When Shen Yan woke up again, it was already noon the next day, too much alcohol intake made her body very uncomfortable, her whole body was sore, as if she had been run over by a car, her temples jumped suddenly, she sat up straight in pain, closed her eyes and raised her hand to rub the position of her temples.

Then she suddenly felt a chill in her body, and the large area of bare skin on her chest was directly exposed to the slightly cool air, which instantly aroused goosebumps.

She looked down in surprise, and saw the nakedness of her upper body at a glance, her head was stunned for a moment, and she instantly had a bad feeling in her heart, and hurriedly lifted the quilt, and then found that she was indeed wearing nothing......

This discovery made her panic instantly, she didn't have the habit of sleeping naked, so how could this be? She looked up again and looked around carefully, well, a hotel...... This discovery made her feel even worse, she jumped out of bed in some horror, and then the dazzling red on the white sheets instantly stunned her, and her brain could barely think, what was going on?

She almost fell to the ground, her face pale, why was this happening? What's going on?

The situation in front of her made her unable to think, she stumbled and picked up the clothes thrown on the ground and went into the bathroom, and without thinking about it, she turned on the cold water and rushed it on her body, she needed to calm down now, she needed to think about what happened last night!

The cold water hit her body, Shen Yan couldn't help but shrink a little, arousing goosebumps all over her body, and then her swollen head finally calmed down, and the memories of last night poured into her mind little by little.

Yesterday afternoon, Xu Jin'an helped her escape, and then took her to the bar to wait for Jian Xiu, Jian Xiu didn't come, she drank a lot of wine because of anxiety, and then her father called her, saying that Jian Xiu had promised to break up with her, and he wouldn't come...... I stubbornly waited at the bar, and then, what happened later?

When she arrived at the key place, Shen Yan couldn't remember anything, she only remembered that she had drunk a lot of wine, and then she didn't remember anything about it at all.

After standing under the cold water for a long time, her face was a little pale, Xu Jin'an had been by her side yesterday, why would she let such a thing happen to her? Or did he leave for a while, so she was taken advantage of?

She shivered and turned off the shower, picked up her own clothes from yesterday and hurriedly put them on herself, and her underwear showed signs of tearing...... She could already determine what had happened to her.

She couldn't tell what mood she was in, she just felt that her heart and body were numb......

Jian Xiu didn't want her anymore, she was ruined again, she slipped to the ground little by little with her shoulders, and the whole world seemed to be full of despair.

Mourning is greater than heart death, this desperate situation, but she can't cry at all, her eyes are so dry, as if she is going to bleed in the next moment, her eyes are empty and numb, her whole life has been disrupted, from a desirable future to a dead despair.

When Xu Jin'an came in, what he saw was Shen Yan hugging his shoulders and shrinking at the door of the bathroom.

Hearing the voice, she raised her head a little slowly, her eyes were empty and numb, and she stared at him for a long time before she seemed to recognize him.

There was no hysteria as he imagined, nor tears as he imagined, but it made his whole heart ache, and for a moment he only felt his throat tight, and he couldn't say a word.

"Xu Jin'an......" may be the reason for being drenched in cold water, Shen Yan's voice was inexplicably hoarse, and there was a faint trembling, "Is my life over?" ”

For Xu Jin'an, Shen Yan has no hatred and resentment, he has helped himself enough, even if he let her suffer all this yesterday because he left in a hurry, but she can't blame him for this, in the end, she is still to blame, if she didn't let herself drink so much wine, how could all this happen? If she really wants to blame, she can only blame herself.

Xu Jin'an didn't expect that as soon as she opened her mouth, she didn't blame herself, but asked him so cautiously and full of despair, and for a moment he seemed to be frozen in his body, and he couldn't move forward a single step.

At this moment, he only felt that the remorse in his heart was constantly coming up, and he even wondered if he had done something wrong. Is this really for her good? But thinking of the cruelty of the truth of the matter, he still didn't have the impulse to tell her that all this was designed by him, and nothing happened last night.

His steps were very heavy, but he still walked towards her step by step, squatted in front of her, and carefully held her in his arms, her body was very cold, so cold that Xu Jin'an's heart seemed to tremble, "Yanyan...... I'm sorry. ”

There was a hint of trembling in his voice, it was obviously a very gentle voice, but the words he said were extremely cruel, "I'm sorry...... Last night, I didn't control myself, don't worry, I'll be responsible. ”

For a moment, he could almost feel the instant stiffness of Shen Yan's body in his arms, and her voice sounded in his ears, with a slight trance and disbelief, "You say...... What the? ”

Her tone made him panic suddenly, and the arms holding her tightened instantly, as if he was going to lose her forever if he let go, but he could only force himself to continue, "Yanyan...... I'm sorry, it's all my fault, but it's come to this, you're already my person, I'll definitely treat you well, forget about Jian Xiu, be with me, okay? ”

In an instant, despair and anger drowned Shen Yan, and when she thought she was violated by a stranger, she didn't have such despair and anger!

She used all her strength to push Xu Jin'an away, he fell to the ground unexpectedly, looking at her eyes full of guilt and panic, he crawled to her with his hands and feet, "Yanyan!" It's all my fault that you don't do this, but I really like you, and I will definitely be good to you, Yanyan, don't cry, okay? ”

He raised his hand to help her wipe away the tears on her face, but she slapped it away with her hand, she slowly raised her hand to touch her cheek, and then she was slightly stunned, she had not cried before, but at this moment she unconsciously burst into tears.

No one likes to be betrayed and deceived, especially someone who is very important to them, but in just two days, she was betrayed by two close and close people one after another, first her boyfriend, and then her most important friend since childhood...... What could be more desperate?

"...... Get lost! Shen Yan shouted hysterically at Xu Jin'an, she didn't want to see him, she didn't want to! I really don't want to!

"Words!" Xu Jin'an's eyes were red, God knew how distressed he was when he saw Shen Yan like this, but he knew Shen Yan too well, and he understood too well that there was no way for Shen Yan to completely let go of Jian Xiu, only in this way, only by making her feel that she was no longer worthy of Jian Xiu, and only by making her feel that she was not qualified to pester Jian Xiu anymore, could she and Jian Xiu really have a break.

Even though he couldn't bear it in his heart, he still had to harden his heart to complete today's performance, he took out his mobile phone and handed it to her, "Yanyan, I have already told Jian Xiu, you and him have no chance...... Stay with me obediently, isn't it? ”

Shen Yan focused her eyes on Jian Xiu's mobile phone a little sluggishly, she slowly raised her hand to take his mobile phone, and clearly saw the chat page between Xu Jin'an and Jian Xiu, first there was a photo, the protagonist of that photo was her, she closed her eyes, she seemed to be a little restless sleeping, there were tears in the corners of her eyes, her body was covered with a white quilt, her round shoulders were exposed to the air naked, and the whole photo was full of ambiguous atmosphere......

And there is another sentence under the photo, "Since you have withdrawn, quit more thoroughly, Yanyan is already my person, I will take care of her." ”

If this is not enough to make her despair, then Jian Xiu's answer next is what really pushed her into the abyss of despair, if Jian Xiu scolded, maybe Shen Yan would be a little happier, at least it shows that he still cares about himself, after seeing her betrayal, he will still be angry, but no...... His answer was only one word.

"Okay."

The mobile phone "snapped" and slipped from Shen Yan's hand to the ground, she closed her eyes, and a line of tears slowly fell, and then her lips moved, and her voice was full of exhaustion, "You go, let me be alone for a while." ”

Xu Jin'an's heart trembled, Shen Yan's appearance made him a little scared, he grabbed her hand, "Yanyan, don't be like this, I don't worry about you like this, I don't worry about you ...... like this"

Shen Yan's eyes suddenly opened, and a pair of calm and waveless eyes looked directly at him, and then the corners of her mouth moved slightly, and her smile looked a little sarcastic, "Don't worry...... Are you afraid that I will kill myself? I'm not that stupid yet, I only have one life, and if I give up on myself now, it will really be nothing. ”

She pulled out her hand, and there was no more excitement, but it made people feel that she was very tired, she said, "If you still have a little bit of love in your heart that you grew up together, go by yourself, never, never appear in front of me again, and I promise you to live well." ”

Xu Jin'an's hand trembled in mid-air, and then slowly put it down after all, he felt a trace of coolness on his face, and then realized that he was actually ...... Tears.

He slowly stood up from the ground, he raised his hand to sort out his description, wanting to leave one last perfect impression in her heart, he stared at Shen Yan's face, wanting to engrave her face in his heart, "Okay, Shen Yan, goodbye." ”

Until he finally left this room, Shen Yan didn't open his eyes after all, and went to see him for the last time.

In fact, he had expected such an ending a long time ago, he knew Shen Yan too well, and when he decided to do this, he understood that once he really did this, he and Shen Yan would be completely finished.

But it doesn't matter, even if they can't be together, he wants to protect her in his own way, although...... She may feel cruel.