In the days when she returned to No. 1 Middle School from Guangzhou this time, except for her pale face and weak steps due to gastroenteritis, she did not ask for leave, and her emotional fluctuations were well hidden under her calm and plain face, and outsiders could hardly see that her mood had any big fluctuations.

She allowed herself to immerse herself in the routine of her life with great normalcy. She is still enthusiastic in class, serious when she is still serious in meetings, and deserted when she deserts.

Her past and hurts with him, now that they had become a part of her, she ignored them.

Whether it was a dull pain in her heart, or a sudden sadness in her emotions, she let them happen, and let them stop and happen again, she wanted to see how long this pain could last.

Her disregard for the pain of half of her body gave her whole person a deep meaning. Her maturity came imperceptibly in this pain.

In fact, what can make her do this to ignore the pain in separation is the yearning for the cause she has always loved.

Especially the heavy sense of responsibility that should have existed in the depths of her heart as a young and vigorous life from the Huajia village that day, and the sense of responsibility of the relatives in the Yunjia Village who gave birth to her and were naturally connected with her blood.

All of this makes her continue to explore, explore the operation mode of the Shidao Education Garden platform, and still explore how to stand at the forefront of this era and be a trendsetter.

When her love was making a last resort, her sense of mission and desire to explore began to occupy her heart more and more, prompting her to continue to explore, reflect, and explore again in a life of pain and joy.

She is merging and absorbing the touch of all the people and things around her that she can touch, and she is constantly fighting against the fragility of her heart.

Looking back many years later, at this time, she was like a warrior in armor, ready to fight far away. It's just that, after all, she is such an idealist who has become a female Don Quixote who challenges life.

After all, she is not iron-beaten, although the emotional pain is constantly ignored by her, she always has a time when she is hurt by the pain and can't sleep all night.

In those painful and sleepless nights, she closed her eyes in the dark, looking back over and over again on the past of her and him from the first acquaintance to the present, not letting go of any detail that could be recalled.

At first, she was made to cry and laugh by the intersection of her and his acquaintance in her own memories, the tears wet the pillow towel, and the laughter with tears made her make a sound as if in a dream, piercing the darkness and dead silence in the middle of the night.

But the advantage of recalling this over and over again is that more and more details appear more and more clearly in her mind, strung together into a complete piece of life, and her heart of pain and joy finally wakes up and down geographically after constantly rising and falling in her emotions.

Almost all the details of the past finally found their rightful place in her review over and over again, calmed down, no longer noisy and noisy, but finally walked with her on the road of relief by her reason and deeper awakening. Like a floating duckweed, it finally precipitated into crystal-like amber in the sea of time, which exists objectively and beautifully.

She also asked herself countless times, she is lost now, and she can't have a good relationship with him as the two of them thought, but has she really lost it?

She has his and her love, like breathing, and it doesn't make the slightest difference in the alternation of oxygen and carbon dioxide because you love or hate someone, or because you're meeting someone who is married or single, it's all so objective, isn't it?

Therefore, she is very sure that because there is a past of acquaintance, because there is a love between her and him, she still has love, and she does not need to dwell on whether she is there or not, just as Sangyang Gyatso said, she is there or not, she is not there, she is not there.

Looking at the precipitated past, he loved her so deeply and warmly, and she also gave him all her heart, so there is no regret, perhaps, some people have never received such affectionate and pure love as she and him in their lives? Whether she continues to pursue it or not, she is loving, and that's enough.

The reason why it is painful is that there will be no him in her future life, the one she loves deeply may not love her one day, she may not love him one day, these situations that may arise in the future, she seems to be difficult to accept at this time, therefore, there is a heartbreak and severe pain at this moment, but in fact, it is just a kind of reluctance and persistence that I don't want to give up after I get it.

After this clarity and transparency, the pain will lose the root of existence, and she will one day get rid of the emotional pain of the moment, and love the pain of parting.

It is also a poor delicate and simple her, the existing monotonous life cannot let her produce huge and continuous new pain and happiness in the stormy waves to forget the pain that lingers because of his and her past, so she can only rely on her heart and brain to analyze and dismantle the pain over and over again to get the transcendence of this lingering pain, to seek more and more peace of mind.

Yes, the preciousness of her birth is that she can never tolerate falling on the spot, and standing up and moving forward on the spot is what she approves.

was a natural love supremacist, but her life did not allow it, so she had to hold the belief in the supremacy of love gradually, according to the guidance of life, unconsciously began to transform into an emotional supremacist from sensibility to rationality. Maybe in the future, she will move from rationality to clarity, but the meaning of love words, like the original heart of love that has been hazy since she can remember, has never changed with the deepening and changing connotation of her life experience.

However, when she continued to think about moving towards a more mature soul in the sharp pain of each back and forth, Shannan used his actions to give her the most practical love.

As early as when he met her in Guangzhou that day, he arranged for Li Feng to buy a return ticket for Yun Feng for the second day, and left her ID card, saying that the platform affairs were needed to handle affairs, and he would send it back to her when he ran out.

Of course, she didn't know, and thought that it was probably due to some online registration or purchase that she needed, so she agreed without thinking about it.

In fact, Shannan wants to use her ID card to make shareholder changes and chairman changes.

This matter, according to normal company procedures, should be notified to all shareholders, but because of Lin Hualei's sudden accident, he agreed to marry Lin Hualei at that time, it was indeed because of responsibility, he really couldn't bear Lin Hualei's self-harm or even suicide again, but he had to do something for Yun Feng at the same time.

Therefore, after he agreed, he had a long talk with Dad Lin, and one of the conditions mentioned was that he did not have to inform investors of all the actions he had done on the platform, but Dad Lin and other shareholders must support them unconditionally.

Father Lin pondered again and again, judging by the interests of his businessman, thinking that the most unfortunate thing was to spend one or two million to buy a marriage for his daughter, and it was worth it, so he agreed, and signed the supplementary contract to the agreement handed to him by Shannan at that time.

And Shannan thought about it at that time, he would lead everyone to go all out to make this platform, but the company's largest shareholder and chairman must be his beloved Yun'er, not anyone else, because this is what she wants.

Therefore, on this trip to Guangzhou, he communicated his thoughts with Li Feng, of course Li Feng had no opinion, because it was only that most of Shanantong's shares were transferred to Yunfeng's name, and the chairman's name would also be changed from Shananan to Yunfeng, and the interests of others did not change at all. With Li Feng's understanding of his brother, Shanantong is bound to work harder on this platform, and the development of the platform will not be damaged.

In Li Feng's view, to put it simply, Shanantong wants to give Yun Feng a benefit guarantee.

Only Shannan and Li Feng knew about this matter. For other people, because the information was not transparent at that time, no one would have thought of going to the industrial and commercial bureau to verify, and they didn't know. Even Yun Feng doesn't know. Father Lin and his co-investors also didn't notice it. Take a look at the latest chapters of "Country Orphan Paw Book House" to read for free for the first time.