Chapter 467: The Sorrow of the Past

Knowing such a situation, how could he possibly persuade him to give up everything, maybe the two of them would be happy after a while, and they would be able to enter the palace of happiness together.

There will still be a chance, so don't deny it so quickly at the beginning.

"So, a lot of times I feel very entangled, I don't want to face these problems, and sometimes I feel really tired and want to let go." It's useless to work hard by yourself, no matter what, you have to cooperate with him to be useful.

Otherwise, it's just a one-man show by himself, how can he have a good opportunity, and how can he enter the palace of happiness with him.

"What is love, what is love? In the past, I was completely hurt by love, and now I am really a little scared when it comes to love again. Shu Yixin suddenly remembered his past love, and I heard that it was also a vigorous result, and it didn't end in a breakup.

It's even more tragic than the average person who broke up.

At least people say that they break up in front of each other, I don't love you anymore, so let's break up, but his love doesn't even have such a word, he didn't explain anything to himself, and disappeared into his own world. Disappearing into my own life, it was like a dream, waking up with nothing.

More often than not, I feel like a dream, but what is it if it's not a dream? Because he didn't get anything, but got a body of pain, where he is now, why he left his heart like this, there is never an answer.

Shu Yixin has always been reluctant to talk about feelings at this time, many reasons are because of this, he always feels that the other party is elusive to himself, not that the other party doesn't know the other party's thoughts at all, and he is afraid that he will fall in love again, and he will be hurt as a result.

Therefore, at this time, I am still a good person, at least I will not let myself be hurt, at least I will not let myself be sad and sad, and create so much trouble for myself.

Instead of falling in love again, it is better for you to work hard, earn more money, and have a greater sense of accomplishment for yourself. I admit that I have fallen into the eyes of money, but there is no way to do it, after all, I am a poor person, and I must live hard and work hard in order to live, because only in this way can I improve my life and live a better life.

Whenever Shu Yixin thinks of this, some sad expressions always appear on his face. After all, the past is deeply imprinted in her heart, and it doesn't mean that she can let go if she wants to.

This matter has always been in my heart, and I can't get over it. In my heart, I have never been willing to mention this matter, but sometimes when I think about it, I still touch the wound and still feel pain.

"I'm sorry, didn't it remind you of the past, if you had known, you shouldn't have said these things." When Ren Xiaoou saw her expression, he seemed to be thinking of her past.

I shouldn't mention these things in front of her, I know that these things are painful for her, but I still can't control it, and when I mention my feelings, I don't think about her thoughts.

At this moment, she felt that she was wrong, and she shouldn't mention these sad ways in front of her, after all, these past events were really difficult for her, and she didn't know how many years had passed to get to where she is today.

No matter how you say that these things are in the past, you shouldn't go in and mention them, for her, it's trying to forget the things that happened in the past, but she didn't remember to mention these things in front of her, so that she remembered these things, and her heart would definitely hurt very much.

"It's okay, those things have passed, for me, sooner or later, I have to face it, the reason why I first said forgetting, it was because I couldn't face those things, but so many years have passed, many things have gradually faded away, and the pain is not so obvious." Shu Yixin thought back to the things that happened in the past, which had long passed for him.

Now that it's all in the past, there's no need to continue to mention it at this time and make yourself even more sad. After all, these things need to be forgotten, and you can't think about it all your life, and you can't get out of it for the rest of your life.

What should be forgotten is to forget, after all, I have been here for so many years, so when I just think about it, it will vaguely hurt, and it is not too much impact on myself, because I have long said that I will forget the past things, only in this way can I have a better future life.

It is impossible for him to feel sorry for himself, if he feels sorry for himself, how can he not appear for so many years, and I don't know how he is doing now, whether he will think of himself from time to time, or whether he has long left himself out of the clouds.

"That's right, but there are still traces in your heart, and it still hurts to think about it." Although so many years have passed, this incident has been in him, and it is a real thing, so it doesn't mean that it won't hurt after forgetting.

It's not like that, it's not that simple, no matter how these injuries are smoothed out, there will still be traces. said that it was nothing, but she still knew that she would still care about it in her heart, no matter how she said it, these things had happened to her, and they were still so unforgettable.

At the beginning, she loved each other so much, but she ended up like this, and in the end she didn't even say goodbye to breaking up, and left like this.

In this matter, I can say that they have all come over, and I clearly know how she survived back then. Therefore, I should be able to feel how much pain she has.

"It's a lie to say that it won't hurt at all, sometimes when I think about it, I still feel a faint pain, probably because I have always minded it in my heart, and I want to know why he chose to leave like this, why didn't he want to talk to me?" Is it really that difficult to talk to yourself? Even if you don't love yourself and don't want to continue to be with yourself, you can make it clear to yourself that you are not the kind of person who stalks and is not unreasonable.

As long as you explain it to yourself clearly and tell yourself his reasons, then you will definitely fulfill him and will not pester him.

But why didn't he even say a word, saying that he would disappear and disappear, didn't he know that he had waited for him for so long, just to wait for his appearance, but he guessed wrong, even if it was finally until now, five years have passed, and he still hasn't come back.

In fact, at this time, there is no expectation in her heart, but she is a little unwilling, and she wants to know the reason, why she really doesn't love herself, and there are other reasons for empathy.

At the end of the day, I just want to know why he did it and why he did it.

"So, if I don't mention it in front of you, you won't think of these things, and you won't have these pains." Ren Xiaoou always felt that all this was because of her own reasons, and if she didn't mention it, she wouldn't think of it.

Think about how you really are, why did you suddenly mention these sad questions, it's good to be sad and sad by yourself, why do you drag her into the water, I know that she is sad, but I still haven't thought it through, talking about these sad topics, and then reminding her of the past.

"Okay, you don't have to blame yourself, I really don't have anything, in fact, I also know that these things have to be faced sooner or later, but sometimes I think about it a little unwillingly, and I want to know the reason, why did he leave like this, he really didn't leave anything, not even a word." Shu Yixin has let go of a lot of things in the past, but some things have not been thought through, and it has always been a regret in her heart.

The reason why he is obsessed with his heart is just to know a why, he just wants to know, why he is unwilling to explain to himself, is it really that difficult to explain it himself?

"Thinking about it, I also feel a little curious about why it was done so suddenly, and why there has been no news." When Ren Xiaoou said these words, his eyes looked at Shu Yixin, and for a moment he wanted to tell her that he had actually returned, but you didn't know who he was.

At present, I am only suspicious, so even in the face of her, I don't dare to tell her directly, after all, I don't have enough evidence, and I am really afraid that she will be disappointed when the time comes.

I just suspected, I didn't have enough evidence, and I wasn't sure if it was the other party, so how did I get it at this time, and I said it easily. Afraid that he gave her hope, it ended in disappointment.

Ren Xiaoou glanced at her, and had something to say, but she was still choked in her throat, and finally she didn't say it. Although he said that he knew some things in his heart, he was not sure of it, and he did not dare to say it easily.

"I've thought about a lot of possibilities, and I don't know which one is the closest." I am not him, how do I know what he thinks, even if I have imagined many things, but that is not true.

But which one is closer? I really don't have any bottom in my heart. In this way, he disappeared into his life out of thin air, leaving nothing behind, leaving nothing to confess.

It's as if it never appeared, it never appeared in my life, I just had a dream, and after waking up from the dream, I was like this, and I didn't keep anything.