Chapter 307: The Warmth of Being Cared For
In the past, when people said this to themselves, they didn't just ignore it, just laughed it off, because they didn't think it was like that, but now I finally realized it, and when I finally understood this truth, I had already lost a lot.
So at this moment, I don't want to leave any regrets in her life. For myself, this is a lifelong regret, and I can't make up for it, and I can't change it.
Lin Ya pulled out a smile on Sun Tesuke's eyes, and said softly, "Yes, I will take care of myself." "I suddenly feel a sense of warmth, probably because there are not many people who can care about me like this.
So at this moment, when I suddenly heard someone say words that cared so much about me, that warm feeling came from the bottom of my heart.
I've been in the workplace for so long, and no one has ever cared about me like this, so I feel warm at this time.
"Okay, let's go eat first, work matters, you can be busy after eating, work things are not finished, the most important thing is to take care of your body, this is the most important thing." I don't know why, when I see her, I can think of my daughter, if she hadn't disappeared, maybe it would have been so big.
It's a pity that I don't know if I have a chance to see her again in this life, after all, I have been away from my side for more than 20 years, even if she is by my side, I can't recognize her.
If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself for being only busy with your career at the beginning, and you haven't thought about it, you have to take good care of your family, if there is no accident, now your family should be very happy and live together.
She left her side, more than 20 years, and now appears in front of her. I don't necessarily be able to recognize her, after all, people say that the eighteenth year of the female college has changed, and the gap between herself and her has been more than 18 years.
I don't know if she is still living in this world, if she is hating herself, hating herself, she didn't look for her as a father, and hated herself for not giving her the warm home she wanted.
I can understand that it is normal for her to hate herself, at least, at this moment, she can have an object that hates herself, but for herself, she can't find it, how can she know if she will hate herself, and she has hoped to find her in the past few years, and she hates herself.
After all, this is my own lack and regret for her. Don't be willing to bear all the consequences because of your own reasons, and you won't have any complaints.
"Well, the president is inside, you go in and find him." Lin Ya nodded at him and said that she would go to dinner later.
"Okay." Maybe my expression just now is a little too rich.
What I said just now seems to be a bit much, I shouldn't have so many feelings, maybe I thought of my daughter, and I said a few more words inexplicably.
Lin Ya also had this idea at this moment, and suddenly felt that someone cared about her, this feeling turned out to be so warm, she rarely seemed to feel this kind of warmth before, but just now, it was obvious that she had this feeling for herself.
I can't say why, but I can clearly know that this feeling is what I have been missing, and it is what I have always longed to have.
I have been an orphan for so many years, and I can let myself be so moved, and there are too few opportunities like this.
It seems like a long, long, long time before such a touch. In fact, what I want is that someone will care about me like this once in a while, and I will be very satisfied.
However, there are few people who can care about themselves in this way. Who allowed himself to be an orphan, who allowed himself to live in an orphanage since he was a child, did not know his family at all, and did not know if there was still a family member.
In short, all this is an unknown factor for me. So many times I hope for this kind of warmth, but I can't get it at all.
Whenever this happens, you can't complain about others, no matter how much you complain, it's useless, and it's impossible to change anything. If you know this clearly, then you can only work hard.
Because only by working can you change your life and change your current situation. No one can help him except himself, and even if he can help for a while, he can't help him for a lifetime.
Now that I know this, I can only work harder than anyone else. Only by one's own efforts can one change one's life, no one can help him for a lifetime, and he doesn't expect someone to help him like this.
Since I was a child, I have long been aware of the warmth and coldness of this society. More of yourself should believe that only you can change your own life, no one needs to help you like this for a lifetime, and no one will accompany you like this for a lifetime to complete your life path.
Now around me, there are occasionally people who can care about themselves like this, in fact, for themselves, they already feel very content, and they can also make themselves feel warm. That's enough, isn't it? I'm not too greedy myself.
The few words that Sun Tezhu inadvertently said just now still touched his heart. Maybe it's because there are too few people who usually care about me, and occasionally hearing such words makes me feel very warm.
After that, I was also very obedient, I went to eat first, and what people said was not unreasonable, how can I be busy with work, this matter is over, and there is the next one.
Therefore, you can't treat yourself badly just now, but be kind to yourself. Life is too short to joke with your body, and you hope to be able to get together with your family one day.
"Uncle Sun, why are you so free today, come and see me." When He Yuhe saw Sun Yirong, he was also a little frightened, and he didn't expect him to come over to see him.
And it's time to eat, logically speaking, if he has something, it is impossible to come over at this point, so it is really a bit of a surprise to see him at this moment.
If there was anything urgent, he should have called himself first, but at this time, he suddenly came over, making him feel inexplicable and a little curious.
"I happened to be passing by here, so I came to see you, whether you have eaten, whether you have taken good care of yourself." Sun Yirong said jokingly, but he actually cared about him.
He Yuhe looked at Uncle Sun, smiled, stood up from his position, beckoned him, and sat down on the sofa beside him.
"Dare to love that you are here to be a detective today, not really to see if I have eaten." Why do you feel like you're asking for news for your grandfather, or maybe it's coming to see if you're working hard.
He Yuhe subconsciously had such thoughts, it was impossible to come to see himself for no reason, but no matter what, it was a comfort that people could come to see themselves like this!
Anyway, I'm still quite grateful, and it's better for people to think of themselves than anything else. At least I won't let myself feel lonely, I won't let myself feel like no one is thinking about me, I am forgotten.
"Hehe, how dare I come to be your detective, you really think too highly of me." Sun Yirong sat down and said lightly.
"You will listen to what grandpa says, why don't you dare?" He Yuhe clearly knew that the person in front of him was his grandfather's cronies.
Over the years, he has been doing things for his grandfather by his side, and his grandfather also believes in him.
So he will listen to whatever grandpa says, and he will do things according to grandpa's instructions, so he has absolutely reason to believe that everything he does is behind grandpa's command.
I don't believe it, it's my grandfather who is directing behind it, and I can't believe it. After all, he has been by his grandfather's side for the past few years, and his grandfather also believes in him.
"There's no way, I'm just He Lao's special assistant, and I can only do what I want, but today, I'm really passing by, so come and have a look." At the beginning, I didn't plan to come over to take a look, but then I thought that it was rare to come and see the company and say hello to him.
"Well, since Uncle Sun and you all say that, what else can I say? But if you haven't eaten, if you don't, you can be together then. He Yuhe said that he was a little helpless, after all, everyone said this about himself, and he had nothing to say.
"I've already eaten, so I won't bring you a copy back, guess, you shouldn't have eaten." Sun Yirong pointed to the packing box he brought on the table.
Maybe it's because I watched him grow up since I was a child, I still know a little about him, and I also know that he is a workaholic, and his work is endless, and it is impossible to eat on time.
"Hehe, Uncle Sun, I can only say that you know me better, but when I go back, I don't want you to be so honest with your grandfather, just fool around." He Yuhe didn't mean to threaten anything, he didn't want his grandfather to know that he didn't even eat when he worked, if this was the case, his grandfather would definitely nag him endlessly.
In fact, it's not that I don't know, grandpa just cares about understanding himself. I know all of this clearly, but sometimes I will inevitably feel verbose. That's because many times people are more ambivalent, people care about themselves, they know it, but they feel very annoying.
I did this myself, but I didn't want my grandfather to worry about me. I can only say that all this is a white lie, and my original intention is not like this, many times when I have time, I will also eat lunch on time, but sometimes I will forget it when I am busy.