Chapter 18 The Most Memorable Gift of My Life

When the two finished eating slowly, the sky was already dark, Wen Shaoran stood up and said, "It's just right, it's dark, let's go." As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and handed it to Feng Xiaoxiao.

A shallow smile appeared at the corner of Feng Xiaoxiao's mouth, and she stretched out her hand to hold Wen Shaoran's hand and got up.

Familiar with the road, Wen Shaoran drove Feng Xiaoxiao back to his home, and then told Feng Xiaoxiao to stay in his room quietly, he went to the roof to decorate it first, and then took her up later.

Feng Xiaoxiao obediently agreed, and then sat at the desk in a daze. Wen Shaoran seems to be so dedicated, he pays more than her, I don't know how many times, he is so good to her, how can she be open? But her father, her studies ...... She was in a mess inside.

Somehow, she picked up a blank notebook on the table, held the pen tremblingly, and made up her mind...... She really couldn't speak, she could only mention the separation to him in this way, she knew that this was very irresponsible, but what could she do, to face his happy face that suddenly became innocent and lost...... How would he be upset? I don't know, but she can't hold back her tears.

She wiped her tears with a tissue while writing, and also paid attention to the movement outside the door, for fear that Wen Shaoran would suddenly break in and see her now.

Feng Xiaoxiao didn't write for much time, and it was just to increase sadness if she said more, where could she finish writing, worried that Wen Shaoran would see her red eyes, and after she finished writing, she went to turn off the light, sobbing softly in the dark, trying to adjust her state, hoping that Wen Shaoran would not find anything unusual when she came down, and the dim street lamp outside the window reflected her face, unspeakably sad.

"Wow" Wen Shaoran's footsteps down the stairs were close, he opened the door, saw that the room was dark, and wanted to turn on the light in confusion, Feng Xiaoxiao stopped him, "No need to open it, let's go up." As he spoke, he stood up and walked towards Wen Shaoran.

"Why don't you turn on the lights? Not afraid of the black? Wen Shaoran took her hand and lowered her head and asked with concern.

"I just want to experience what it's like to stay like this without the lights on." Feng Xiaoxiao replied, her voice was soft and tactful, and Wen Shaoran couldn't hear the signs that she had sobbed just now.

"Fool." Wen Shaoran pulled her towards the stairs, "What's the good experience here, you are an angel of the sun, don't pay attention to the boring things that my dark side does." ”

"Nope! I'm not an angel...... I am ......" Feng Xiaoxiao wanted to say that she was a demon, a cowardly demon, but she didn't dare to say it after all.

“…… What's wrong? Wen Shaoran stopped and stared at Feng Xiaoxiao, his face full of worry, he always felt that Feng Xiaoxiao was weird today.

Feng Xiaoxiao clenched her fist with her other hand, and took a deep breath hard, "It's nothing, let's go......"

Wen Shaoran didn't move, he held down Feng Xiaoxiao and said, "Xiaoxiao, you have something to tell me, okay?" I'm going to feel sorry for myself in my heart......"

Feng Xiaoxiao looked up at Wen Shaoran's dark and deep eyes, her eyebrows were squeezed into a few words, and she didn't dare to say anything about separating, she was afraid that she would collapse in front of him. She shook her head hard, "It's nothing, really, don't think about it......"

Wen Shaoran didn't believe it, his feeling was very accurate, but Feng Xiaoxiao didn't want to speak, he stared at her for a few seconds, and had no choice but to pull her up.

"Alright, now close your eyes and follow me. Don't peek~" When he arrived at the door of the roof, Wen Shaoran suddenly stopped and said.

"Hmm." Feng Xiaoxiao obediently closed her eyes, and was led by Wen Shaoran in the dark. As soon as her eyes closed like this, in addition to the darkness, she felt even more strongly the big hand that held her tightly, and she felt extremely trusting of this hand, and she was willing to be taken anywhere by this hand. She couldn't help but clench her hand as well, Wen Shaoran felt that she looked back at Feng Xiaoxiao who was closing her eyes tightly, Feng Xiaoxiao didn't notice how happy his face was at the moment, the curvature of the corners of his mouth, and the tenderness of his eyes, all of which belonged to the woman in front of him.

"Okay, stop for now, or don't peek." As soon as the words fell, Feng Xiaoxiao felt that the hand was let go, and she felt like something was empty, her hand grabbed a few times in the dark, but she didn't catch anything, she felt a rush and uneasiness, forgot Wen Shaoran's advice, opened her eyes, and the scene in front of her stunned her, the small world that was originally empty, I don't know when an iron frame was erected, strings of pink paper cranes and lucky stars together formed a curtain, swaying with the wind, strings of lights around each line, like stars flickering in the night, The candlesticks on the ground are protected by heart-shaped paper tubes and enclose a big heart, and in the middle of the heart is a string of lights wrapped around roses to form the words "Xiao & Wen, together for a lifetime".

Feng Xiaoxiao stared at these words tightly, tears blurred her eyes, Wen Shaoran kept looking at Feng Xiaoxiao, wanting to see how she was surprised and happy, but she cried, he hurriedly ran over, grabbed her arms, lowered his head and asked eagerly, "What's wrong?" Why are you crying again, don't you like it? Well? ”

When he asked, Feng Xiaoxiao only felt aggrieved, and threw herself directly into Wen Shaoran's arms, crying even more. Wen Shaoran was at a loss, so he could only hug her tightly, Feng Xiaoxiao cried and muttered, "Why are you so kind to me...... Woowoo......... It's not worth it at all...... Woowoo woo ......"

"It's worth it, it's worth ...... anything for you" Wen Shaoran held Feng Xiaoxiao in both hands, and responded with a kiss on her hair, "You are all my ......"

Feng Xiaoxiao crying even more fiercely, Wen Shaoran was anxious and distressed, he let go of his hand and lowered his head to look at Feng Xiaoxiao's face seriously so that she wouldn't cry, but Feng Xiaoxiao was buried in his chest and cried non-stop, but he had no choice but to hug her tightly.

Wen Shaoran just hugged Feng Xiaoxiao like this, buried his side face in Feng Xiaoxiao's hair, and gently patted her back with one hand, I don't know how long it took, a few candles on the ground had burned out, and the cold wind was still raging against the strings of pink curtains. Feng Xiaoxiao was tired from crying, the sobbing sound slowly weakened, her feet were a little soft and she couldn't stand steadily, Wen Shaoran held her with both hands and tightened it tightly, "Xiaoxiao, I'm here, how are you better?" ”

Feng Xiaoxiao didn't answer, tried to stop crying, and it took a while to get out of Wen Shaoran's arms, at this moment her eyes and nose were red and swollen, and she whispered, "I'm sorry......"

Wen Shaoran pressed her mouth with his fingers, "Shhh, you don't have to say sorry in front of me, you know?" "His eyes are full of tenderness.

Feng Xiaoxiao shook her head vigorously, what she said was sorry was naturally that she wanted to mention the separation, Wen Shaoran still thought she was apologizing for crying for so long, "You can do anything in front of me, you don't need to apologize......"

Feng Xiaoxiao only felt that her strength was hollowed out, and she collapsed in Wen Shaoran's arms, Wen Shaoran carried her to the stone bench next to her, helped her sit down, and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands.

The two of them sat quietly like this, waiting, waiting for Feng Xiaoxiao to calm down.

"I'm sorry...... I messed up your arrangement......" After a while, Feng Xiaoxiao broke the silence by speaking.

"You...... Didn't I say I don't need to say I'm sorry? Wen Shaoran said in a somewhat reproachful tone, "All this is for you, I didn't expect to make you so sad, I regret dying, I want to destroy it......"

"No, don't, don't ruin it, I love it, it's the most memorable gift of my life."

"Fool, you've cried like that, can you not forget it? I'm even more unforgettable......" Wen Shaoran said reproachfully.

"Excuse me......" Feng Xiaoxiao just wanted to say sorry, but seeing Wen Shaoran's frowning expression, he hurriedly stopped, and then changed the topic and said, "This arrangement has been prepared for a long time, right?" These stars are so much like paper cranes......"

"It's 1999." Wen Shaoran smiled, and then said embarrassedly, "I confess, because of the rush of time, some of it was helped by others......"

"And what's going on?" Feng Xiaoxiao said curiously, "You ask someone to fold the origami crane and the stars, you are embarrassed." ”

“…… Informal, informal, hehe......" Wen Shaoran said comfortingly.

"Who will help you fold, everyone knows that you folded it for me, and I feel embarrassed when I see them in the future."

Wen Shaoran coughed, "It's nothing, what's embarrassing, we've been together for so many years, and a lot of people know that I like you." ”

"Your cousin folded it?"

"Huh? …… Well, she folded a hundred or so, and she died slowly. Wen Shaoran stood up, walked to the paper crane curtain, and said while opening it with his hand, "This string, the ugly one is what she folded." Hey, the girl's family, the handiwork is so poor, whoever wants her in the future will be pitiful. ”

Feng Xiaoxiao couldn't help but laugh and said, "You guy, you are so ungrateful, people are kind enough to help you and be disliked by you......"

Seeing Feng Xiaoxiao smile, Wen Shaoran's tense heart was relieved, and then he continued to observe the paper crane, "This, this, is folded by Pan Jiaying, and it is the most beautifully folded, huh...... This, what is more ugly than my cousin's fold is Tang Guofei's fold, and the rest are all folded by me~"

"1999 paper cranes, you also hired three helpers?" Feng Xiaoxiao pretended to be dissatisfied.

Wen Shaoran coughed embarrassedly twice, "Not only that, but there are also 999 lucky stars......

"Hmph, for the sake of your sincerity, I don't care about you. Who came up with the idea? Feng Xiaoxiao said curiously, "I really understand romance." ”

"Romantic?" Wen Shaoran said dissatisfiedly, "Romance won't make you cry for so long, hey, poor I thought it was ......"

"Why?"

"It's nothing ......," Wen Shaoran said with a depressed bow.

Feng Xiaoxiao looked at him, she didn't understand his little bit of caution, and felt a little sorry for him, she plucked up her courage, walked into the pink curtain, held Wen Shaoran's arms, stood on tiptoe, kissed Wen Shaoran's lips, and then let go, saying, "Did you think it would be like this?" ”

Wen Shaoran, who was stunned, came back to his senses and roared in a low voice, "Yes......"

In the cold wind, the two sat on the stone steps, Wen Shaoran put his left hand around Feng Xiaoxiao, her head rested on his shoulder, and the two talked about love, "It would be nice if it could be like this all the time......" Feng Xiaoxiao's soft voice sounded in Wen Shaoran's ears.

He tilted his head slightly, touched Feng Xiaoxiao's little face with his right hand, and whispered, "Then if you don't go back tonight, let's sit here until dawn, okay?" ”

Feng Xiaoxiao nodded and replied, "Hmm", the voice was very small and thin, Wen Shaoran caught it, and grabbed Feng Xiaoxiao's shoulders with excited hands, "Really?" ”

Feng Xiaoxiao seemed to wake up from a dream at this time, and was just about to speak, but quickly turned her head and sneezed.

Wen Shaoran hugged her tightly in distress, "It's me who is so happy that I am negligent, it is windy here...... Let's go downstairs. ”

Feng Xiaoxiao also felt a little cold, nodded, Wen Shaoran got up with half of her shoulders, bowed her head and said abusively, "Don't wear such a short skirt next time, it's actually ...... in winter It's cold. ”

Feng Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment, she was wearing a white hollow lace dark blue velvet skirt today, the skirt was almost up to the knee, was it still short, and she was wearing black thickened socks inside, she gently slapped Wen Shaoran's back with her right hand, and said coquettishly, "You don't know what the concept of a short skirt is, next time I wear that red plaid A-line skirt to show you, you will understand what it means to be short." ”

"......" Wen Shaoran's face changed, he was silent for a while, and said, "Have you passed it through the school?" ”

"Huh? Through, what's wrong? Feng Xiaoxiao asked puzzled.

"Later...... Don't wear it so short. Wen Shaoran had a commanding tone.

Feng Xiaoxiao explained, "People wear short skirts and some wear safety pants inside." ”

"It's not...... I don't like the way other boys look at you in a short skirt. ”

Feng Xiaoxiao couldn't help but smile when he saw him with a serious face, "Fool, what kind of vision can you have?" ”

"I'm a man, I understand that feeling...... Wen Shaoran continued, "Anyway, don't wear so short in the future, okay?" ”

Feng Xiaoxiao was speechless, she had a lot of favorite little skirts, all of which were quite short, so she couldn't see the light of day when she lay in the closet, but she still nodded, "Oh...... Got it. ”

Wen Shaoran smiled comfortably, pulled her and said, "Remember, I don't want so many perverts to stare at you one by one." ”

Feng Xiaoxiao was amused, "Fools, they are all classmates, where are some perverts." ”

"You don't understand, the boy's world ......," Wen Shaoran said mysteriously.

"What about you, when you see other girls wearing short skirts, are you also staring at others, and your stomach is bad?" Feng Xiaoxiao suddenly asked.

"Huh? I...... Ah, this, I don't look at other women, in my concept, except for you who are women, there is no difference between others and men......" Wen Shaoran explained calmly.

Feng Xiaoxiao couldn't laugh or cry at this explanation.