she has to work hard to live, and the more she lives, the more her daughter has a mother, doesn't she?!

The emotional state of the Ming and Qing dynasties was surprisingly good.

Yun Xin asked for leave to accompany her, and she always listened quietly to Yun Xin talking about Cao'er's interesting stories at home. It's very small, it's not so interesting, it's even so simple that the grass cries and dances, and when her grandmother goes over to coax her, she actually falls asleep by herself, and every time she drinks white sugar water, she smashes her mouth, and saliva flows down from the corners of her mouth, and her eyes are full of joy and satisfaction. These subtle and simple things, when Ming Qing was accompanying his daughter, actually saw it with his own eyes more than once and again, but at this time, she was lying on the hospital bed, but she sounded so relish.

As a mother who can no longer accompany her daughter, she has no other requirements, but hopes that when she is not around, her daughter can be as usual, and she will be content.

When Cao'er's grandmother was taking care of Cao'er at home, she remembered her mother's instructions to her before she was hospitalized, and her eyes were always red and tears were pouring out.

During Lao Yuntou's illness in the Ming and Qing dynasties, he was worried that he couldn't speak, but he made his daughter-in-law angry, so he simply talked less, but came over to tease the grass every day when he came home from herding cattle and helped his wife do some work in the living room. Now that his daughter-in-law is hospitalized, and his wife is taking his granddaughter, he is more active in doing housework, and when he heard his granddaughter crying, he also came over to help his wife coax her, and his granddaughter was quiet, and he also followed his wife to rejoice.

The brothers and sisters of the Yun family also silently tried their best to do what they could, the eldest brother and sister-in-law chatted more when they were at home, helping to divert their attention and make them feel better, and now the sister-in-law is hospitalized and the eldest brother is taking care of them in the hospital, so they are also discussing the replacement.

Yun Yi was arranged to go to Ming Qing's mother's house and passed the news of Ming Qing's hospitalization. The father and mother of the Ming and Qing dynasties were very sad, and they also thought that they would go to the hospital to see the Ming and Qing dynasties in the future.