Chapter 811: Live for Yourself
Now, because of the appearance of another person, he has given himself the courage to live, so even if he doesn't find his family, he won't think about doing anything, because he will live well for himself, and he will definitely be happier and happier in the future.
Although I am very eager to find my family, this is just my own desire, because I know that I may not be able to get it if I want it, and it depends on whether I have fate or not, if I have no fate with my family, it is useless to ask for it.
It's because I know this better than anyone else in my heart, so I never force it, if God really pities me and can let me find my family, of course I am very happy, if I can't, I won't feel depressed, because there is a very important person in my life, he will be the reason for my life to live in the future.
In the future, I will form a new home with him, and I will have my own family in the future. So there is no reason why I can't live, no matter who it is, I will definitely live well.
"After chatting with you for a few words, my heart is not so depressed, and I suddenly think about it a lot, I really thank you." Ye Zi sincerely felt that although he only said a few words, he felt very beneficial, and at this moment, he sincerely thanked her in his heart.
There are many things that I couldn't understand before, but after listening to her words at this moment, I suddenly understood a lot.
"You can think about this clearly, this is your own creation, it is your high comprehension, it's not that I did something, in fact, there is no need to thank me." Shu Yixin really didn't feel that she had done anything to help her, but just told her what was in her heart.
In other words, she didn't know whether she was right or wrong to do this, she used to think that one day she would be able to find her family, which was the courage to live by herself, but now she will not have such an idea, and she feels that she should live for herself.
Even if I say that in this life, I can't find my own family, only myself, let me have a wonderful person by myself, not to say that I can't live without their own life, not to mention that I have found the love of my life now, and I will have my own family in the future, and then I will no longer be an orphan, no longer a lonely person.
"Having said that, but after listening to your words, for me, I still benefited a lot, isn't there a saying that listening to your words is better than reading a book for ten years? It really feels that way. If you let yourself understand these truths, you may not be able to comprehend them for ten or eight years.
Because I haven't experienced these things myself, how can I understand it? But after listening to what she said, I suddenly understood a lot of truths.
"There's no way, who let me have such a life experience, so I have experienced too many things, and I slowly realized it." What Shu Yixin wants to express is that in fact, she doesn't want to live like this, but there is no way, God destined her life to be like this, so he can only face it.
A lot of things that you don't want to face don't mean that you can choose, these things have long been destined to be faced if you don't face them, because there is no other choice.
For example, Shu Yixin, she doesn't want to be a pot, she is the only one from childhood to adulthood, and she also longs for the company of her family, but can she choose? Ye Zi didn't want to be an illegitimate daughter, but she didn't have a choice about these, because these were already doomed.
"Now that I've figured it out, whether I can recognize them or not in the future, at least for me, it's not that important, because there are other more important things waiting for me to do, and this matter is just one of them." Recognizing them is not the whole of my life, in addition to this matter, I actually have other things to do.
In addition to recognizing them, I think I still have a lot of life to live, but I can't live my life because of this one thing, isn't it because of a small loss?
In the end, at this time, it is better to go with the flow, if you can recognize them, it will naturally be great, but in the end, you can't recognize him, and you can only say that you have no fate, and you can only sigh.
In addition to this, how to live yourself and how to live.
"You should believe that that day will come, after all, people are in front of you, and sooner or later it will be realized, and there is no need to be too anxious at this time." Her situation is completely different from her own situation, at least she knows who her eldest brother is, and the other party appears in front of her eyes.
But she doesn't even know who her family is, let alone appear in front of the other party's eyes, so her chances are still relatively large in comparison, and sooner or later she will be able to recognize each other.
Because there is no need to find it anymore, the other party has already appeared so close to recognizing each other. I don't even know who my family members are, let alone appear in front of them, so there are really not many opportunities to see them in this life, maybe I should also think about it, there is no need to worry too much about this kind of thing.
Maybe there is really no fate between me and them, so it is impossible to see each other again in this life. Even if you don't have such a fate, you don't force it, and you don't care so much if you can see it.
Wouldn't it be nice to live without them? It may be a kind of warmth, but I have been used to it for more than 20 years.
"So now I don't think too much, I just look forward to that day." Ye Zi looked at Shu Yixin, in fact, she wanted to ask in her heart, her relationship with her grandfather is so good, can she help.
But then I thought about it, I was not completely mentally prepared, and I could mention it to her after I was psychologically prepared, and there was no need to be so anxious at this time.
It may be easier and simpler to recognize your eldest brother, but if you want to recognize your grandfather, this matter is not so easy.
I can't have such naïve thoughts that the relationship between the two of them is good, then, I can help myself.
It seems that I am too naïve to think like this, how can things be so simple?
"Okay, don't think too much, that day will come, you should believe in yourself." If you don't even believe in yourself, if you don't believe that that day will come, then there is no point in looking forward to it.
I have never given up an opportunity, even if the opportunity is slim, I am willing to wait. In this life, I really don't have any other wishes for myself, I just hope that I can become my family in my lifetime.
I just want to know why I became an orphan in the end, whether they really don't want themselves, or because of some other accident, this matter is always in my heart, although I told myself not to think so much, after all, it has become a thing of the past, but when I see it, I still want to ask more.
Because I am an orphan, I have suffered a lot, suffered a lot, and suffered a lot of white eyes.
All this is just because I am an orphan, if I am not an orphan, then I will not suffer these hardships and burdens, let alone suffer from the eyes of others.
Although my heart is a little lingering, it has finally passed, isn't my current life also very good? In fact, I really don't have anything to complain about, my current life is already quite good, what other requirements do I have? If there are no other requirements, then I can only face such a result frankly.
Her situation is different from herself, at least she knows that her family can be seen at all times, but she doesn't even know who her family is, and in this life, there is really little chance of seeing her.
"I think you are such a kind person, in the end, you will definitely realize your dreams, and God will not be so cruel to you." Ye Zi felt in his heart that that day would come, although he said that he didn't know when, but he had such thoughts in his heart.
"Just let it be, after all, I don't care too much about this kind of thing, I've been used to it for a long time, so there's really nothing." After all, the current self is no longer the past, I am young and frivolous, I have experienced a lot of things, and I have figured out a lot.
"Even so, I have a gut feeling that that day will come, and you should believe in yourself and be able to wait for them." She shouldn't have to wait for a long time, she has been waiting for so long, will she have to wait for more than twenty years?
No, it won't, I don't believe it will be that long. I feel that God will not be so cruel to a kind person, a person who longs for family affection.
"Anyway, thank you for comforting me with these words, but you really should believe me, it's not a blow to me, I'm used to it." These things happen around me, not in a day or two, and I have long been used to it.
"These are not words of comfort, but words from the bottom of my heart." I can't say why, I also feel like I'm quite in love with her.
"Okay, don't talk about that, let's get busy." Shu Yixin felt that the conversation with her this time was similar.
When I was fine, I just wanted to comfort her and tell her that there was no need to be too anxious about this kind of thing, but then I talked about it, and it seemed that I talked a little more.
It seems that he said something that should not be said, and in short, he felt a little strange. Sometimes I really treat her like a sister, and what I say is really for her. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.