Chapter 157: Contradictions and Confusion, How to Cherish Beauty

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Yun Feng's room, because of the 303 sisters, was very lively.

Lu Yi, an emotional expert, felt that he could take advantage of the opportunity of all the sisters to help the dead friend analyze and discuss.

Most of the girls born in the early 80s were still under strict discipline from their parents and elders when they were young. The physiological education of boys and girls is either avoided or turned to concern for the physical condition of girls.

As for the girls from towns or small towns like the 303 dormitory, it is strictly forbidden for them to have too close contact with boys and girls in their families and schools during their school days, and even if they like their classmates of the same age, they are unrequited lovesick or sneaky eye transfers, and they are not afraid to be looked down upon or beaten to death before they go to college.

However, because of the strict prohibition and secrecy that has always been treated, girls are always curious about things that may bring changes to their bodies.

Therefore, Lu Yiyi raised the question of how far young men and women in the university can be together, and the rest of the girls were full of excitement, just like one day on weekdays, they closed the curtains and closed the door, and sat around Lin Xin's computer in the dormitory to watch "Paradise Lost" and "Lust and Caution" - in their youth, they always have a strong interest in youth.

Yun Feng, who was lying on the bed with half-squinted eyes, looked at the curious faces of the sisters who were sitting or standing beside him, and couldn't help but think of the scene when she was in the fifth grade of the Central Primary School, when she and a few girls hid next to the school flower bed after school in the evening self-study to discuss what was going on with the menstrual period - some privacy belonged to individuals, and some privacy belonged to a certain group of people or a small group of people.

Yun Feng couldn't help but open his eyes completely with curiosity and participate in their discussion.

"You won't have a problem, will you? Is it that you haven't figured it out, or is there something wrong with him, or is it you, you have a problem? ”

As he spoke, Liu Qi turned to the relationship between Yun Feng and Shanantong. The look on her face that helped her research made Yun Feng feel that she should seriously examine the level of her relationship with Shanantong.

"It's not at all, it's just sleeping separately, I don't want to be too fast."

However, Yun Feng was still surprised by Liu Qi's surprised reaction. She still thought that Liu Qi would be like her, and she still thought that it was okay to get married.

"Oh, that's what you haven't figured out."

Lu Yi looked at Yun Feng thoughtfully.

"What haven't you thought about?"

Yun Feng was also curious now, she had brought out the insecurity that she had been deeply suppressed on weekdays because of her alcohol, but now that she was questioned by Lu Yi, her heart was more easily turbulent.

"Oh, if the two of them have decided that they must be together, then why not? Who are those men and women like you, who have been in a hurry to get to bed and finish everything they need to do in less than a week. ”

Lu Yi looked at this ignorant and unenlightened old friend and was speechless.

"But, but, if we are together in the future, we can naturally afford to wait, and if we are not together, it will be better, right?"

Yun Feng hesitated.

"Oh, what age is it, and I still want to be so complicated. Either it lasts forever, or it has been owned once. Even if it doesn't last forever, at least it once had. As long as you are in love with each other at this moment, it will be good to devote yourself to it, no matter what he will do so much in the future? Who could have thought so much? Even if you get married, there are a lot of divorces, not to mention us now? ”

Lu Yi used her understanding of love to educate Yun Feng.

"Oh, well, I really don't know ...... this"

Yun Feng was suddenly confused in her heart when Lu Yi said this, and the clear and firm thoughts on weekdays seemed to have become like a faint gas, twisted together with Lu Yi's opinions in confusion, so that she suddenly couldn't find the basis for thinking and judging.

"In short, don't leave regrets, especially don't let yourself have regrets."

Lu Yi looked at Yun Feng with a confused face and said.

"There is something beautiful that should be enjoyed, just protect yourself emotionally and physically, and don't get hurt. Let's wait for the future to talk about it, I think too much, but I am tired of living. “

Lu Yi continued her theoretical enlightenment. She really didn't expect that Yun Feng, who looked capable and intelligent on weekdays, why was he so blank in terms of feelings?

"That is, before deciding on a boyfriend and girlfriend, you have to think about it more, but after thinking about it, after determining the boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, you don't have to think too much."

Lin Xin said calmly after eating a pine apple. Her reality is not only the reality of the current state of life, but also the reality of emotions and time. This point, in fact, is the case with many girls, but Yun Feng is purely a young woman in literature and art, and she belongs to a small group of urban girls in this era without knowing it.

Yun Feng listened in a daze, she seemed to have thought about Lu Yi's words, but she didn't take them out so specifically and think about them thoroughly, but sometimes flashed in her heart, and she didn't think she needed to think about it because she didn't agree with her own values and emotional outlook and marriage outlook.

But at this time, Lu Yi's words were indeed like a stone in her heart, splashing water, and the ripples in the circle did not disperse, and she suddenly wondered whether her previous pursuit of pure emotion, and the pursuit of "holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son" from the beginning to the end of the marriage concept was her own perfectionist utopian theory that did not conform to social reality and development.

She suddenly felt that the emotional family half of the edifice of her mind was beginning to crumble.

Her heart was very messy, very messy, she couldn't think clearly, especially when she still had the urge to drink. However, Lu Yi's words "you haven't thought about it yet" are circling more and more clearly in her mind.

Is it true that she and Shannan haven't thought about it yet? Or did she not think about it, or did he not think it through? She felt that some of the problems that she had been afraid to face in the past had flowed out of the depths of the black hole that had been suppressed in her heart. She was afraid to think about it and face it, but now she somehow wanted to find out, and this desire to find out was so eager.

A few years later, Yun Feng heard a girl seven or eight years younger than her say that she had her boyfriend for the first time in her life in the sixth grade, and she was still in Yun Feng when she was in her twenties and asked in surprise, "How have you come over these 20 years?" Yun Feng, who heard such a surprised question, was still confused in his heart, but he calmly accepted the different existence of different emotional views in himself and others.

But at the beginning of her life, she was really standing at the crossroads of this problem, so she was so confused.

Can anyone help me? She cried out in her heart.

No one can help her. Fang Min and Lin Xin, who were sitting next to them, both lowered their heads and did not speak. Liu Qi and Xin Wen glanced at each other, and after smirking, they shouted:

"Drink soup and drink soup!"

"That is, no matter what time it is, the most important thing is to replenish the body."

Fang Min said with an ambiguous smile.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, everyone dispersed. Before leaving, Lin Xin did not forget to drive everyone to help Yun Feng clean up the kitchen and dining table, and Wang Lizhi cleaned the floor with a few boys.

After bidding farewell to the group of brothers and sisters, Yun Feng stood in front of the dining table, looking at the rest of the white and red wine in a daze.

"What, you still want to drink?"

Shannan looked at her next to her and smiled. She looked up, and there was a warm face, warm eyes full of concern. Her dazed and sad afternoon seemed to have melted into the sunshine he had sent her, and no longer existed.

She sighed heavily, took a step forward, wrapped her arms around his waist, leaned against his chest, and listened to his heartbeat. He didn't know how warm her heart was at this time, and this warmth was all because of him.

He stroked her hair, but in his heart he was a little worried about the worry she had expressed in her drunken midday.

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