Chapter 19: Darkness in the Storm
Feng Xiaoxiao returned to Wen Shaoran's room, sat on the edge of the bed, and after turning on the heating, Wen Shaoran went to pour her a cup of hot water. She was a little restless, guilty, scared, sad, and her heart was complicated from time to time to look at the notebook on the desktop, the breakup letter she wrote.
Wen Shaoran quickly brought her hot water to drink, "Come, I've tried it, the temperature is just right, drink it to warm up." ”
Feng Xiaoxiao took the cup and drank a few sips, Wen Shaoran took the cup and put it on the table, he noticed the notebook, and was about to open it in confusion, Feng Xiaoxiao's heart suddenly lifted, and he rushed forward to stop it, "Don't ......"
Wen Shaoran's raised hand was slapped by her, feeling a little painful, he smiled, "What is written is so mysterious, I have to see it." ”
"No..."Feng Xiaoxiao went to grab the notebook.
Wen Shaoran grabbed the notebook in his hand, where was he willing to let go, "I'll have to read it sooner or later." ”
Feng Xiaoxiao was so anxious that she was about to cry, so she jumped up and grabbed the book and said, "I can't read it now...!"
Seeing that she was so nervous, Wen Shaoran planned to tease her, raised his hands high, and threw the notebook around like playing basketball.
Feng Xiaoxiao snatched it to no avail, stood on tiptoe and kissed it, Wen Shaoran was stunned, stood still, and the book was still held high.
In the haze, Feng Xiaoxiao's two lines of clear tears fell, wetting Wen Shaoran's face.
"I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao...... I...... I don't know how to ......" said and quickly got off Feng Xiaoxiao's body and wiped her tears with his hand.
Feng Xiaoxiao didn't say a word, Wen Shaoran stepped aside, looking like he had done something wrong, and looked at Feng Xiaoxiao cautiously.
The sound of the clock ticking on the wall was particularly clear, until half past eleven, Feng Xiaoxiao didn't dare to consume it anymore, although her father was still in the hospital, but her mother would definitely be anxious like an ant in a hot pot.
In fact, Feng's mother knew that Feng's father had persuaded his daughter to end her early love, and she also told her to pay more attention to her daughter's movements, on the one hand, she was worried that her daughter would not be able to think about it, and on the other hand, she was worried that she would not break off. It's almost twelve o'clock now, Feng Xiaoxiao hasn't come back yet, Feng's mother hurriedly ran to the hospital to find Feng's father, she has no idea at all, and she is very worried that her daughter can't think of what will happen.
The two went downstairs in silence, Wen Shaoran plucked up his courage, took Feng Xiaoxiao's hand, and found that Feng Xiaoxiao did not refuse, so he breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Feng Xiaoxiao would ignore him from now on.
"It's late, your parents ...... them," Wen Shaoran asked worriedly.
"I don't know...... Haven't tried it so late. Feng Xiaoxiao said calmly, in fact, she didn't want to worry about her parents at all, she only had the breakup letter in her mind, and what would happen to her and what would happen to him after separating from him.
Feng Xiaoxiao sat on the back seat of the bicycle, still hugging Wen Shaoran's waist and snuggling on his back, but he hugged him tighter, Wen Shaoran saw Feng Xiaoxiao's reaction, and felt that Feng Xiaoxiao was deflated, and then thought about it, they were a couple, and there was nothing to be angry about, thinking about him like this, he was even more relieved, and the guilt just now was long gone.
The car stopped at the intersection of Feng Xiaoxiao's house, and Feng Xiaoxiao came to her senses, "Arrived?" So fast? ”
"......" Wen Shaoran explained, "I was afraid that your family would worry about you, so I stepped on it a little faster." ”
"Hmm......" Feng Xiaoxiao responded with a gloomy face, and walked home absentmindedly.
"Xiaoxiao?" Wen Shaoran shouted speechlessly.
Feng Xiaoxiao turned around blankly, he smiled and said, "Good night!" ”
Feng Xiaoxiao realized that she didn't even say goodbye, thinking of this, tears immediately rolled in her eyes, "You must take good care of yourself and study hard." ”
Wen Shaoran, who was at a loss, was about to say something, but Feng Xiaoxiao hugged him again and said in his ear, "I am very happy today, and tonight's arrangement will never be forgotten in my life...... Remember, I love you at all times...... Wait for me. ”
After saying that, she quickly escaped from the embrace that fascinated her, for fear that she would be reluctant to be half a minute late. As soon as she turned around, her tears couldn't help but gush out, falling with the wind, Wen Shaoran was stunned in place, looking at her back as if she was fleeing, pondering Feng Xiaoxiao's words, and her heart was happy. But at this time, it seemed that a drop of water fell on his arm, and he looked up at the sky, is it going to rain? The wind was blowing stronger than just now, and the leaves on both sides of the road were blowing everywhere, seeing that Feng Xiaoxiao was ready to arrive at the door, her father and mother were also standing there, he knew that Feng Xiaoxiao would definitely be trained, but she arrived home safely, he could go back, I hope it won't rain before getting home.
Feng Xiaoxiao saw her father's car parked at the door, with the lights on, and her parents standing aside, as if her father was going out. She wiped away her tears and walked back slowly.
"Do you still know to come back? What time is it? Like words?! As soon as Father Feng saw Feng Xiaoxiao, he yelled loudly. Mother Feng persuaded on the side.
Feng Xiaoxiao lowered her head and didn't dare to say anything.
Daddy Wind continued to say loudly, "Valentine's Day! Dating, huh? Have you listened to what I said? Do you still want to go back to this home? Why did you come back, why didn't you run away with him?! ”
The more Father Feng spoke, the more excited he became, Mother Feng pulled Father Feng and persuaded him, "Child, Dad, don't be excited, your injury is not healed...... Xiaoxiao, let's go, hurry upstairs! ”
Feng Xiaoxiao's tears were dripping, she was very aggrieved, she had already done what he asked, for his so-called hard study, she left the beloved him, they obviously loved each other so much.
Feng Xiaoxiao stood stubbornly and didn't move, Feng Dad was angry, and he was about to rush over and drag Feng Xiaoxiao into the car, "Let's go, go to his house immediately, I want to see how capable he is, he actually fascinated you so much that you don't want your home, your face, and your studies!" ”
Mother Feng desperately stopped him, and yelled at Feng Xiaoxiao, "Hurry up upstairs, what are you doing!" ”
Feng Xiaoxiao still wanted to fight with her father, but when she saw that they were pulling, Father Feng covered his stomach, and she was worried that Father Feng's condition was getting worse, so she compromised, bit her lip and said, "We broke up just now, what do you want to do?" After saying that, he walked into the house without looking back.
Father Feng and Mother Feng were stunned when they heard this, and then Father Feng's anger immediately dropped, Mother Feng gently pushed him, and complained, "Are you still crazy?" See what you've scared your child out of? ”
Father Feng coughed embarrassedly, "I'm ...... It's not that I don't know, she didn't speak when she came back just now, and now it's the middle of the night......"
"You went crazy as soon as she came back, did you give her a chance to speak?" Mother Wind continued to complain.
Helplessly, Father Feng had to pretend to be sick in order to escape Mother Feng's chatter, "Ouch, ouch......"
"Hey, what's wrong with you?" Mother Feng hurriedly ran to help him.
“…… It hurts, I may have been too excited to pull the wound just now, I think I'd better go back to the hospital tonight to stay in the hospital for observation, right? ”
"Okay, okay, hurry up, see it's going to rain, hurry up." After Mother Feng finished speaking, she looked into the house and said worriedly, "That Xiaoxiao...... It doesn't matter if she stays home by herself, right? ”
Father Feng was also stunned for a moment, a little worried that his daughter would not be able to think about it or something, thinking that this play would not be acted, or that his daughter was important, and then pretended to be great, "Forget it, maybe I was excited just now, and it will be fine after resting for a while, and it is the same to rest at home, it is still important to have a daughter, hurry up and close the door and go up to see how she is." ”
"Good. Then go and turn off your car...... Stupid. Mother Wind pressed Father Feng's head and shook her head.
"Okay, okay, I'll go. How did I forget the car. Daddy Wind trotted to the car, and it didn't look like he had pulled the wound in pain, but no one noticed.
Feng Xiaoxiao didn't turn on the light after returning to the room, he closed the door directly and curled up on the bed with a teddy bear rag doll, tears had already soaked the pillow, I don't know if Wen Shaoran returned home, if he read the book, he must be sad......
Wen Shaoran came home, his eyes were a little obsessed after opening the door, and the corners of his mouth showed a faint smile of aftertaste, he walked to the desk and bent down to pick up the book on the ground, ready to see what Feng Xiaoxiao wrote, just when he picked up the book and was about to open it, the wind was raging outside the window, he remembered the layout on the roof, and his heart would ache if he was wet by the rain, so he quickly took the book and ran to the top of the building in three steps and two steps.
When he was about to reach the top of the building, he suddenly opened his notebook as he walked, and looked through the faint street lamp, "Wen,
I'm in a messy mood right now...... Maybe you've felt it.
I don't know how to tell you, I'm scared. I have a lot of shortcomings, I am squeamish and love to play princess temper, your love for me is so sincere, so meticulous, I can feel it all, I am very moved, really.
Since I was in high school, my grades have not kept up, and I know that maybe I'm too stupid, maybe I'm distracted, maybe ...... Maybe......
There is still one semester to go before the third year of high school, and I plan to devote myself wholeheartedly to my studies, and from now on, I will have nothing else in my life except studying.
So...... We...... Let's separate for now. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I failed you......
You must cherish and take care of yourself, and I hope that after the college entrance examination, we will see you again......
treasure
Xiaoxiao"
Wen Shaoran looked back and became softer, the whole person seemed to be drained of his soul, the book slipped to the ground, he drooped his shoulders, his eyes walked blankly, at this moment the wind mixed with raindrops hit his face his body, he was crazy and desperately tore the string of paper crane curtains that were blown from side to side by the wind and rain, "Ah~!" He looked up to the sky and roared, and all he could do was thunder in the sky, and then he fell to his knees, his face blurred, not knowing whether it was tears or rain.
This thunder frightened Feng Xiaoxiao, who was about to take a bath, she was tear-stained in the bathroom, in a daze, holding the jade pendant given by Wen Shaoran in her hand and staring at it motionlessly, this thunder frightened her hand, and the whole jade pendant fell, she quickly squatted down to pick it up...... But...... She buried her head and cried, although the only jade pendant was not broken, but it was actually cracked.
Tonight is destined to be a sleepless night, and even more terrible things happened to the Wen family, Feng Xiaoxiao naturally didn't know it......
……
In the deep market, in the Wenfeng Century Building, Wen Shaoran came out of his memories, leaned against the window, lit a cigarette in his hand, he looked out of the window attentively, and looked at the small head as small as an ant downstairs.
Feng Xiaoxiao walked out of the Wenfeng Building, she actually looked back at this building with a little sadness, it's really strange, how can I feel a little weird today, but this building is just a building, where does the sadness come from? She shook her head self-deprecatingly, and asked Gu Qianqian where to eat.
Feng Xiaoxiao took out her mobile phone and dialed Gu Qianqian's number, "Hey, Qianqian." ”
"Xiaoxiao, is the interview over? What do you think? Asked on the other end of the phone.
"Generally, there are a lot of people competing, and the interview questions are a bit difficult to ......," Feng Xiaoxiao said frustratedly.
"So? It's okay, I inquired for you today, there are a few good companies recruiting, you are so good, there are a lot of opportunities. We'll meet later, where are you, I'll get off work in ten minutes, let's have dinner together. ”
"Well, I just walked out of the Wenfeng Building, where am I waiting for you?" With such a friend, Feng Xiaoxiao felt so moved.
"Still in the Wenfeng Building...... Then you go to the mall across the road, there is a 'All Lai Eater Restaurant' on the third floor, where the environment and food are very delicious. ”
"Okay, then I'll go over and wait for you first."
"Well, it's been ten minutes for me to get off work, you slow down, don't worry, by the way, to the opposite side you have to go through the underground passage of the subway station where we got off today, and there is a sidewalk far from it."
"Well, yes, bye-bye."
"Bye."