Yun Feng's ID card was sent back to her by Li Feng in mid-June.

Looking at the sixteen-year-old self in the ID card, Yun Feng suddenly remembered that she had just graduated from junior high school, and she had never thought about what the ID card was, although she had heard that adults kept mentioning this document, and she didn't know what the meaning of this document was, let alone that she would have to apply for an ID card.

But during the summer vacation of her freshman year of high school, her father asked her to go to the photo studio he designated to take pictures, and asked her to tell the people in the photo studio to take ID photos. So she didn't even ask her father if she wanted to get her ID card, so she went to the photo studio in a daze, took the photo and came back and told her father according to her usual habit at home, what her parents told her.

She remembered that her father nodded and didn't say anything. A few days later, she followed the instructions of the photo studio and went over to get the ID photo taken that day.

The photo was in her hand, and suddenly she saw that it was a big headshot, with big eyes, big nose, big mouth, big face, big eyes, and big eyes, the nose was like a huge inverted triangle hanging on the face, and the face shape was not the goose egg face as hoped, she felt too ugly to see, and quickly stuffed it into a small paper bag after the end of this look, and went home and handed it to her father, who still nodded and asked her to put it in the drawer next to the TV cabinet at home, and said nothing more.

When school was about to start, her father gave her a document with her name, home address and a long list of numbers. She took a look at it, and the ugly photo was pasted in the upper left corner of the front, and she put it in her pocket, not wanting to look at it again.

"This is your ID, don't lose it."

She also remembered that her father told her so seriously and seriously.

She didn't change her nonchalant look, and then went back to her room, put it in her little bag and hid it, she knew that her father had always been concise and to the point, saying that if you can't lose it, you can't lose it, because she valued this thin and special special document so much.

But then she found out that there was something that really required her to show her ID card to show her identity. She has always been unimpressed, and people asked her to show it, and she didn't bother to look at herself in the certificate.

Later, Shannan helped her buy a ticket or something to use her ID card, she was a little hesitant at first, secretive, worried that he looked at the ugly photo of himself in the document and disliked, who knew that he looked at the beauty after a while, but sighed beautifully, saying that her atmosphere and dignity were all in this avatar.

After being told a few times like this, she couldn't help but lean forward to take a closer look, as if he was really reasonable.

Now, her dignified photo is still quietly in the corner of the document, but it only exists because of his breath, and in her eyes, it has changed back to the ugly duckling of the little boyhood.

Her heart was sour, and she couldn't help but think of the conversation between her father and him when she took him home, the common love for her revealed in the conversation between men and men, and the scene when her father passed her to him like a baton, this relay race of life that could have been linked by her baton stopped without warning.

She lamented again, but immediately woke up again, reminding herself that she could not so easily sink into the regrets of the past. All the regrets have happened, and she has to make up for them twice as much as she continues to move forward.

And she also seems to clearly realize that if she wants to be easier in the future, she must let go of the past better, and let go, the best thing is to let go of herself.

Although she is more mature than before, and seems to be more comfortable controlling the ups and downs of emotions, she still thinks heavily about the affair between her and him, because she did not go to the perfect ending of marriage and children she wanted.

But the reality is beyond her power, and she needs to find a way to coexist harmoniously with the love between herself and them, if not, this kind of torture and torment will still be her burden in the future.

But at this time, she is just a weak woman entangled in emotions, her first complete love, she still doesn't know how to get out of love.

In her constant self-regulation, one thing became clearer and clearer in her mind: he was graduating, and she had agreed with him to attend his graduation ceremony.

Every time she thinks of this, she has all kinds of pain and expectation in her heart—the pain of loss and the expectation of longing to see each other again, rubbing her heart irrepressibly, no matter how she subdues, it is difficult to calm down.

Perhaps, she thought, she could use this incident as a ritual to end the form of love between her and him in real life, in order to finally let go of her heart—at the moment, she was really not strong enough to carry him in her heart and continue to live without any waves.

So, she decided to use this ID card to do another thing related to him.

The last time she met him, he had told him that his graduation had been postponed from spring to December.

Speaking of which, this is an important ritual in his life, and now that he thinks about it again, she promised to go when the two of them were like glue, and now although she has been separated by the chains of reality, she feels that she has a reason to fulfill the promise she left behind at the beginning, after all, it was she who refused to accompany her at that time, and she should also take her due responsibility.

Therefore, she did not blame him, and wanted to silently fulfill the promise he made when he was with her, and then, she might be able to be unconcerned and unconcerned.

At that time, whether they can really save each other from pain, she actually can't control.

She began to make various preparations for this secret travel plan, checking the route, checking the climate, preparing a thick down jacket, etc., etc., etc., and was very busy.

His graduation ceremony was on December 20th, just at the end of her semester, the new classes in the class were almost the same, mainly review, she simply stayed in the United States until her birthday and New Year's Day and then came back, only needed to ask for leave from school, and did not need to inform the family, less of the trouble of checking by her parents and family.

She originally wanted to tell Tian Weiwei about this, but Tian Weiwei once inadvertently said that a platform download problem was directly emailed to Shananan to help solve it, so she dispelled the idea of telling her, she didn't want Shananan to know, she just wanted to see him from a distance after she arrived. Perhaps, there is still Lin Huabud there, if he is there, how embarrassing it is. In the end, she just wanted to complete one thing that she couldn't accomplish in her heart, and it had nothing to do with him, and she didn't want to embarrass him because of it.

As for Lin Xin, she can't say it, Lin Xin knows that she went to the United States to see him, which means that Wang Lizhi knows, so doesn't he also know?

This time, she was on the first cross-border trip in her life, a lonely trip of thousands of miles in order to see him, but it had nothing to do with him. It's just that if he knows, I don't know how much worry and emotion he will have for her bravery! And she, ironclad, didn't want him to have any emotions towards her. Take a look at the latest chapters of "Country Orphan Paw Book House" to read for free for the first time.