I said, "I'll ask you what to say." Did you know about your aunt when you were a child? ”

Zhou Yu: "Yes. ”

I asked again, "Then you couldn't have been in our house every day because you liked me, right?" ”

I laughed when I asked, I was just two little hairy children at that time, where do I know what to like. Seeing that he was silent, I immediately asked more bluntly: "Do you come to our house every day to come to eat, do you deliberately come to approach our house?" ”

Zhou Yu seemed to grit his teeth and replied, "Yes." ”

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, and there was a coolness in my eyes, "Let me guess what happened." After you heard about your aunt, you held a grudge against our family, but you couldn't do anything at a young age, so you took me as a target, and carried me with you all the bad things. He deliberately pretended to cover me in front of my dad in order to win the trust of my parents. Later, because you were in junior high school, you were temporarily isolated from me, and you didn't have the heart to think about it anymore, until I bumped into you again in junior high school, and your careful thoughts came up again, so you found me again. ”

At this point, I deliberately paused to see his reaction, but when I saw him bowing his head and not saying a word, my heart became more and more cold.

I continued: "I am afraid that the fight was deliberately taken with me. You want to scare me, and you want me to suffer something, but in fact I was really smashed with a brick and broken, do you feel happy at this time? I feel that I finally got angry for your aunt and hurt the daughter of the man who hurt your aunt. ”

noticed that Zhou Yu's mouth moved, but he still didn't make a sound, meaning that he acquiesced?

The hand hanging at his side was shaken, and a dull ache began somewhere in his heart. I squinted into the distance, and my voice was empty: "I always thought that you hated magic because my dad's show was too dangerous, but in fact, what you really hated was my dad, right?" Thus hate me too. From the very beginning of the purposeful approach, to the later slowly made me lose my heart on you, it was you who sought justice from my father for your aunt. My dad is my daughter, you take me as your goal, step by step, is it, in addition to love, even marriage is part of your plan? ”

As soon as my hand tightened, Zhou Yu grabbed my arm, and the weight made me feel pain.

It was only then that he raised his eyes, and the darkness of his eyes was so deep that I could not see through them.

"Jia Xiaoru, most of your inferences are wrong. I learned that my aunt was not from my parents, but from my grandmother's house when I went to play and saw my aunt locked up in the room, when she was going crazy and smashing things. I knew that my aunt had a mental problem, but that day I was suddenly curious to come over and listen, and I heard her keep muttering a person's name after smashing things inside, which is your father. Later, my grandmother told me what happened, and I was too young to distinguish right from wrong, so I subconsciously decided that your family was bad. ”

I didn't say anything when he paused, knowing he had something to do.

Sure enough, he added: "At first, I did see you as a target and deliberately approached you. The plan in my heart was to deliberately take you out to do bad things, and wanted your father to beat you, and then changed his mind, and it was better to make you trust me, but then I went to school in the city and the matter was over. When I ran into you again in junior high school, I was in a rebellious period, and I didn't want to let you go, so I found you again and took you to fight. ”

At this point he took a deep breath, "I confess, I was very bad at the time. In fact, when Da Fei ran towards you, I saw it in my spare eye, just to see how frightened you looked, so Da Fei smashed a brick into your head. I watched you fall to the ground, and for the first time I felt a panic, and then anger filled my brain, and I beat the big fly all over my body. On the way to the hospital with you, my hands were shaking, I was scared. ”

"I'm afraid that my injury will implicate you? Or are you afraid that I will be killed by that brick? I asked sarcastically.

Zhou Yu shook his head, as if he didn't see the irony on my face, and said to himself: "Neither." To be honest, I didn't understand why I was at that time, I just wanted to accompany you in the hospital, and then your father went, and I couldn't go again, and I was panicked at home alone, and ran back to my hometown to find you. That winter break was the most confused time for me, I would often look at you in a daze, wondering why I didn't hate you as much as I did at the beginning, and I would still feel beautiful when I saw you smiling.

Later, when I began to deliberately distance myself from you, Wei Lai often came close to me, and took the opportunity to use her as a shield. When I saw you from afar in school, I couldn't bear to look for you again, and after a semester to the high school entrance examination, I felt that I was not strong, and nothing was good. I ran to you on impulse and kept you on the grounds of the high school entrance examination, and I was both happy and troubled for three days. Happiness is the joy in the bottom of my heart, and the trouble is that I can't figure out why you seem to have changed your taste here, and you no longer feel disgusted, but you like it. ”

Zhou Yu turned his eyes to look at me, "Do you remember the time I asked you, do you remember the year of the high school entrance examination?" You may not know that the year of the high school entrance examination was the year when my mood changed for you. ”

I smiled, and the irony on the corner of my mouth overflowed, "You want to say that in the mid-term examination that year, you changed from disgust to liking for me?" ”

He frowned and stared at me, "You don't believe me?" ”

Of course I don't believe it.

However, I didn't answer him directly, but said softly: "Zhou Gongjin, do you know? When everything goes back to its roots with a purpose, then everything becomes impure. "These include liking, and love, including love, and marriage.

Zhou Yu's eyes were shocked, "Jia Xiaoru, you can't wipe everything out." My heart was pure when I first confessed to you, and I ...... every time I was with you since."

"Have you ever forgiven my father?" I interrupted him, and when I saw that he was silent, I said again: "Zhou Gongjin, you can't secretly hate my father while telling me that your feelings for me are true. Do you think such emotions are pure? Or do you want to say that after my father was gone, you made up your mind to treat me wholeheartedly, so you ran home and made a fuss about marrying me? ”

He looked at me in amazement: "How do you know? ”

I wanted to smile at him, but I found it difficult to even pull the corners of my mouth, "Of course I do, because your mother told me that I went to your house that year." Surprised? That's right, I've met your mom a long time ago, and this is the second time. But the ending is the same, your mom has the upper hand, and I am defeated. ”

Zhou Yu grabbed my hand: "That's why you broke up with me that year?" The real reason you broke up with me wasn't because you didn't forgive me, but because of my mom? ”

"Is there a difference?" I asked him with my head tilted slightly.

"Of course there is a difference, if you had told me earlier, I wouldn't have made so many detours, maybe I'd ......"

"Maybe you came to me sooner? Maybe last year's Chinese New Year's Eve you wouldn't just be downstairs, but upstairs? After I saw his eyes shrink, I lowered my head and said softly: "Zhou Gongjin, do you know? The real reason why I broke up with you is that I can't get over the hurdle in my heart, and I'm afraid that if the two of them continue to be together, they will only wear out all that bit of affection. That's what I thought at the time, but four years later, I don't understand one thing. ”

"What do you understand?"

Nothing that can be forgotten is important.

Just like the summer of the high school entrance examination, the kiss under the tree during the college entrance examination, and the noise in the university, all memories are blurred.

And what cannot be forgotten, even if you try to abandon it, it is still there, it is better to obey your heart and let it be immortal.

Maybe one day I will understand that the rotten shell that I can't ask for or pick up is just a farce.

The authorities are obsessed.

I took a deep breath and slowly looked up into those familiar and deep eyes.

"Zhou Gongjin, let's get a divorce."

I disagree!

Zhou Yu fell down this sentence and almost ran away in embarrassment. I looked at the figure that gradually disappeared at the door of the community, and my heart was gloomy, and the sentence was finally spoken.

My mother yelled at me to kneel down in front of my father's spiritual seat, and asked me to swear in front of my father to disown from their Zhou family and divorce Zhou Yu. Hearing that he was coming, I was afraid that my mother would force him again, so I went out of my father's room and quietly followed him downstairs against my mother's wishes, thinking that I could help me say a few words at a critical time.

But in the end, I said the word "divorce" myself.

Raising his head and looking at the sky, I called him Zhou Gongjin many years ago because of his name, and I thought I was Xiao Qiao in my heart, thinking that Zhou Gongjin would love me as much as I loved Xiao Qiao. I have always believed that Zhou Yu loves me.

I even swore to Wu Mi that I had said this.

But reality gave me the most real slap in the face, love, is just my imagination. If you really go back carefully, how many times has Zhou Yu said love to me? He did everything he seemed to like me, but he never mentioned love.

On the day I divorced Chen Huan, Zhou Yu proposed marriage to me, and I thought that Yu had failed in love once, so this time I would bet on marriage. But I don't know that Zhou Yu has not completely fallen in love with me in the past 20 years, what can marriage change?

That night, I received another text message from Zhou Yu - Jia Xiaoru, I don't agree to the divorce.

I could almost imagine that his fingers must have been very hard and his face was determined when he sent this text message.

I didn't reply, I threw my phone on the table and went to watch TV, but I didn't see anything on the TV.