As he spoke, he let go of her slightly, lowered his head and cupped her face, his deep eyes looked into the bottom of her eyes, and his tone was full of begging, "Don't be so cruel anymore, okay?" ”

Feeling his pleading gaze, Anxin's heart couldn't help but tremble, she raised her eyes to meet him in a daze, what is this man going to do?

What did he take her for?

How can he make up for the damage again and again?

As long as I see him, Anxin will remember that night, lying quietly beside him.

Could it be that quietness has become the second peace of mind, abandoned?

So, Fu Xiuchen remembered her again?

Thinking about it, An Xin worked hard to calm down, then took a deep breath and used all his strength to push him away, "Fu Xiuchen, why do you think I'm a woman who lets you come and go as soon as you recruit him?" Why are you doing this to me? Why?! ”

The expression on Fu Xiuchen's face was stunned, "I've never felt like this." ”

The corners of Anxin's lips swept a bitter arc, "Really?" What am I in your eyes? Slave girls? Plaything? ”

Hearing this, Fu Xiuchen's heart was suffocated, he knew that what he had said hurt Anxin's heart, but he didn't know that she had engraved those words in her heart and hadn't forgotten them for a long time.

An An raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face, and he didn't know where he got the courage to look up at him fixedly, "I'm doing well here, and I'm about to get married, if you still have a trace of conscience, please let me go." ”

Fu Xiuchen was stunned for a moment, and a tingling pain flashed in his eyes, "Married?" ”

An Xin gritted his teeth and continued to force his composure to say, "Yes, I already have a fiancé. ”

"Impossible! I don't believe it! Fu Xiuchen raised his voice and said, "It's not allowed!" ”

"Why do you need your permission, Fu Xiuchen, who do you think you are?" An Xin endured the pain in his heart, "You are still as self-righteous as before." ”

In this case, in other words, in the past, peace of mind would never have had the courage to say it.

In front of Fu Xiuchen, she has always been panicked.

And now that she has experienced so much, she suddenly found that she was in a lot of pain and scared, so she had courage.

Fu Xiuchen looked at her in disbelief, "Am I self-righteous?" ”

He was indeed an afterthought, originally just wanted to be domineering and forcefully imprison her by his side, but in fact he had already drawn the ground as a prison and fell hopelessly in love with Anxin.

He was also incredibly sure that Anxin loved him.

But is it his self-righteousness?

An Xin closed his eyes in pain, and then opened and looked at him steadily, "I sometimes wonder, did I create some sin in my previous life to let me meet you in this life?" If I could, I wish I had never met you. ”

As she spoke, she subconsciously raised her hand to press her heart in an attempt to suppress the pain, "You say I'm cruel? Aren't you cruel? Isn't the piles of the past cruel enough? I can't afford to provoke, can I always hide? Now I just want to live a good life, why don't you let me go? Did you know that you look disgusting! ”

Hurting her again and again makes him feel fulfilled?

But did he know that his sense of accomplishment was based on her pain?

At this time, a tall figure walked over from the other side of the welfare home, and seeing the tears on Anxin's face, the man hurriedly asked, "Shen Yi, what's wrong with you?" ”

As he spoke, he looked at Fu Xiuchen, and then at Anxin, with a surprised expression on his face.

An An raised her hand to wipe her tears, and then grabbed the man's arm, she raised her head to look at Fu Xiuchen, "Let me introduce, this is my fiancé, Guo Tianming." ”

The man's eyes widened in disbelief for a moment, but soon, he seemed to understand something, looked at Fu Xiuchen with an easy gaze, and politely stretched out his hand, "Hello." ”

Fu Xiuchen looked at Anxin holding Guo Tianming's hand, his eyes suddenly tingled, and his voice choked, "Fiancé? ”

Catching a glimpse of the rich pain in his eyes, An Xin suddenly felt that his heart couldn't help but tremble, "Yes." ”

The corners of Fu Xiuchen's lips swept over a sour arc, and at the same time, a violent aura swept over his body, and in the next second, he almost roughly pulled away Anxin's hand.

Anxin suddenly felt pain in his wrist, and subconsciously wanted to break free, but to no avail.

Fu Xiuchen took her hand and put it on his chest, "I will never believe it, rest assured, do you have to rip out my heart like this?!" ”

Anxin looked up at him steadily, "What about when you ripped out my heart?" Ever wondered if I would be in pain? ”

Hearing this, Fu Xiuchen was stunned, "So what? Am I left with no chance to atone for my sins? ”

An anxin's eyes flashed with a sad color, "There's no need, isn't it?" Can't you and I have nothing to do with each other from now on? Even if I provoked you in the first place, I would have been punished, wouldn't I? Why are you holding on to it? ”

Fu Xiuchen suddenly felt that the pain in his heart was getting more and more dull and unbearable, why did he hold on to it? Don't she understand?

For a long time, he stubbornly suppressed the sourness in the corners of his eyes, "Do you remember that night in the clubhouse, everyone was playing truth or dare, and Yan Xiu asked you a question?" ”

Anxin was slightly stunned, and the situation of that night flashed in his mind, Yan Xiu asked her playfully, "Do you love Fu Xiuchen?" ”

She was stunned and didn't know how to answer.

She knew very clearly in her heart that she loved Fu Xiuchen.

But she also knew that she didn't have this qualification, and saying it would only make her unbearable, so she was at a loss, and in the end, a call saved her.

Anxin didn't expect that Fu Xiuchen still remembers.

"I remember."

The corners of Fu Xiuchen's lips swept a bitter arc, and his eyebrows were full of sadness, "Then can you answer me?" ”

An Xin was slightly stunned, and looked up into the bottom of his eyes, as if he wanted to read his thoughts, "Is this answer important?" ”

"Yes." Fu Xiuchen's voice was hoarse.

If it wasn't the answer he wanted, then he tried hard to convince himself to let go of the woman in front of him.

In the past few months since An An disappeared, Fu Xiuchen has been looking forward to seeing her again countless times, and he wants to tell her that he loves her, very much.

He even thought about it, let her put the necklace back on, and tell her, rest assured, marry me.

Fu Xiuchen imagined Anxin's unbelievable expression, he would definitely make her believe that he would give her happiness and would spend the rest of his life to make up for his mistakes.

Yes, maybe Anxin was right, he was too self-righteous.

He thought Anxin would forgive him and agree to his proposal.

And as time passed day by day, there was still no news from Anxin, and Fu Xiuchen's heart sank little by little.

Although he didn't want to believe it, let alone face it, a terrible thought unexpectedly flashed in his heart.

That is, Anxin may really die.

Every time he thought about this, Fu Xiuchen felt that his whole person couldn't support it, he lay on the side of the bed, pressed his cheek against the soft mattress, and tears slid down like this.

At that time, he would think that if he could turn back time, he would definitely not hurt Anxin like this, and he would definitely protect her.

In Anxin's studio, Fu Xiuchen looked at the sketches she left behind in a daze, her eyes tingled, and she secretly said in her heart, peace of mind, as long as you live well, if you come back and stand in front of me alive, I will give you freedom.

Even if you want to leave me, I just want you to live, I just want you to be happy.

Because he loved her, even if he didn't want to let go, but he couldn't afford that terrible result.

Feeling his almost stubborn eyes, An Xin suddenly felt a panic in his chest, and wanted to take a deep breath, but he felt an indescribable sorrow sink into his heart.

After a long time, she raised her eyes and looked at Fu Xiuchen steadily, "Then I'll tell you the answer, I don't love it." From the very beginning, there were impurities between you and me, and in order to live and settle down, I came to you and even disguised myself as a dumb person. Your mother is right, I did this to gain your sympathy and pity, but what about you? almost made the An family impossible to recover, leaving me homeless, Fu Xiuchen, how can you let me love you? ”

As she spoke, the corners of her lips swept over a sour arc, "I don't understand why you're still bothering with this, it's not important anymore, is it?" Or is it a sense of conquest if the answer is yes? ”

After speaking in one breath, I was relieved.

It turns out that she can tell a lie so smoothly.

Probably because of the pain of the past again and again, her heart subconsciously built a wall, so that she would not be hurt and would not affect her mother.

Every word of peace of mind was like a dagger stabbed deeply into Fu Xiuchen's heart, making him feel unbearable pain, and his face turned as white as paper in an instant.

For a long time, the corners of Fu Xiuchen's mouth were slightly hooked, his smile was sad and sad, his eyes were filled with tears, and his thin lips opened slightly, "...... Good. ”

As long as you live.

If you are happy when you leave, then I will give you freedom and force yourself to let go of you.

Hearing this, Anxin was slightly stunned, she didn't understand what he meant by being good?

However, there is no point in too much entanglement.

Then, she assumed his consent.

Thinking about it, Anxin suddenly felt that her chest was filled with unstoppable sourness, she took a deep breath, took Guo Tianming's hand and walked quickly to the other side.

It wasn't until she came to a corner that Fu Xiuchen couldn't see that she stopped, and her whole person fell to the ground unsupportively.

Guo Tianming hurriedly supported her, "Are you okay?" ”

Anxin leaned her head against the wall next to her, letting the tears trickle down, and the pain in her heart almost suffocated her.

She never thought that one day, she and Fu Xiuchen would meet again, and she finally mustered up the courage to say those words to him.

From then on, she can really start a new life, a simple and peaceful life.

This is what she has always longed for, but why, does her heart hurt so much?

Guo Tianming on the side couldn't bear to sigh slightly, "He is the one who hides in your heart, right?" ”