The missing person notice seems to have been issued for a long time, but because Meicheng is a backward and remote place, very few people will notice it through the Internet, and Shen Yi stays in the welfare home almost every day and has never dealt with outsiders, so no one has found out.

Feng Li finally understood, why did Shen Yi come here and hide his real name, just to escape, right?

She couldn't help but ask Shen Yi, looking at her face that had become pale as paper, Feng Li was sure of her guess.

Immediately afterwards, Shen Yi told her that the woman on the missing person notice was indeed her, but she didn't want to go back to the past, so she begged Feng Li to help her keep this secret.

Feng Li put everything in her heart after all, and didn't mention it to anyone, for a long time, she often saw Shen Yi secretly crying alone in the yard at night, but during the day, she was the amiable and lovely Teacher Shen.

Now, looking at Shen Yi's miserable face as white as paper, Feng Li was almost sure that Fu Xiuchen in front of her was the man who made her cry.

Thinking about it, Feng Li sighed slightly, and whispered to the children to evacuate and give them space.

Anxin finally came back to her senses, almost reflexively, she turned around and was about to run away.

Unexpectedly, the big cold hand grabbed her hand almost in the next second, almost imprisoning it hard.

"Are you still going to run away?" Fu Xiuchen's deep eyes were dyed with deep sorrow, and his voice was hoarse, "Do you know how hard I found you?" ”

Anxin looked sideways at his hand holding her, and she struggled to calm herself, "You let go of me." ”

Hearing this, the corners of Fu Xiuchen's lips flashed with a bitter arc, "It turns out that this is your voice." ”

At the beginning, he learned from Gao Yali's mouth that Anxin was not dumb, she could actually speak, but he didn't believe it.

In fact, it was he who didn't want to believe that Anxin would hide it from him for so long.

It wasn't until later that Lin Yican told him that it was true, and he told Gu Yunqing and Su Su with peace of mind.

Fu Xiuchen told himself that Anxin must have his own difficulties, and he didn't care if she was dumb or not, which did not affect his attachment to her in his heart.

And now, when they meet again after a few months, listening to her crisp voice, Fu Xiuchen still has a feeling of unreality.

"Rest assured, you're really cruel."

An An took a deep breath, "I'm not An Anxin, I'm Shen Yi." ”

Fu Xiuchen smiled bitterly, "So, in order to escape, in order not to let me find you, did you even change your name and surname?" Is my mistake so unforgivable, that you have to punish me like this? ”

Glancing at the pain in his eyes, and then looking at his emaciated cheeks, Anxin couldn't help but feel suffocated in his heart, what has this man experienced?

"I also want to ask you, what did I do wrong, can't you let me go? I've fled here, can't you let me go? ”

An Anxin's voice choked, and the crystal liquid in her eyes couldn't help but slide down after all, she thought that she could forget everything in the past, but the moment she saw Fu Xiuchen, she knew clearly in her heart that she couldn't do it.

She tried hard to start a new life and adapt to everything here, but when she thought she was going to do it, Fu Xiuchen appeared again.

It's like when she was in Jiangcheng, she thought that there was still a glimmer of light in her life, but soon, Fu Xiuchen dragged her into the dark abyss.

Many times, Anxin will feel that she owes Fu Xiuchen in her previous life?

If she hadn't stopped him that day in the underground auction, wouldn't she have lived an easier life now?

For countless late nights, when An An felt that her heart was almost suffocating, she would rather never know Fu Xiuchen.

At least, she wouldn't be so miserable now.

Fu Xiuchen's face showed a hint of sadness, "I never wanted to let go of you, I just wanted you to be by my side, but you suddenly have no news, how cruel is it to me?" I even thought you were dead! ”

Listening to his mournful voice, An Xin suddenly felt her heart tremble slightly, and she didn't even dare to raise her head to touch his eyes, "Then why don't you let me die?" ”

"When I saw that necklace on the beach, my whole body collapsed, but I didn't believe it, and I didn't want to believe it!"

As he spoke, Fu Xiuchen grabbed her hand and couldn't help but tighten it, tears in his eyes burst out, and tears slipped down the two lines, "Because if there is no glimmer of hope, I don't know how to hold on." ”

Reassuring eyes flashed, and she looked up into his eyes, full of pain and desolation, as if he had been abandoned by the whole world, pitiful and desperate.

This kind of Fu Xiuchen, she saw it for the first time.

Why is he crying?

The person who was hurt at the beginning was obviously her!

Gao Yali took a group of people to a mental sanatorium and humiliated her in every way, and at that time, she had no choice but to die.

Later, Fu Xiuchen appeared and rescued her, but that shadow was deeply imprinted in her mind and lingered.

For the sake of her mother, she chose to continue to live, even if it was difficult.

As for Fu Xiuchen...... She told herself to let go, she and he weren't from the same world at all.

But how easy is it to let go?

She loves Fu Xiuchen, very much.

When Anxin found out about this fact, she also secretly despised herself in her heart, Fu Xiuchen obviously hurt her deeply, but she still couldn't control her heart, like a moth to a fire.

But what if you don't let it go?

Just when An An was struggling in pain, Fu Xiuchen made up for it, giving her a reason to despair completely.

When he saw Fu Xiuchen lying quietly beside him, he smiled so proudly at her, and he heard his heartbreak clearly.

As long as she thought that Fu Xiuchen had done the intimate thing he had done to her to Jingjing, Anxin's heart would go crazy with jealousy, even if she knew that she was not qualified.

Because of this, she recognized a reality, to Fu Xiuchen, she was just a plaything, and when she got tired of playing, she lost it, and then changed to another person.

And this person is quiet.

An Xin felt disgusting, extremely disgusting, so when Gao Xiaoyuan found her, she agreed.

Leave Jiangcheng and leave this sad place.

Gao Xiaoyuan told her that if Fu Xiuchen knew that she suddenly disappeared and was still alive, he would definitely search for her all over the world, so Fu Xiuchen must be made to think that she was dead.

Therefore, Gao Xiaoyuan sent someone to take her to a secluded beach, left her necklace and coat on the beach, and then Gao Xiaoyuan's people picked her up on a yacht, so there was no video of her leaving the beach in the surveillance camera on the shore.

Because of the fact that if she took a plane or bullet train, the airport and the station would have a record of her leaving Jiangcheng, Gao Xiaoyuan arranged for someone to drive her to Dongshan Province, and used interpersonal relationships to give her a new identity.

At that time, Anxin saw that Gao Xiaoyuan had a strong connection, and she had a mysterious friend who helped her get all this.

He can do it, so that there is no peace of mind in this world.

Therefore, Anxin has a new identity, Shen Yi.

The origin of this name is that Anxin decided to change to her mother's surname, and the word represents simplicity, and from then on she just wanted to live simply and peacefully.

Gao Xiaoyuan asked her, is there a place she wants to go?

Anxin replied without hesitation, Meicheng.

This is the hometown of her mother, Shen Lei, and when Anxin was still very young, she brought her back once.

Anxin knows that Meicheng is backward and remote, maybe there, she can live a really simple and peaceful life.

So, after spending a few days, Anxin finally came to Meicheng.

At that time, she was very tormented because she missed it.

She misses Jiang Cheng, misses her mother, misses Gu Yunqing and Su Su, and misses ...... Fu Xiuchen.

An irrepressible longing.

This often made her heart ache and it was difficult to breathe normally, and for countless nights, she had to hold her heart to relieve the pain.

At the same time, she was also like a frightened bird, afraid that Fu Xiuchen would suddenly appear in front of her, because her sudden departure would make his authority as the master be challenged and he would be annoyed......

Later, after more than a month, it seemed that everything was calm, and the peace of mind relaxed a little.

At the same time, there is loss.

She often thinks, at this moment, what is Fu Xiuchen doing? Is it with Quiet?

Silence must be very pleasing to him, right?

Bai Xiangning was right, she should have let Jing out of the horse at the beginning, so that Fu Xiuchen could be done and help An Jia's business.

And now, it's all happening.

Every time she thought about this, Anxin felt a sour feeling spreading in her body, but she quickly suppressed it, and secretly told herself in her heart that Anxin was over.

It's just, is it really passable?

Is her mother doing now? Gu Yunqing will definitely take good care of her, she should rest assured, but she still can't help but worry.

As time passed, Anxin also learned to forcibly ignore his own heart and live a simple and peaceful life in this welfare home.

An Xin once thought that it would be impossible to see Fu Xiuchen again in this life, but now looking at the tears on his face, her heart couldn't help but clench and tighten.

"The peace of mind in the past is indeed dead, dead in despair." An An took a deep breath, "Now Anxin, I just want to live the rest of my life peacefully, please, please, let me go?" ”

She couldn't afford to hurt anymore...... More importantly, she didn't want to see her mother hurt because of her.

Hearing this, Fu Xiuchen finally couldn't help but exert his arm slightly, and then Anxin fell into his arms, and he hugged her tightly, as if he was afraid that she would suddenly disappear.

This time, he must not let her go.

"Impossible! Peace of mind, I tell you, I will not let you go in this life, in the next life, in the next life! Fu Xiuchen's hoarse voice was resolute, "I know that I have a bad past, and it is my fault for making you sad and sad again and again." However, even if you are sentenced, there should be a reprieve, right? Give me a chance to make it up to you, okay? ”