But one day, Lin Xin came to find Yun Feng.

"Figured out so quickly?"

Yun Feng and Lin Xin sat together on the lawn outside the teaching building.

"I don't know very much, but I probably know something."

Lin Xin's face was a little hesitant.

"Oh? What's wrong? It's okay, you can say as much as you know, it's just curiosity, but also worried that they won't be in trouble, so we can find a way to help them. “

Yun Feng comforted Lin Xin. She was indeed worried that something would happen, and Sha Nan was in a difficult situation alone.

"Hmm. Then I told you that you must pretend that you don't know, and don't ask your boyfriend, okay? “

Lin Xin looked at Yun Feng with some concern, she was still hesitating to say it in her heart, but because she had promised Yun Feng before, she couldn't help but say it.

"Ashin, you don't know me yet, don't I do everything for his good? Just say it. I'll be able to take it all in my composure. “

Yun Feng's curiosity on a whim was stimulated by Lin Xin's embarrassment, and he had to listen more and more.

"Well, then you promise me too, I don't think much about it, if it affects your feelings, I really can't go away in my heart."

It's also thanks to Lin Xin, who is honest and loyal, if it were someone else, it is estimated that he would not have to be so embarrassed to tell Yun Feng.

"Just don't worry, I'm fine. When have you ever been angry? sulked, didn't get angry with others, but forgot about it when I was angry. “

"Hmm. In fact, it happened that Shannan borrowed money from Wang Lizhi. The king lent him all his living expenses for the previous month and this month. “

"What? He borrowed money? “

Yun Feng was so surprised that he wanted to jump up. His passbook is in her hand, he wants to buy everything with her, and there are obviously more than 2,000 of his part-time projects in the passbook, why do you have to borrow money from Wang Lizhi?

"Hmm. He borrowed money to ......"

Lin Xin glanced at Yun Feng and stopped.

"For what? Say it quickly. ”

Yun Feng was about to die in a hurry.

"You must not think about it."

Lin Xin emphasized again.

"I don't think much of it, you say."

Yun Feng's heart was anxious, but seeing Lin Xin's worry, he had to restrain himself and wait quietly for her to say.

"It was Sha Nanan's ex-girlfriend who came to him, he arranged for her to stay in a hotel, and later bought her a ticket to go back. All this money was borrowed from the king. said that it would be returned to Lizhi slowly in the past two months. ”

Lin Xin simply said it all in one go.

A pen in Yun Feng's hand was shocked to the ground by Lin Xin's words, she didn't want to lean over to pick up the pen, because her heart hurt greatly, and her heart had already broken into eight petals with the pen, and the pain was so painful that her whole body froze.

She heard Shannan mention that he had a girlfriend in high school, but according to him, it was very short-lived, and they broke up in less than half a year, and they never mentioned it again.

"No wonder. No wonder he said he was busy for several days last month, either the department was looking for him or the company doing part-time projects was looking for him, it turned out that he was ...... That's it! ”

Yun Feng scolded the liar fiercely in his heart, but in order not to worry Lin Xin, he said a few words, and comforted Lin Xin that he was fine, so the two of them went back to the bedroom together.

Yun Feng is a person who can't rub sand in his eyes, she didn't expect that she would tell Shanan everything, and never hide it, whether it was Li Yunfeng or Li Yunhe, she told him one by one, so that he could rest assured.

She thought that he would treat her like this, but unexpectedly, he still wasted her trust. What's even more terrifying is that he still does a good job of hiding it from her, if it weren't for her curiosity and asking Lin Xin to help inquire, she probably would have been blinded by him. She felt that her heart for him had been so cruelly abandoned by him.

She couldn't accept it. But she still didn't say anything. She thought that she was still worried about how she would suffer in lovesickness after he left, but now she didn't have to think about anything. Where he is and what he does, if he doesn't want to tell himself, he won't know anything. It's not the same thing at all.

Between lovers, what they are most afraid of is that they can't trust each other, which is the biggest killing weapon of emotion.

Yun Feng is a person who is more courageous and calmer in the midst of difficulties.

When she resumed her tutoring class over the weekend and her mental state began to return to normal, she did not go back to the house with Shannan, but went back to her dormitory, and found various reasons not to meet Shanan. Shannan thought she was busy at first, but she hardly saw her for a week, and she called her bedroom to say she wasn't there.

What was she avoiding him? He didn't know what he was doing wrong. Did she know that? Shanan's heart tightened, but Wang Lizhi didn't come to tell him that she knew, that is, she didn't know. What the hell was she thinking?

This incident was also like a blow to the head, which made Yun Feng completely sober up from the sweet and faint love, and soon found the direction in the busyness she arranged for herself.

In addition to continuing her previous study and part-time life, she began to diligently check school information on the Internet. She thought about it, let's go to the graduate school entrance examination, go to the highest school she wanted to go to when she was in elementary school, go to the city with snow and culture - people live like this once, what reason is there for her not to realize her dreams one by one?

She also chose the major for the postgraduate entrance examination, and she took the education examination.

From her own growth experience, she deeply understands the importance of education for a person, whether it is family education or school education, if she can, she hopes that because of her existence, the eyes of those minors around her can become clearer, so that they can take fewer detours on the road of life.

As for the painting she likes, because she has no professional foundation, she can't be admitted to a good university for graduate school. What she can do is still do what she can do in a down-to-earth manner, the dream of a painter, until she is mature in all aspects and has spare time to spare, and then treat it as a hobby.

If she had these plans in normal times, she would definitely go to discuss them with Shanan Nan as soon as possible. But now she had to restrain her feelings for him. She didn't dare to put his future in the hands of people who didn't know or trust each other.

These thoughts in her heart, like bricks, trees and tiles, are rebuilding a new spiritual palace in her heart, perhaps the spiritual palace of her dreams before she officially dated Shanan.

As for whether this spiritual palace was based on Shannan's concealment of her, or the awakening of her desire for the future, or the reappearance of the black hole that had been lurking in her heart for a long time, devouring her sense of security, she didn't know.

What she knew was that when she thought it all out, she no longer panicked, she was no longer afraid, even if Shannan left at this time, or told her that she didn't love her anymore, she was not afraid. Because she has sustenance in her heart and has lost the fulcrum of emotion, her world will not completely collapse.

She didn't know that her plan for the future and her determination to work hard for it had unconsciously become an increasingly strong confrontation with her feelings for Shanan, and she didn't know that she was a kind of self-awakening and self-defense in her heart that she was about to completely fall into her emotions.

Of course, at this time, Sha Nantong, who was in a puzzling situation because of Yun Feng's inexplicable alienation, didn't know about the countless wars that had happened in her heart under this calm and calm.