Chapter 305: Have Enough Faith

Even I feel a little strange, why do I care so much about what he says, and listen to him so much, usually speaking, I should have my own thoughts and my own ideas, and I shouldn't be easily swayed by him.

Although he can't say the reason, he clearly knows in his heart that he is in such a state at present, and he is really able to listen to what he says, on the contrary, he may not be able to listen to what others say.

Even Ren Xiaoou felt that she was a bit heavy on sex and light friends, she didn't complain less in front of herself, every time she said something to herself, she ignored it, on the contrary, He Yuhe said the same thing as her, but he just mentioned it casually once or twice, and he listened to everything.

So, are these the so-called differences? In fact, I don't know why this is happening, and I have always wanted to find an answer, which is the answer, not that I can find it.

Is it because of the repulsion of the same sex and the attraction of the opposite sex, that I can especially listen to what he says, in short, I also feel a little strange, as long as he says something, he will pay special attention to it and listen to it.

Even if other people say the same thing as him, he always feels that he is not so attentive, and he will not take it so seriously. Therefore, I really feel very strange, why does he have such a strange idea, what is so special about him? Knowing that it is impossible between himself and him, but sometimes he inevitably can't control his thoughts.

Yes, he has always known his position very well, knowing that between himself and him, it is impossible, after all, in his world, there has already been another girl, and it is deeply rooted.

I don't want to destroy the friendship with him, and I don't want to be a so-called third party or something, even if I want to, I don't necessarily want her to be willing, so it's better to keep a certain distance from her, and I know my position clearly, and it is impossible to have delusions.

Isn't it good that I'm in such a state with him at the moment? You can be friends who talk about everything, and you can say whatever you want, but in fact, I still like this feeling.

I don't want to be friends with him in the future, if that's the case, then I will really regret it.

"I'm really going to think about that." He Yuhe suddenly made a face at this time, and said in a non-negotiable tone.

Shu Yixin at this moment, he really felt that things were a little wrong, he had reminded himself before, but he had never taken it to heart and failed to do it, at this time, did he really make people angry?

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, can you give me another chance? I promise never to do it next time. Shu Yixin has a thousand in his heart, and ten thousand are unwilling to break off friendship with him.

Even if Shu Yixin took the initiative to apologize to him, the other party's face did not change, it was still the same as before, and it seemed that he had no intention of speaking.

As time passed, there seemed to be an awkward atmosphere between the two people, but they couldn't say it, they just looked at each other, but no one spoke.

Shu Yixin was worried in his heart, after all, at the beginning, he said the wrong thing. If it weren't for the fact that he said the wrong thing and made him unhappy, then there should be talking and laughing between himself and him now, and I don't know how good that atmosphere is.

If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself, how can you mess with him for so long, and you haven't even tortured this point, what kind of personality is he, you should know clearly, you should know clearly about his forbidden area, whether you stepped on his mine again.

"That, that...... Can you talk? The atmosphere feels a little weird. Shu Yixin saw that he hadn't spoken much, and after a long time, he whispered to him.

Although he didn't have any confidence in his heart, and he didn't know if he could really listen to what he said, he still had a lot of worries in his heart anyway, but he didn't know how he would react.

"What do you want me to say?" He Yuhe spoke after a while.

"You can say anything, it's just me talking, it's like, it's a little weird." You can say anything, just don't let yourself speak alone, because this kind of atmosphere makes you feel very strange.

"It's not listening to you, what's so strange." He Yuhe didn't feel embarrassed at all, but liked to listen to her.

In short, it's a sentence, no matter what she says, I think it's very good, and I'm happy to listen to what she says, so no matter what she says, I'll listen very carefully.

And at this time, she was the only one who felt embarrassed, and she didn't feel embarrassed at all, so even if she didn't speak, just listened to him quietly, she felt pretty good.

Shu Yixin looked at him and said helplessly, "Actually, I can't say the reason, I just feel that I am the only one who speaks, which feels a little weird." "If I can explain it clearly, I will tell him directly, because I think it is a little weird, so I don't know how to say it.

Explaining to him at this moment, it seems that the more you explain, the worse it gets, the more you explain, the more you can't explain clearly, it's better to not explain anything at the beginning, not to say anything.

Shu Yixin is really a little crazy in his heart at this moment, no matter what kind of thoughts he has, wouldn't it be good to say it directly? I won't say anything about him, after all, I said the wrong thing at the beginning, and I admit it. But at this time, he didn't say anything, didn't do anything, just sat quietly on the side, making himself feel inexplicable, and there was a kind of depression invisibly.

He, even if he scolds himself, he can end it, at least he can express his true thoughts in his heart. But at this moment, he is doing nothing, which makes him feel even more unpredictable, and the feeling of depression is even stronger.

"I can't say what the reason is, so I'll wait until you think clearly, I'm not in such a hurry anyway." In short, there is still a lot of time for myself, so there is nothing to rush about.

"I ...... I ......" Shu Yixin was said by his words, and he really didn't know what to say next.

He seems to have dug a pit and let himself jump down, so at this time he was really a little fooled, why was he so stupid? I knew it was a pit, and I jumped down vigorously.

He had already said this just now, but he still didn't react at all, so how should he continue to say it at this time? Or stay here or leave early.

"I don't know what to say, I don't need to say it, I'll talk about it after I think it clearly, I'm playing with you, I really think it's serious." He Yuhe couldn't bear to see her so embarrassed, and he was uncomfortable looking at her.

In the end, I could only kindly tell her that I was purely joking with her and joking with her.

"Ah, what were you talking about, joking around with me?" Shu Yixin couldn't believe what he heard, did he just say that he was joking with himself?

But it doesn't look like it at all, it's that she interprets all this too realistically, so that she has to believe it. I really thought he was angry, but now it seems that he is thinking too much.

"Do you really think that I will get angry with you and fall out with me for such a thing?" He Yuhe felt that no matter what, he was not so stingy.

Or is she such a stingy person in her heart?

"Seeing that you don't speak, I really take it seriously, because your look is so real, it almost scared me." In fact, I really don't want to believe that he is so stingy, so I ignore myself, but I don't have any other grasp in my heart.

Well, sometimes I am more suspicious and suspicious, and I am not sure, and when he says these words, I really feel that he will ignore himself and the like, so his own worries in his heart.

"I just want to scare you, I just want to see your reaction, who made your reaction so cute." It's because his reaction is so cute, that he is like this, and he can't help but want to amuse her.

Who made her so unconfident in herself, in fact, she had said these words to her many times, and the result didn't seem to have changed much, she was still the same as before.

The reason why I do this is just that I hope it will help him, and I should have more confidence in myself and not be so unconfident in myself.

In fact, I still like to see her energetic and confident appearance, rather than the cowardly and restless she she is now.

"You're so bad, I won't play with you, I'll go back first if it's okay." Shu Yixin looked at the time, it was indeed not early, and he should go back.

"Be careful when you go back, I won't send you, and you won't let me send it anyway." When He Yuhe said this, he was a little complaining.

It's not that she doesn't want to send her, but more often than not, she rejects herself. Because after the number of rejections is too much, it will not be said again. If she is willing to let herself send her back, she should be very happy, although it is a little toss-up, but it has no effect on herself.

After listening to his words, Shu Yixin just smiled at him, but didn't say anything, but waved his hand, and then left his apartment.