A vigorous escape plan, and finally died in despair, not long after Xu Jin'an left, Shen Huandong and Chen Jie came over, and when they saw her lost soul, the two didn't say anything, only took her home.

After returning home, Shen Yan seemed to have changed as a person, no longer the lively and cheerful girl in the past, but as if she had grown up overnight, quiet and stable, she never mentioned going back to school again, nor did she mention Jian Xiu or Xu Jin'an.

She finally became what her parents expected, but Shen Yan, who was not noisy or noisy, made people feel even more flustered, and wanted to persuade her, but she didn't know what to say, after all, Shen Yan didn't have a trace of sadness, and her whole person couldn't be more normal.

After about a week like this, seeing that Shen Yan never had any abnormalities, Chen Jie's heart finally gradually let go, although she didn't know what happened to Shen Yan and Xu Jin'an, she could still faintly detect that something was wrong, so when Xu Jin'an resigned to the couple, Chen Jie thought about it and told Shen Yan.

"Jin An came here just now." Chen Jie stood at the door of Shen Yan's room and said cautiously tentatively.

Shen Yan was sitting at the table quietly doing flower arrangement, and when he heard Chen Jie's words, his face was pale and he didn't react, Chen Jie saw this and continued, "But he didn't enter the door, he just stood at the door to say goodbye to my father, saying that he was going to study in country Y, maybe ...... Probably never coming back in this life. ”

Chen Jie has been observing Shen Yan's reaction, Shen Yan has always had a pale expression, until she heard her say that Xu Jin'an may never come back, her movements paused slightly, but quickly returned to normal, and then let out a faint "oh", and did not speak again.

Chen Jie was a little disappointed, she has always liked Xu Jin'an, a child, after all, she grew up watching and knew the roots, so she, like Shen Huandong, always hoped that they could be together, but now the two children don't know what happened, one is going away, and the other is unmoved.

Chen Jie was a little unwilling, and seeing that Shen Yan didn't react much, she dared to persuade her, "Although I don't know what happened to you, but there is a love for growing up together since childhood, you ......"

"Smack!" The scissors in Shen Yan's hand were heavily placed on the table, and the sound made frightened Chen Jie, and he didn't dare to continue to say the following words.

Shen Yan's face was still very pale, and he didn't look at Chen Jie, but only whispered, "Mom, I don't want to hear this name again in the future." ”

Just like Xu Jin'an knew Shen Yan, Shen Yan also knew Xu Jin'an, so she didn't believe a word when she said to Xu Jin'an that she couldn't control herself.

After thinking about it a little, she understood that from taking her from home to the end, everything was designed by Xu Jin'an.

deliberately picked to take her out when her father went to find Jian Xiu, and then asked her to call Jian Xiu, and put the meeting place at the bar, he calculated the time for her to call, so Jian Xiu should have just hung up the phone and was blocked by her father, and it was natural that Jian Xiu would not come over immediately, and even couldn't answer her phone because she was talking to her father.

In this way, she must be very anxious, in a place like a bar, once she is anxious, the first thought must be to use alcohol to anesthetize herself, and she did this.

Maybe he even expected Jian Xiu's reaction after meeting her father, so he knew that he would definitely get drunk, her alcohol consumption was not good, and after drinking so much wine, he naturally could do whatever he wanted.

The only thing she couldn't figure out was, why did Xu Jinan do that?

With his understanding of himself, it is impossible to imagine that after she was so calculated by him, there was only one result, that is, the two broke up, so what was the purpose of his doing this? Because you can't love it, you want to ruin her happiness to take revenge on her? Or do you want to use this method to make her remember him for the rest of her life? Or maybe it's because you have nothing to do, so you want to gamble?

Shen Yan couldn't figure it out, she felt that no matter what kind of thought she knew, it didn't look like Xu Jin'an she knew, but who knows? Everybody changes, they haven't been in contact for two years, maybe he's changed a long time ago?

I can't figure it out, Shen Yan doesn't want to think about it anymore, this matter is her nightmare, she just wants to seal it away, hoping that she will never remember this painful memory again, so she doesn't want to hear Xu Jin'an's name again, never again.

Chen Jie was frightened by her reaction that day, so later, the name Xu Jin'an became a taboo in their family, and no one talked about it anymore.

Since she came back that day, Shen Yan has never mentioned Jian Xiu again, she doesn't mention it, and her parents naturally won't mention it, so she never knows what happened to Jian Xiu.

It wasn't until she went back to school again that she heard her roommate say that Jian Xiu had accepted the school's place to study in country M, and she had already left and was in ...... On that nightmare morning for her, just after he replied to Xu Jin'an with a "good" word, he boarded the plane to country M.

Hearing this news, Shen Yan was only in a slight trance, and then she smiled faintly and didn't say anything.

Her roommate said that she seemed to have changed, and knowing the news of Jian Xiu's departure, her reaction was too flat, not at all like the Shen Yan who loved Jian Xiu to death.

When Shen Yan heard this, he just smiled noncommittally, "Who hasn't been young and frivolous, and who hasn't grown up...... When the dream is shattered, it will naturally wake up. ”

Later, after graduation, everyone went their separate ways, and Shen Yan wanted to completely seal the memory of the university, so she cut off contact with everyone and was alone.

She originally studied directing like Xu Jin'an, but after graduation, she resolutely chose to become an actor despite the opposition of her parents, and her image is very good, so there is really no pressure to change careers to become an actor.

In this regard, her parents are very angry, after all, in their eyes, it is too aggrieved for her to go out and show up for others to judge, although the family is not a top wealthy family, but it is enough to support her, and there is really no need for this.

And her mother asked her with a painful face, "Do you have to be an actor because you can't forget Jian Xiu?" Why do you have to do this? What's so good about that Jianxiu? He has abandoned you, why do you still want to forget! ”

Shen Yan shook his head, "No, I've already put it down." ”

She has let go, no longer has any illusions about Jian Xiu, and she doesn't know what kind of path Jian Xiu will take in the future, but she still wants to feel the life she originally planned with Jian Xiu, and also hopes that if we can meet again in the future, she can stand on an equal footing with him and say to him, long time no see.

In the end, Shen Yan was only half successful, and when she saw Jian Xiu again three years later, she did say to him that she hadn't seen him for a long time, but they were not on an equal footing.

She has been working hard in China for three years and has just reached the level of a third-rate actress, but Jian Xiu became an instant hit with a movie in country M, but won the actor award at a young age, and then he returned to China for development, and even signed with Fenghua Entertainment, where Shen Yan is located.

On a sunny afternoon, in the corridor of the company, Shen Yan and Jian Xiu met face-to-face for the first time, Shen Yan stared at the familiar and unfamiliar face, only to suddenly find that some people are not what you think you can really put down, once he appears in front of you, those memories and thoughts are like floods that open the floodgates, drowning you in an instant.

She didn't know how she suppressed all the strange emotions in her heart and smiled at him, she said, "Jian Xiu, long time no see." ”

Then, Jian Xiu gave her a look that couldn't be more flat, and his tone was like that of a complete stranger, "So you're here too." ”

One sentence shattered all Shen Yan's fantasies, and sure enough, Jian Xiu's choice of Fenghua Entertainment was just an accident, and he didn't even know that he was here.

Then she heard Du Ruosheng's voice behind her, "Jian Xiu, what are you doing here?" Come here! ”

Oh, she was wrong, not just by accident, but also because Du Ruosheng was here.

One is an actor, the other is a popular little flower, what a match, and she, a third-rate actress, standing here, will only make people feel eyesore.

Jian Xiu appeared in her life again like this, but she didn't make too many waves in her world, she is still the third-rate actress who diligently refuses all unspoken rules to concentrate on filming, because she refuses the request of some people's unspoken rules, she is smeared by some directors and producers, she is not very famous, and she has a lot of black material on her, if nothing else, she may not be able to go further in her life.

And because she was exposed to all kinds of black material on the Internet, she always refused to go home, so the relationship with her family became more and more stiff, and her life seemed to be full of darkness.

Until Du Ruosheng was exposed to an affair with a well-known director, several nude photos circulated on the Internet, and the shooting was not very clear, but if you look closely, you can still recognize it as Du Ruosheng, Du Ruosheng has always been a fresh and sweet image in front of the screen, this incident has hit her too hard, and the director is still a married man, and her reputation has been low to the bottom for a while.

Then, one early morning, Shen Yan opened the door and saw Jian Xiu standing outside the door.

Jian Xiu was still the cold appearance in his memory, looking at her and saying lightly to her, "Marry me." ”

For a moment, Shen Yan was slightly in a trance, and the scene in front of him seemed to coincide with the person in his memory, as if he hugged her and said, "Be with me." ”

Her throat was a little dry," ...... Are you sure? ”

Jian Xiu nodded, "I'm sure." ”

Later, in retrospect, Shen Yan felt that she was too crazy at the time, three years of blankness, he appeared in front of her again with such a posture, she didn't even ask why, she took the household registration book and ID card and Jian Xiu to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

Maybe she didn't dare ask, just as she didn't dare to ask him why he broke up with her in the first place.

It wasn't until after receiving the certificate that Jian Xiu called Du Ruosheng in front of her in the car, and she came back to her senses in a trance, it turned out to be for Du Ruosheng......

She felt that she might be a little perverted, just like she felt at ease after she knew that Jian Xiu was with her because Du Ruosheng rejected him, and now she knew that Jian Xiu married her in order to help Du Ruosheng cover up the scandal, and she also felt at ease again.

Maybe it was because she didn't dare to hope for Jian Xiu's feelings for her, so when she knew that she had value for Jian Xiu, she felt down-to-earth.

She's so cheap.

She's pathetic, too.

Looking back on the past three years, even though Shen Yan clearly knew that it was Jian Xiu who gave up on her first, she always had a pimple in her heart because of the night she had with Xu Jin'an, and she was a little disgusted with herself in her heart.

But now Xu Jin'an told her that nothing happened that night, and he lied to her.

Maybe it was because of this, so when Jian Xiu stood in front of her again, she finally had the courage to ask the sentence she wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask, "Three years ago...... Why did you break up with me? ”

However, Jian Xiu just looked at her with a faint face, "Didn't you always know?" ”

In a word, like a knife stuck in her heart, she grinned gloomily, "So you gave up on me for your future, right?" Then the photos Xu Jin'an sent to you made you leave with more peace of mind, right? ”

Jian Xiu was not surprised that Shen Yan's parents would tell her that he had abandoned Shen Yan for his own future, but when he heard her mention Xu Jin'an, his brows wrinkled subconsciously, but he still nodded, "You can understand it this way." ”

"Haven't you thought that even if something happens to me and Xu Jin'an, it is definitely not what I want? Didn't you think about how much pain I would have at that time? Brief ...... Don't you have a heart? ”

Maybe Shen Yan's appearance was too sad, or maybe Jian Xiu didn't want to recall that incident, so he subconsciously looked away, and his voice became colder and colder, "What's wrong with you?" What's the point of saying all of that now? Or did you just see Xu Jin'an alone, so your heart began to be active again? ”

"Smack!" A crunch,

This slap was very strong, Jian Xiu's face was beaten away, the slap marks on his face were extremely clear, and Shen Yan's hand was trembling, this was the first time she hit Jian Xiu.

What made her feel powerless was that even so, Jian Xiu was not angry, and still looked up at her with that cold look, "Enough trouble?" If you've had enough, go back. ”

Shen Yan's hand clenched and loosened, and after repeating it a few times, she finally closed her eyes, her voice was extremely tired, and there was a faint numbness, she said, "I know, Jian Xiu, go home." ”

Shen Yan was suddenly so obedient, which made Jian Xiu slightly stunned, and unconsciously, it seemed that something had changed, but he couldn't say that something had changed.

Seeing that Shen Yan had bypassed himself and sat in the back of the car, he could only suppress the irritating feeling of uneasiness in his heart and turned around and got into the car.