Chapter 626: She Is Her Own One
"Once bitten by a snake, I was afraid of the well rope for ten years." Ren Xiaoou took a sip of coffee and said slowly.
Because, I have been hurt by him before, and it is inevitable that I will think more about it at this time.
Maybe it's just a way to protect yourself, but you don't want to fall into the same pit again and again, and you really want to change, what's wrong with that? If he is not his lover, he is not the person he wants, everyone is good to get together and disperse, so why waste each other's youth.
Ye Jinghao listened to her say these words word by word, and listened to it in his heart, as if he was cutting one knife after another. The previous self never thought that the things she did would bring her so much harm, and it turned out that there was such a big wound in her heart. But he has always been ignored by himself, and he has never thought about healing that wound.
"I know that the jerks I've done in the past may have made you feel insecure, but I can assure you that I'm going to try harder and harder in the future." The past can't be changed by herself, so she can only change her future, let her see a different self and let her rest assured.
Who woke up too late and didn't pay attention to the past, and now that he has woken up to the past, everything is too late.
Ren Xiaoou looked at him seriously, and assured himself very seriously that he would definitely get better and better for himself in the future, and at the same time told himself that he realized what he was wrong before, and looked at him so seriously, and was really moved by him for a moment.
I have known him for so long, I have never seen him talk to myself so seriously, and I have never promised him this, let alone promised anything, but today he is really different from the past, he promised a lot in front of himself, and at the same time told himself that he would change.
Maybe I really shouldn't have made up my mind so early, maybe I should give him a chance, after all, everyone makes mistakes, and it's good to know that mistakes can be corrected, and you can't say that you directly deny other people's contributions.
"Suddenly hearing you say such things still makes me feel very moved, if it were the same as before, I would definitely be moved by your words." If he said such a thing to himself, he would surely throw himself into his arms, hold him, and not let him leave.
Now I am much calmer than before, at least I won't do such a thing, I won't do such impulsive actions.
"So now, these words I promised you, don't you have the slightest emotion?" At this moment, I said so many things to her, was she really not moved at all in her heart?
Does it mean that these touching words that he said to her came too late, no matter what he was saying, he couldn't touch her heart.
"I think there is still a touch, if I never dared to hope that one day you would do this to me." If it was his previous self, he really never dared to have such an idea, and he didn't think he would do such a thing.
Today, he has really changed and improved, and in the face of what he said, since there are many doubts in his heart, maybe he always feels that all this in front of him is unreal, and he is worried that he will lose it at any time.
"I can only say that the things I did in the past were too bastard, and I never left a good impression in your heart, which will make you have such a fearful mentality, and I will never do this to you again in the future, because I have thought it through and decided that you are my only one." Ye Jinghao also seized such an opportunity to confess quickly, and quickly told her what he wanted to say in his heart, perhaps it was a rare opportunity for him to reveal his heart, and he missed this opportunity, and he was worried that he would not be able to say these words.
She has never always talked about love often, and she is not good at saying those love words, maybe she will feel that she is too much. But at this moment, I just want to tell her what I really think, and at the same time let her know that she is the only woman in her life, and she only loves her.
After Ren Xiaoou heard his words, he was dumbfounded, he didn't know how to react, he really didn't expect him to confess to himself so bluntly, and said that he was his only one.
How should he react to this and how should he answer his question? I never thought that he would be so brave and would say it so directly.
"In your heart, am I really the only one for you? Have you really thought it through? Ren Xiaoou knew that these words were not so simple to say, because some words were said to be responsible.
Ye Jinghao nodded at her very seriously, and said affectionately, "Yes, you tell you for sure that you are my only one, and I have thought about this matter twice." These words are not said on the spur of the moment, and the words that come out are thought out repeatedly, not casually.
"You've never listened to you, and all of a sudden, I heard you say so many love words at once, and it feels like you're not the one I know." He would never say such a thing, and it was impossible for him to say such affectionate words.
"The one before was stupid, he didn't think about anything, he didn't think about anything, and he didn't know what he wanted, until he missed a good girl, and he didn't figure out something." If it weren't for the words she said to herself later, she had a quarrel with herself, maybe she wouldn't have realized what was wrong.
"That girl may not be as good as you think, will she be the only one for you?" Maybe what he likes is just the obedient self, not the current self.
"No matter what she thinks in her heart, no matter what the people around her say, she is so good in my heart, she is my only unchangeable thing." It doesn't matter what other people think, what matters is how you think, and what matters is whether you want to grow old with her.
Ye Jinghao looked at Ren Xiaoou, after hearing so much, she didn't say a word, could it be that she was frightened by her own words?
"I can scare you silly with just a few words, if I say more sweet in the future, then you can't resist it?" Ye Jinghao said to her a little jokingly, because he was very moved by her appearance, and he was so moved that he couldn't speak.
Therefore, at this moment, I can't let her be too moved, I still have to say some jokes, ease the atmosphere, and find a step for her to go down by the way.
"I have to admit that it was quite touching to hear you say such things all of a sudden, you would never say such things before." Ren Xiaoou didn't feel embarrassed when he faced him, after all, it was rare for him to hear him say such a confession.
Suddenly, I was scared by his words, and I always felt that the person in front of me was not the one I knew, but I really changed a lot in the recent period, and even I felt that he was a little strange, or the one I knew before?
"I didn't say these words before, that's why you're angry with me, and now I say these things, you don't necessarily feel happy." Ye Jinghao himself felt a little sleepy, what should he do and what he had to say in order to satisfy her.
She always felt that she had done her best to do this, but she didn't seem to be so satisfied. What do you have to do to be satisfied?
"I can only say that all this is too surprising to me, so I don't know how to react, and I have to give me time to buffer my inner emotions." When Ren Xiaoou faced him at the moment, he was somewhat coquettish, after all, he was still very familiar with him, not to mention that he was still his boyfriend, and there was nothing wrong with being coquettish to him.
"Well, since all this in front of you makes you feel so abrupt, then I will let you get used to it slowly in the future, and say more love words in front of you, and you will naturally get used to it after a long time." When Ye Jinghao said these words, he didn't feel that he was so difficult to say as he imagined, in fact, these words were also very simple, and he was used to saying them by the way.
Not getting used to it is only temporary, slowly she will get used to it, in short, as long as she doesn't reject herself, everything else is easy to say, and everything will make her get used to it.
"I'm playing a scoundrel today, didn't you disdain to do such things before?" Is he still the same person he knows, I always feel that he has changed a lot.
Maybe I should also change my original thoughts and look at him differently. It should be believed that he has really changed, not the same person in the past, but a new him.
"In front of you, as long as it can win your heart, as for the rest of the process, it doesn't matter so much, you know?" In the past, I thought too highly of myself, which led to the consequences I have today, will I fall twice in the same pit?
I used to pay too much attention to my image, and I always felt that in front of her, I had to keep my best side. It wasn't until today that I realized that it was a big mistake for me to do this.
Image is really not that important, in front of other outsiders, maybe you may have to pay more attention to your image, but there is no need to do this in front of your lover, because in the future, you will know the ugliest side of each other.
In order to please her, let yourself do whatever she wants, no matter what her image is in her heart, as long as she can be happy, why should other selves care so much, in front of other people, you may have to think about your image, in front of your beloved, you should show her the worst side.