Is it precisely because of the lack of family warmth that there is such an illusion?

If all this is an illusion, why is it so strong that it feels like the real thing?

I really feel that she is my sister, and I am a family with her. Is it really just my own delusion?

Shu Yixin herself can't figure out why she feels like this, and sometimes for her, she doesn't want to think too much about it before, she has this feeling.

Anyway, this feeling is not too bad, but I just want to get closer to the warmth.

After experiencing so many things, these things, in my own eyes, I really don't know, it's not worth mentioning, many things I won't easily put in my heart, because, if I do everything by myself, then my life like this will be too tiring.

So I don't care too much, many times I feel that it's good to go with the flow, and I feel that God won't be so cruel to me, so I should believe him and give myself another arrangement.

I have seen through many things, and I always feel that it is good to go with the flow, and there is no need to be too reluctant. Maybe it means that there are some things that have no fate with you after all, and you can't have them in this life.

In the past, I might have cared about this very much, but now I have thought about it clearly, no matter how it goes, no matter whether I can find my family in this life or not, it is not so important to me.

The important thing is that everyone will live well and be happy. Now that there is a person in my life who is more important than myself, even if it is not for myself, I will make my life more exciting for him.

In the past, I couldn't figure out these things, but now, after experiencing some things, especially after his reminder, I have to understand for myself that the meaning of life is not for others, but also for myself.

Lin Ya has been waiting for a call from the hospital these days, although her heart is not as repulsed as she was at the beginning, but her heart still wants to know what the answer is.

If you don't see the result, you may feel that you can't believe it, it's all true, and you always feel that there are other things wrong, but when you really see the result, there is nothing you don't believe.

Doesn't it say that there will be results in three or five days? But it's been almost a week now, and the hospital still hasn't called me, is it because I wrote the wrong phone number when I filled in the information, otherwise, how could there be no phone calls until now.

According to reason, the results of the paternity test have come out a long time ago, why haven't I contacted myself until now, and I am a little worried about whether there will be any mistakes.

Lin Ya's heart has always been very uneasy, she should have received a call to know the answer a long time ago, but there has been no movement until now.

Even thinking that if I still didn't receive a call from the hospital after two days, then I should take the initiative to go and ask what the situation is, according to reason, the result has already come out, and it is impossible to delay it until now.

But last night he also sent a message to himself, asking himself if he would come out, thinking of this, in fact, he cares more about this matter than himself, or does he have the same thoughts as himself, afraid that the previous appraisal report is wrong.

At that time, he could only be honest, he said that he didn't receive a call here, and he didn't know the result for the time being, but he also told him to wait patiently, and if there was a result, he would notify him as soon as possible.

Just as she was thinking about these things, suddenly her mobile phone rang, and it looked like it was an unfamiliar number, but she had a hunch that it should be a call from the hospital.

Sure enough, as she guessed, when she hung up the phone, the whole person breathed a sigh of relief, just now she was still struggling, when will there be an answer, and now the answer has come out, and the hospital let me go over to get the results.

I was worried just now, but now I'm a little afraid of facing the result, obviously I have the bottom in my heart, but I'm still a little scared.

I can't tell why I have such a complicated mentality, maybe my self-esteem is at work, obviously I found my family, I should be happy, but why do I have so many complicated things?

Lin Ya thought about it for a while, and finally sent a message to Assistant Sun to tell him that the hospital had called, and the results had come out, asking him if he had time to go to the hospital with him.

If he is really his father, then he should face these things with him. Suddenly, I was afraid to go to the hospital alone, and I didn't dare to face such a result alone.

The other party was very fast, and sent a message back, saying okay, just call him when she came over.

Now that things have been decided, there is nothing to worry about in your heart.

Now I am waiting for the result, and what kind of reaction I will have to when the scene is solved.

In fact, I can't imagine what my mood will be when I know that the result is the same as expected, whether all this is expected or unexpected.

In other words, in fact, I should be longing, all this is true, after all, over the years, I have been longing for family affection, and I finally let myself wait for this day, is it so lost in vain?

For myself, I don't want to see such a result, although I didn't say it, but I still know that I am very eager, I hope that all this is true, and I didn't let myself be in vain, in the end, I have slowly accepted this thing in my heart, and remembered that he was my family.

"I didn't expect you to take the initiative to call me to inform me, I thought you wouldn't notify me and go to the hospital alone to see the results." Sun Yirong was a little worried, she didn't believe what she said, so she went to the hospital to see the results first.

"I didn't think about doing this, at first, I may have been a little repulsed, but then slowly I seemed to accept it, so no matter what the result was, it wasn't too big a blow for me." After a period of time, he slowly accepted this matter, if he was really his own family, wouldn't it be good?

At least in the future, I will no longer be a person, and I will no longer be an orphan. For myself, there is nothing bad about such a result, and at the beginning I will have a rejection mentality, and I always feel that this world is too coincidental, and I can't believe it.

"I feel comforted to hear you say that, I thought you would keep rejecting me like this." After all, she was not by her side for more than 20 years before, which made her suffer a lot and made her suffer a lot of grievances.

always felt that she should hate herself, so she was also mentally prepared for this, whether she was willing to admit herself or not, she had already identified him as her daughter.

"Maybe it's because of blood relations, so let me slowly stop rejecting it, but end this fact, let's go, let's see how it turns out together." Lin Ya felt that it was too early to say this at this time, so let's talk about it after reading the results.

Although he said that his heart no longer rejected him, it was not the final time.

"If it turns out that we're not father and daughter, wouldn't you be disappointed?" If she was really wrong last time, and there was no blood relationship between herself and her, would she feel very disappointed?

"There aren't so many ifs, let's talk about it after reading the results." The questions he asked had never been thought about in his heart, so how could he answer his questions at this time.

Sun Yirong saw that she was unwilling to answer her question, so she didn't force herself, but followed her footsteps to the hospital.

What should come always comes, and now is the time to face the results.

In fact, at this time, no one knows what the result will be, everyone is looking forward to it, after all, no one can be 100% sure of the result last time, this must be true, this time, such a result, no one should have any objections.

"Looking at you, you're a little nervous, are you worried about the outcome? What do you hope to look like? Sun Yirong looked at Lin Ya and said, although she pretended to be calm at this time and didn't say anything, but she could still observe from her expression, and she was a little worried.

"It's a lie to say that I'm not nervous, I'm a little nervous, in fact, I don't know what I hope the outcome will be, but I think I can face it no matter what the result." For yourself, you have come this far, so you have nothing to worry about.

No matter what the result is, you can face it calmly, because at this moment, it is not so important to you what the result is.

What I can't show is that I have actually accepted this matter in my subconscious, so this result is not so important to me, and I may just want this process, after all, when he did the paternity test, he was not present and did not know, so he felt that there would be doubts.

But this time is completely different from the last time, after all, I participated in the whole process, and the doctors here also took the initiative to contact him, so I don't have any good questions about the results.

"No matter what the outcome is, we should face it calmly, whether it is for you or for me, in fact, we all long for the company of our families." There is no change about this, after all, she and she have the same pursuits and the same thoughts. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.