The two of them didn't go out, but they cut some fruit in the house, made some vegetable salad, and ate it.

Naturally, Yun Feng, who was still unsatisfied, put out the unfinished red wine again, there was originally white wine, but Shanantong didn't let it at first, and then she couldn't let her, so she left it.

He thought, tomorrow is Sunday, her tutoring classes this weekend have been suspended, and the liquor is 36 degrees, there is not much left, drink more by herself, she can't drink much.

It's always easy for him to want to spoil her, and she can't bear to touch her in everything, especially now after seeing her sadness. If she is still sad, it is not a bad thing to vent it through alcohol, anyway, it is their two-person world now, and they don't have to worry about other people's jokes.

Shannan simply turned off the lights, lit the candlestick, and enjoyed a romantic candlelit dinner with her wholeheartedly.

"I'm asking you a question."

Yun Feng, who had a slice of cucumber in his mouth, asked.

"Ask."

Shannan glanced up at her and smiled warmly. It's better to be able to ask questions than to keep them in your heart.

"Have you thought about it?"

Yun Feng looked at him with a pair of round eyes, his eyes were like a pool of clear and bottomless pure water, but there were doubts.

"Think of what?"

Shannan looked at her clear eyes, but she didn't understand what she was asking.

"It's you and me. Have you thought about it? ”

Yun Feng explained again in her own unique way.

"Oh—of course I thought about it, didn't I think about it a long time ago! You haven't thought about it? ”

Shannan thought about it for a while, and finally figured out that what Yun Feng asked was the confirmation of his relationship with her. He is also good at using rhetorical questions to dispel Yun Feng's doubts.

"I, uh, me too...... Well, I don't know. ”

Sure enough, as soon as the innocent Yun Feng heard Shananan ask himself, he shifted to his own thoughts and revealed his thoughts.

"Don't know? Don't you know that we're all in this together, always together? ”

Shannan deliberately asked her. He actually knows her thoughts, her hesitation is just because of her worry, girls are more likely to feel insecure than boys. He understood, but he understood her better.

Yun Feng raised her head and looked at Sha Nan Nan sitting beside her, she suddenly had some doubts:

When did you start liking this guy? When did you fall in love with this guy again? In short, now, if there is anything, she will think of him first, even if it is to give her life, she is willing, but, does he know her intentions?

In the past, she didn't care if he knew her mind or not, what she cared about was whether she loved him so much, and if so, then it would be worth it for her to share time with him until the future of life.

However, now, she suddenly wanted to know what her place in his heart was, and what weight she had. Is this starting to worry about emotions? Or are you not confident enough in yourself? Or has love gone bad? Or did she love him too much, love him a little scared, and wanted to back down?

Lu Yi's words about not missing out on the good and leaving regrets swirled in her mind again. She was a little stunned, a little hesitant.

Looking at her hesitant face in the candlelight, he felt that he couldn't love her enough.

In his eyes, he felt that he was about to fall into her confused eyes. It was a sea, and he was boating with her in the sea, and he didn't know where the shore was, but it didn't matter, he had her, and she was the direction they were heading, and the shore where he was always docking.

Her lips are as soft and warm as red wine, with the aroma and sweetness of red and white wine. He and she were intoxicated, indulging in the waves of this fleeting youth.

"I'm a little worried, and I'm scared."

She was the first to wake up from the intoxication of the sea, with a fresh sorrow.

"What are you worried about? Afraid of what? ”

He looked at her, still immersed in the vast sea in her eyes, with her, warming her.

"I don't know."

Her sorrow was indeed a fog of emotions, which made her a little unable to see and express it.

"Then don't worry, don't be afraid."

He looked at her, and passed it on to her with the firmness in his eyes, helping her clear the fog that filled her heart.

"I'm here, always have been."

Without waiting for her to speak, he told her clearly and firmly. Just as he told her clearly and firmly that day, "We will definitely be together."

It was his oath to her, the same as the "I am, always have" he promised her, and it was the same oath he made to her, and it meant the same thing. It doesn't change at any time, he can do it.

"Oh-yes."

She nodded.

His steadfastness gave her strength. But she is still vulnerable, often involuntarily falling into sentimentality, and needs him to give her strength from time to time so that she can clear the emotional fog that always spreads.

She loves him, no doubt, because of love, so trust. It's just that she trusts him, but she doesn't dare to trust the emotion itself so wholeheartedly.

Because of those emotions in her past, those precocious births about eternity and loss in her heart after participating in life and death, and because of the black hole that sometimes spits out cold air somewhere in her heart, and sometimes the existence of a cold snow-capped mountain that the sun can't warm.

Even if the sun shines in, the heat of the dark place covered in ice and snow will be absorbed by the coldness and dark damp cold, and it will be difficult to warm up.

All this made her deeply doubt life, the existence of this world, and naturally the truth of her emotions.

Fortunately, she was not pulled into the whirlpool of nothingness by the black hole and coldness in her heart, but because of the impact of the sense of nothingness, she subconsciously and more actively looked for an existence that could give her a clear sense of direction and gain a sense of reality from nothingness.

Whether it is happiness or pain, or sadness, as long as she feels that she is real and her emotions are real, she can feel at ease.

Therefore, in her consciousness, Shannanm is her real emotion, but the emotion between herself and Shannan belongs to one of the common types of emotions of human beings.

If the existence of human beings and the world is unknowable or fleeting in her search, then this kind of human emotion naturally cannot escape its unsettled and gradually fading characteristic.

Inevitably, she will have both the passion of love for her and Shananan, and the constant panic and reservation of the inner feelings of her love for him.

She can't clearly distinguish her state of being concrete and abstract in her heart, just as she finds that she has both a warm love that makes people feel like a spring breeze and involuntarily puts on a cold and indifferent attitude in some people and things, and is full of hope in love and afraid of being hurt by love, she also treats herself as a life form that needs to be explored, and her feelings for herself and Shannan are often explored from the abstract perspective of emotions.

Of course, she can't clearly express the coldness in her heart, but when she is sentimental, she reveals an extreme lack of security because of the emptiness of emotions, but Shannan is perceptual.

Shannan was initially attracted by the cool, sunny, detached and flexible atmosphere of her inner being, because there was also an abstract existence in his own inner view of life and the world around him.

Later, when Shannan heard Yun Feng talk about the things she had when she was a child, he not only increased his love for her, but also better understood her views on life in the depths of her heart. Therefore, on weekdays, he pours more warm love and care for her, and is more tolerant and listening when she is emotional.

And the reason why Shannan can do this is that he is still different from Yun Feng: he lives in a happy home, his emotions have always been stable and rational, and he has been nurtured from the love of his parents and the harmonious democracy of the family atmosphere to naturally know how to love and express love.

Therefore, his rational warmth and quiet patience were just right to warm her heart, allowing her to unconsciously gain the strength to curb the growth of the black hole in her heart that was imprisoned by ice and snow.

The only thing that made Shanan Nantong a little regretful was that he was a little jealous of the past between her and Li Yunfeng that Yun Feng talked about, thinking that he hadn't become her childhood sweetheart, so that the sense of sympathy and illness that she had at that time was transferred to him. However, fortunately, Li Yunfeng is married, Li Yunhe is not worried, and he has also seen it, and it is very clear that Yunfeng and Li Yunhe cannot be together.

Sha Nan is not worried about the period of time he is leaving, and he is not worried that the relationship between them will be thin. He was worried that she would have an unknown amount of sentimentality because of this, and that he would not be able to be by her side at that time, and let her feel at ease in time, but what should he do?

He knew that of course she would be strong, and even sharpened to be stronger, but he didn't want her to be strong in such lovesickness and helplessness, what he wanted was to be with him, and to become stronger and stronger in pleasure because of the strength he generated around him. He wanted her smile to be safe, but he was even more afraid that she would continue to mourn and be unknown.

Speaking of which, the world is so big, it is enough for him to just live in this piece of sunshine in her smile. All he wanted to do was to better defend her smile and protect the natural innocence of her soul and the purest emotions with him.

Thinking of this, he really regretted it, why did he listen to her and go to the other side of the ocean alone? You know, he didn't want to leave her for a moment.

However, because he is a man who also desires to use the outside world to gain power, he can only do this, and the pursuit of career and self-blame for his beloved are the same.