Chapter 306: Code Name Sitting
If you want to stay any longer, you will disturb him to rest, so you might as well leave early.
Sometimes he should be self-aware, and he shouldn't stay here all the time and not leave, in fact, he is already very good to himself, and he should also stand in her position for him.
In fact, from another point of view, even if he leaves later, he still has to leave, he can't say that he spends the night here, he has never had such an idea, he should, and he doesn't want to stay and continue to bother him.
So isn't it nice to be a little bit yourself? Lest you embarrass each other, sooner or later you will have to leave, so don't continue to lie here.
He Yuhe looked at the back of her leaving, and was stunned again, because the more he looked at that back, the more familiar he felt.
More often than not, I was wondering, was I wrong, or was I sitting in the right seat and thinking that she was the person in my mind? Now I can't tell if it's me sometimes, and it's really that similar to her.
Yes, I really feel a little confused now, because I myself am a little confused, and I don't know what is going on.
Is it that I think too much, or do I really imagine it, I don't even think I have anything, but later, when I feel that her back is a little familiar, I feel more and more, and it seems that I am becoming more and more addicted.
Is it really my own illusion or check-in with a number, in short, I always feel that this figure is becoming more and more familiar. Or is it that I have been with her for a long time recently, so, slowly, I will overlap the figures of the two of them, and then such an illusion appears.
Recently, this question is really enough to toss me, and I may not have been able to get an answer, so I let my heart be particularly entangled.
If I had the answer in my heart, maybe I wouldn't be so entangled, because no matter what, I feel that some problems can't be solved. Sometimes I feel a sense of urgency to know what the answer is. So it seems that the whole person is a little nervous, and he is not the same as usual.
Many times I think like this, since I can't think of the answer, why should I think too much, and why do I think so much, it will only make my life more tired and harder. But when there is no answer, I want to know the answer.
Thinking of the end, my head was a little confused, and then I remembered that I still don't think so much, just let it be.
Since no matter how hard you try, you can't get an answer, so why do you have to worry so much, and why do you have to think so much, it will only make you feel more troubled.
I have a lot of things to do at present, waiting for myself to do it, waiting for myself to entangle, these things can't be solved by myself, let alone other things.
Sometimes it's not that I don't want to deal with it, even if I deal with it, I don't necessarily have any results, my current self is in such a state, it's just that I really want to deal with it in my heart, but the result is unsatisfactory.
In the end, I don't bother to think too much, after all, there is still a lot of work to be done by myself, and I really don't want to mention emotional things, because I am not ready to face emotional problems.
I vaguely feel in my heart that my former self seems to have been hurt emotionally, but in fact, I am not very sure, but I have such thoughts in my heart, and such thoughts are not a day or two, so I am really sure that my former self was hurt by feelings, but I don't know why it became like that.
If you really love each other, then how could you break up for no reason? If she really loves her deeply, she also loves herself deeply, even if she forgets her, why didn't she come back to herself.
Or is she the same as she imagined in her mind, in fact, she has been waiting for herself to come back to her, or maybe she has the same as herself, because she can't find herself, she doesn't know where she is.
Since you don't know where the other party is, you can only be in place. can only wait for the other party to suddenly appear in front of him, give himself an unexpected surprise, or tell himself, I am here, I have kept you waiting for a long time.
Thinking about her own idea is valid, she has been waiting for herself all these years, and it turns out that it is obvious that she owes her all these things, in fact, she also wants to know what happened back then, but unfortunately, she lost her memory, and she doesn't know what happened.
I don't know how this process happened, but I will really love her, how could I be willing to leave her side. These questions have been haunting my mind and have never been answered.
In fact, in my heart, I have always longed to know the result, but it is not as simple as I think, and things are often not like this. The more I tried to know the answer, the more I didn't know the result, as if God had played a big joke on me, and I had to face these things.
He Yuhe has imagined many things in his heart, but he doesn't know which one may be the closest to the truth.
Lin Ya's recent life has not been so good, probably because she is worried that her identity may be exposed anytime and anywhere.
She doesn't love to be in the limelight like others, but hides herself, but she just puts all her energy into work, because only she does her job well, and she chooses not to know about other things, but puts them aside.
After all, she clearly knows that only by doing her job well is true, and everything else is nonsense. Although she did tell some lies because of her identity, it doesn't mean that she doesn't like this job, nor does it mean that she is not capable of doing this job well, but she tries her best to make her work more perfect and make others look at her.
Even if one day his identity is exposed, his ability to work is still sad, and he is recognized by others, so that they know that they are also relying on themselves, and they have worked hard until now, not that the so-called identity and status have allowed them to have such achievements today.
"Secretary Lin, it's time to eat, why are you still working and haven't gone to eat yet?" Sun Yirong happened to have documents to hand over to He Yuhe today, so he specially came to the company.
It's just that he didn't expect that when he went to the company, the rest of the secretary's office was no longer in place, but she was still busy with work.
Maybe it's because I know her, or maybe I care about her, so out of instinct, I greeted myself.
Sun Yi can't say it, why she wants to care about it, maybe she feels a little distressed when she sees her work.
He thinks that when he should rest, he should rest, now is the time to eat, he should go to eat first, instead of staying in the office and busy with work, after all, work is too busy to finish, I don't want to see her so hard.
Anyway, I can't tell what kind of emotions it is, why do I suddenly care about each other so much, I always feel that somehow, I just want to care about her, maybe out of the concern of the elders for the younger generations.
Recently, when I saw this, everyone went out to eat, and it was natural that she should also go out to eat, and she should rest when she should rest, and she shouldn't work too hard.
"Sun Tezhu, why are you so free to come here today? I still have a little thing to deal with here, and I'll go out to eat when I'm done. Lin Ya raised her head and glanced at the person who came, and then explained to the other party that she still had some things to do.
It's not that I don't want to go to dinner, but I feel that I still have some things to deal with, and I want to deal with these things at hand before going out.
"I'm so busy with work, it's more important to take care of my body, you know?" I think I was also a workaholic at the beginning, and in order to work, I simply worked day and night, but now that I have reached a certain age, I regret it a little.
It was only at my age that I thought that I shouldn't just be crazy for work, but more should share my time with my family, and I don't dare to leave any regrets.
Because for himself, he didn't have much time to spend with his lover and family, which led to a lifetime of regrets for himself, because when he remembered it, he didn't have this opportunity anymore, and they were not by his side.
It is precisely because of this that I regret it very much now, and I really regret that I shouldn't have done it in the first place.
But now I regret it, everything seems too late, after all, things have passed, they have left, and they can only leave regrets to live.
So at this moment, seeing young people struggling for their careers, forgetting to eat, forgetting to have other important things to do, I can't help but say a few words.
After all, for myself, I do regret it, if I knew it earlier, I shouldn't have done it, I only cared about work, neglected my family, and now I don't know how much I regret it, but now I regret it, whether it's too late.
So this is me at the moment, or as a person who has come over, seeing her like this, I feel that I should need to remind the other party.
Maybe I was a person who came over, and when I saw her like this, I couldn't help but want to remind a few more words, in short, no matter what, everything was good when I was young, and only when I was old, when I was alone, I fully understood this truth.