145. I just want to hug you
When I washed it, I came out to put on his pants, which were more than a little long, and the trousers were rolled and rolled, but what should I do with the waistband? If you don't hold it in your hand, it will fall.
When Zhou Yu saw me walking out like this, a smile appeared in his eyes, and he said, "I thought you could get stuck when you had a big belly, but I didn't expect it to be so big." He untied the belt around his waist and walked over, and my eyes were fixed on the shoes on the ground, and when I came back to my senses, I realized that Zhou Yu was tying the belt for me.
He tied a knot in front of my waist and stepped back, walked back over there, and continued to take a towel to clean my shoes.
I looked stunned and muttered, "Didn't you say that you would send it to someone to wash?" ”
"They only accept clothes, not shoes, so simply wipe them clean and use a hair dryer to dry them for you."
The doorbell was ringing, and he crossed his eyes and said, "It should be lunch, you go and open the door." ”
When I opened the door, the dining cart was pushed in, and it was okay not to see it, but I felt hungry when I saw it. glanced at Zhou Yu and saw him walking into the bathroom with my shoes, and couldn't help but say: "Let's eat first, I'll brush my shoes later." ”
But he threw a sentence from inside: "You eat first." ”
I paused, picked up the dishes and chopsticks with a slight annoyance, and ate them seriously.
He loves to wash so let him wash it, why should I feel uncomfortable, and when he came out, I immediately dropped the bowl and turned around and walked to the side of the bed and turned on the TV. I deliberately turned on the sound very loudly, but I couldn't listen to anything on the TV.
My mother's phone call came at this time, asking me if I could return it today. I said it was raining, and my mother didn't know that I was not in City A, but the rain was not very heavy, so it was inconvenient to let Xiao Dong pick me up. Inexplicably felt upset, and hung up the phone with a casual prevarication of a bad tone.
"What are you annoyed about?" Zhou Yu saw me put down the phone and asked, I pretended not to hear and looked at the screen without squinting, and he said, "Are you annoyed by this weather, or are you annoyed with me?" Probably annoyed me, blame me for forcibly bringing you out and being hindered by this heavy rain and can't go back. ”
The fire in his heart couldn't help but rise, and his eyes turned to him: "Yes, I'm just annoyed with you!" Why are you taking me to see your aunt? Why do you have an attitude of being self-centered? Why do you deliberately behave considerately in front of me? I will wash my shoes when they are dirty, I will call someone to pick them up when my pants are dirty, and I can also call room service myself when I am hungry. ”
In the face of my questioning, he was still very calm, just put down the chopsticks in his hand and looked at me squarely, "Jia Xiaoru, don't you really understand why I want to take you to see my aunt?" The biggest knot that caused the breakdown of our marriage is my aunt, is that you think that I am close to you because of my aunt's affairs, and even like you and love you is not pure, I took you to see her just to let you see what kind of status quo this so-called impure is, a person who is obsessed with the past to the point of madness can learn to let go and forget, why can't you? ”
My heart was shocked, was he thinking? He wants to borrow his aunt to let me put it down?
"I don't ask for anything else, as long as you're willing to let go of this obsession and give me a chance to start over. You ask me why everything is based on you, why do you deliberately behave considerately, do you believe me if I say it's instinct? I used to be careless sometimes, but my heart for you has never changed. You erased all this after learning about my aunt, I don't blame you, I deserve it. But I can't give you up because of this mistake, and I can't give you up. ”
"Don't say any more." I couldn't help but drink him anymore.
When I saw him get up and be about to walk, I got up from the bed and rushed out the door.
However, after running a few steps, he stopped, waiting for Zhou Yu's footsteps to catch up. In the hotel, it was pouring rain outside, and I was still wearing the kind of cloth shoes on my feet, where could I go?
I regretted that the behavior of running away from the door just now was too childish, and sure enough, I heard him catch up and ask, "What are you running?" ”
I said angrily: "It's very boring to stay in a room with someone, so come out to breathe." ”
"But you ran out and left me with your belt."
I was stunned for a moment, turned my head to look at him, and caught a glimpse of his open dressing gown wearing only a pair of underwear, and now that the belt was tied to me, his dressing gown could not be closed. He didn't notice it when he was sitting there eating, but now he had to rely on his hand to pull it to cover it.
I heard him say, "But if you don't mind, I don't care if I'm with you." ”
I subconsciously pushed back: "Whoever loves minds who minds going, anyway, I don't mind." ”
He shrugged, "Okay, so be it." ”
But after a while, I regretted it, because the gaze I received everywhere I went could be said to be - all encounters, without exception.
In addition to looking at him, there are also those who come to see me, and then the eyes are indescribable.
I finally realized what the problem was, and I was wearing these black slacks with obvious large and rolled up legs, which looked like men's ones, and then a man walked around me wearing nothing but a nightgown...... It's really infinitely reverie.
Gritting his teeth, he said hatefully, "Go back to the room." ”
A man's skin is thicker than the city walls, he is not shy, I am shy.
Indignantly returned to the door of the room, waiting for him to take the card to swipe the door, and after waiting for a while, he didn't see any movement, and couldn't help but turn his head to look at him. But I saw him look at me innocently and said, "I chased him out just now, and I didn't pull out the card." ”
I couldn't help but stare when I heard this, did you still let me run out first? I was doing it subconsciously, and I didn't even think of pulling out the card. As a result, Zhou Yu also asked: "Do you go and ask the front desk to get a spare card or do I go?" ”
Unable to bear it, he yelled at him: "You go! ”
He ran away, but after running a little way, he turned back, "Promise me, you won't let anyone sneak away." ”
After seeing his figure disappear into the elevator, I couldn't help but ask myself: Where can I go alone?
He's not going to stop. A voice came out of my heart.
He has had this temper since he was a child, and he vows not to give up if he recognizes one thing and does not achieve his goal. I still remember that when he was in junior high school, he was rebellious, skipping school and fighting everything, and his grades naturally plummeted, but after I was hit on the head by a brick, he swore to repent, and it only took him two months to jump to the first place in the midterm.
Some people say that he is very talented and has a good brain, but I know that he was reading day and night for the past two months. Whether it is about perseverance or perseverance, no one can compare to him.
It didn't take long for Zhou Yu to lead the front desk up to open the door, and as soon as he stepped out of the elevator, his eyes locked on me, as if I would run.
I was uncomfortable with him, so I didn't turn my head and my eyes wandered.
After the door opened, the front desk left, I turned to enter, I didn't pay attention when I heard the door knocking behind me, but in the next moment, he suddenly hugged me from behind, and suddenly his whole body froze, and his mouth was heavy: "Zhou Gongjin, what are you doing?" ”
"Just let me hold it for a while, okay?" He buried his face in my hair and whispered a request, I tried hard to break his hand, but he was wrapped more and more tightly, so that my waist hurt, I asked in pain: "Zhou Gongjin, what do you want to do?" ”
"I just want to hug you. How many days have we been divorced, except for hugging you in my dreams, I don't even dare to touch you with a finger in reality, for fear that you will be disgusted with me and ruthless, and I will never get along with me from old age ever after. ”
I shouted in hatred: "You're cheating!" ”
"If it worked, I would have used it to you eight lifetimes earlier, but did it work? Jia Xiaoru, do you tell me it's useful? ”
I couldn't see his expression, I couldn't hear his tone like hysterical or excited, and I even felt that his mood was calm, but his tone was a little sad. Gritted his teeth, not wanting to be so passive, "You let go of me first." ”
He was silent, and I struggled, finally letting go of my palm, and as soon as I turned around, I raised my hand to slap him. But he didn't dodge or dodge, just let me swing my palm at him, and I paused an inch away from him, and changed my fingertips to a hateful glance.
Unexpectedly, the nail of his index finger curled, and when he swept over, he saw a red mark on his face, and he also snorted.
Gazing at the red streak, my hand clenched into a fist.
He lowered his eyes, looked at my clenched fist and asked, "Is this slap you want to hit a long time ago?" ”
If he hadn't been such a scoundrel, how could I have wanted to hit him? But as soon as he asked like this, his heart rose, and he raised his chin and said, "Yes, when I learned that everything you did before was a show, I wanted to slap you hard." ”
When he heard me say this, his face felt like he had been punched, and his eyes were red with pain: "You think everything I do to you is a show?" ”
I can't answer yes, and I am forced by the situation not to retreat, and people are angry and speak without concealment.
There was a knock on the door outside the door, which was really out of place, and Zhou Yu raised his eyebrows gloomily and asked, "Who?" ”
"Sir, all the laundry you sent for you has been dried for you."
He turned around and walked over to open the door, took the bag from the other man's hand and slammed the door shut, and threw the bag on the bed as he walked over. I took a deep breath for his attitude, told myself that arguing was meaningless, walked over and took my pants and walked into the bathroom, changed them as fast as I could, and came out, staring at my toes and saying coldly: "I will find a car to go back to City A, Zhou Gongjin, we will ......"
Before the decisive words came out, he was cut off first: "You don't need to go, you really want to see me as an eyesore, I'll go." ”
As soon as the words fell, he walked out of the door, and within two or three seconds of his figure disappearing behind the door, there was a thud, and the door closed automatically.
Quiet room.
I didn't have a big problem getting along with him just now, and even when he forcibly took him to see his aunt, I was able to restrain myself, and I was calm afterwards. Why was it just hugged by him just now, and the fire couldn't be suppressed, and it jumped straight up?