On the third day, after lunch, I went to the library to borrow a few books on how to educate children.

The library is largely unchanged from five years ago. At that time, it was also October, and I rode my bicycle from Langwen's house in Tiger Hill to the library at about 8 o'clock in the morning, and when the library closed in the evening, I rode back to Tiger Hill for six steamed buns a day. Sometimes I read books about ancient literature in the borrowing room on the first floor, and sometimes I memorize English and politics in the rest room on the second floor. Alas, the past is unbearable!

After borrowing a book on the first floor, I found that it was still a little early before the time to pick up my children from school, so I went to the rest area on the second floor. There was someone sitting in my usual seat, but looking at their phone. It's a little long and messy, hey, isn't this Li Tianyi's father who I met in the park yesterday? He's waiting for the boss again? I quietly found a place to sit far away from him, and I couldn't see what he was looking at on his phone, but his attentive expression made me despise him a little.

I don't understand the people who look down at their phones even when they walk, what's so nice about their phones? The news inside is not necessarily true, if you want to find some information, what pops up is not an advertisement, or a mess of things that are not suitable for children. My own mobile phone is mainly used as a watch, occasionally answer and call the hometown, at noon to see if the teacher on QQ reflects Xiaowen's information about the accident in the kindergarten, and recently will pay attention to the information of Qianniu. Also, it is to buy things for Lang Wen online, mainly to buy shoes, clothes and sanitary napkins. Lang Wen is busy and has no time to buy. Nowadays, there are a lot of men who go to physical stores to buy women's things, mainly because Lang Wen's size is relatively large, and every time I go to buy it, the clerk will look at me strangely. It's no wonder who would believe that such a young husband would marry such a big wife. It's good to buy it online, just with the Want Want number, no one knows whether I am male or female, tall or short, ugly or handsome. Other than that, I don't think the phone is pretty.

The young man is obsessed with mobile phones, which is a bit reasonable, out of pressure relief, out of star chasing, and out of curiosity about sex...... But you are already a greasy middle-aged man, your wife is working with the children, and you are so busy that you can't wait to lift your feet, but you are sitting here leisurely looking at your phone, which is too unusual!

When I was indignant, I blamed myself for meddling and pretentiousness. That's right, you, Ma Zhiguo, are clean and self-conscious, and you haven't achieved nothing? What qualifies you to be pretentious? You look down on people, and people look down on you! looks cold, eats soft rice, and her daughter can't teach her well...... I felt like people were accusing me all around, and I looked around in horror, but no one was talking about me. I settled down and looked at Li Tianyi's father, but he lay on the table and slept again? I sighed. People are born with a comfortable life, the father used to be the boss, but now the wife is hardworking and complaining, and the son is well-behaved and sensible. Ma Zhiguo, Ma Zhiguo, you just accept your fate, since life is thinner than paper, why should your heart be higher than the sky!

But I don't seem to have a heart higher than the sky, do I? I studied hard, just to make my family's life better, and not to be looked down upon; I didn't renew my contract, I just thought it was too boring to work three shifts, and the smell of the chemical plant was too bad; I was bored and bored to take the graduate school entrance examination, which was the only way out I could think of at that time, didn't I finally give up the graduate school entrance examination?

That's because God knows that you prepared in a hurry for the graduate school entrance examination, and you will definitely not be able to pass the test, so he designed to let Lang Wen's father have a stroke, so that you can take care of it under the guise of humanitarianism, so as not to lose the face of failing to pass the graduate school examination! Don't say things like "I didn't even enter the exam room, so why do you conclude that I can't pass the exam"! You said that you haven't even finished reading half of politics, listening to the BBC radio in English, and you can only catch ten plausible words in half a day, and the history of ancient literature has not yet been sorted out, so it's strange that you can get in nine days! You say, "That's because I only decided to take the graduate school entrance examination in October, the time is too rushed, and I haven't taken a book for more than five years, and I chose a non-major, if it weren't for Lang Wen to marry me, I would definitely be able to pass the exam in another year"? Well, even if you can get in, it will only make you more like an old pedant! Don't forget that you were thirty-one years old when you didn't succeed in the graduate school entrance examination, if it weren't for Lang Wen, I would have dared to pack a ticket, and you would still be single today. You said that the purpose of your hard study is to make your family's life better, don't let people look down on you, didn't Lang Wen help you do it! She gives your parents 1,000 yuan a month for living expenses, which is enough for the two elderly people and your brother's family of three; Since Lang Wen showed her face a few times in your hometown, now there are still people who dare to laugh at your father's ugliness and shortness, do you learn your mother's foreign accent? Has anyone stolen food from your own land? Besides, Lang Wen didn't force you to marry her at that time, she just said that she saw you like a little lamb, wanted to protect you, wanted to marry you, and you were inexplicably moved!

I looked around vigilantly, but there was still no one. Oh my God, am I insane? Or is it schizophrenic? I hurried out of the library, and the people on the people's road calmed me down. I watched the flow of people and traffic blankly for a long time before I remembered that I had to pick up my two children today.

When I arrived at the kindergarten, Aunt Liu told me that Xiaowen was wetting the bed again. After sending Li Tianyi off, when I got home, I first hurried to wash off Xiaowen's bedding brought from the kindergarten, and then prepared dinner. During dinner, Xiaowen spilled the food, mopped the floor to clean up, and bathed the child. After coaxing to sleep, Lang Wen also came back.

Lang Wen's sneakers are broken again! So after Zhang finished her dinner, I was busy buying her men's sneakers in size 44 on the Internet. The store I often buy is broken, and I look for another store. One store has no transaction record, another store commented that the quality is not good, that can not be bought, my wife runs and practices on the playground all day long, the last time the store commented on the good quality, she also wore an average of less than three months per pair. So I searched for a long time, and finally found a store with a fair price and good reviews, and when it stopped, it was already half past eleven.

I usually can't sleep after eleven o'clock, but I wish I hadn't slept well last night, so I can make an exception. As soon as I lay down, Lang Wen rolled over and pressed one thigh against my back. Her thighs are veritable elephant legs, they should be about the width of my back, and I can't move them or push them. And she followed up with the snoring she had just made, and started fighting, one higher than the other. The smell of my toes that have been stuffed in sneakers all year round goes straight to my nose, how can I still sleep!

I can't sleep, I can't move, I can only think about things. I decided to start all over again, and maybe that way, I wouldn't be insane!