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Night, like a pair of huge black wings, covered her and the world around him, but she couldn't help the world of two people who were dancing with candles.

She fell asleep in the bosom of alcohol, resting on the crook of his arm. There was still a hint of redness at the bottom of the wine glass on the table.

He was also a little dizzy, so he picked her up and put her on her own bed, and covered her waist and abdomen with a thin quilt as usual, and then went back to her room with peace of mind, and fell asleep groggyly.

The next day was Sunday.

Shannan got up at 7 o'clock as usual and made some rice porridge, pushed the door into her room, she was still sleeping soundly, he smiled and scratched the bridge of her towering nose, saw that she did not respond, so he closed the door, only drank a small bowl of porridge and began to be busy in the living room desk again.

By the time she opened her eyes, it was already noon.

She was wearing slippers, and when she was grooming, she felt that her wrist bones were weak, and she was floating when she held the comb, and she couldn't make it hard.

He looked at her limp and smiled. Seeing her drink some rice porridge groggily, pick a few green vegetables into her mouth, lie on the sofa, and doze off while reading, Shannan touched her forehead, which seemed to be a little hot, so she flushed a bag of cold powder, watched her drink it, and went back to her room to sleep.

At almost four o'clock in the afternoon, Yun Feng finally woke up from this half-dream.

But she didn't want to get up, so she picked up a few books by the bedside, and pulled out a copy of "Educational Psychology" that she didn't usually have time to read.

The hot wind of Haicheng afternoon mixed with the smell of the sea blew in, the sun fell on the windowsill, and the curtains whirled in the wind.

Yun Feng looked at the green shade swaying in the sunlight outside the window, and was stunned again, and his heart fell into a confusion again. The sadness of yesterday's party, the alcohol that did not stop flowing into her veins from day to night, made her consciousness still drift after a long sleep, and she felt as if her heart was floating in endless dust, there was light, but it was a white patch in the dense flying dust.

She wasn't thinking about what Lu Yi told her about how to grasp the Shananan around her and not miss the beautiful thing.

Instead, the objective fact that Shannan was about to leave was like a stirring stick, violently stirring the latent insecurity in her heart. The black hole in the snow in her heart began to swish and swish again, beating her wandering heart, which she had actually lost more than once.

But this time, with the deepening of his emotional dependence on him over the past year, and the imminent separation, this insecurity is particularly volatile.

She couldn't let herself sink into the emotional whirlpool in the darkness of her heart like this, because, if it went on like this, she couldn't imagine how dark her days would be after he left, and she couldn't imagine how she would torture herself and him in such a panicked mood in the days before her.

She struggled with her inner emotions, hoping to break through the confusion and find a way out.

Finally, a voice sounded in confusion: Shannan went out, no matter what the future holds, he is predictable, so what about you? Where is your future? What kind of lifestyle do you want to live? What kind of person do you want to be?

This question was like a thunderclap, like a strong hand, pulling her out of the confusion of emotional dependence, but it led her into another space that was still confused. However, although this thinking about the future and about herself is also hazy, it feels more secure than the confusion caused by emotional dependence before, just like her feet are finally stepping on the dirt in the white mist, and she is more steady.

Yes, when she is with him, is she in love, married, and then married and taught children? Is this really what she wants?

What if, what if, they need to face the difficulties of life together? Father's health is not good, his younger brother is also naughty and needs to be disciplined, his grandparents are getting older, and then there is the illness of her little uncle Yunyi, she wants to help treat it one day, besides, if a relative in the family has an illness or something, what can she do about it? Do you have to rely on him entirely?

She once wanted to be a painter, painting the beautiful scenery of the world, expressing the simplicity of the people in her hometown and the vitality of the mountains and villages to the world.

Thinking of her drunken gaffe yesterday, she has been indulging in the gentle hometown of love for too long. When the two are together, they have to experience long-term life challenges, not like their own emotional gains and losses at this time.

She pillowed her shoulder with one hand, frowned slightly, and didn't even know that Shannan was knocking on the door outside to tell her to get up.

Yun Feng fell into thinking about his future by himself, and fell asleep again.

At five o'clock in the evening, Shannan went to knock on the door again and still didn't hear her answer, very worried, when I pushed the door in, I saw that she was asleep, her brows were still frowning, her mouth was tightly pursed, and she was holding a copy of "Educational Psychology" in her hand, but it was co-authored, I don't know if she fell asleep reading a book.

He woke her up, and if he slept like this, he would probably lose sleep all night.

In the next two or three days, Yun Feng was lazy and didn't seem to have much strength to say anything. It seems that the price of getting drunk once is that he is depressed, and his hands and feet and even his bones seem to be very weak. Shannan knew that she had drunk too much that day and needed a few days to recover, so she didn't say anything, just took care of her silently.

It wasn't until Thursday that Yun Feng's condition began to improve. She saw Wang Lizhi and Lin Xin sitting and talking together in the classroom, it was indeed different from the past, and they had the kind of familiar atmosphere after they recognized each other, even if it was an indifferent and calm exchange, it was different from others. She was smiling happily at the back of the two communicating in the front row, when she suddenly remembered the embarrassed expressions of Wang Lizhi and Shannan when she mentioned the touch of roses on Saturday, so she walked over.

"Ashin, come and sit with me for a while. I've been dizzy from alcohol for the past few days, and I haven't seen you, it's weird. ”

"You're not good, you don't drink much, it's really bad."

Lin Xin said with concern.

"No, so you can come and stay with me for a while. Uh, Satoyuki, is that okay? ”

Yun Feng pleaded coquettishly. For her fellow countryman, she has always asked for favor a lot. Wang Lizhi naturally knew it, so he acquiesced with a smile.

"What can he not do. I took the book and went over. ”

Lin Xin was angry, and without saying a word, he followed Yun Feng to the seat in the back row.

Yun Feng did not shy away from mentioning the embarrassment of asking Wang Lizhi to buy a handful of roses on Saturday.

"There must be a cat here, Li Zhi is not a stingy person, besides, how could he not think of buying a bouquet of flowers at such an important moment? But why is he embarrassed that Nantong also looks so weird? “

Yun Feng told Lin Xin about his doubts.

"Well, yes, Riyuki has been really tight lately, and he has never taken me out to eat. He used to ask me out for barbecue. “

Lin Xin also felt strange.

"Oh, and, the last time I went shopping with him, he took a fancy to a pair of sneakers, and the discount was more than 100 points, and he tried them on a particularly suitable fit, but he didn't buy them, and he reluctantly stroked them for a while when he left. It's not like his style either. “

Lin Xin remembered the scene when she and Wang Lizhi went shopping, Wang Lizhi did not spend money lavishly, but he was by no means a thrifty lord.

"Ashin, then please help me understand this secret about roses."

"No problem. After I asked, if it was really related to Nantong, I would tell you. “

The two sisters came to a secret agreement. Yun Feng thought that poor Wang Lizhi was going to suffer some verbal torture from Lin Xin again, and couldn't help but smile in his heart and apologize to him in advance.

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