Self-confidence comes from strength

(TXT full text) one hundred and eighty-eight has nothing to do

One hundred and eighty-eight has nothing to do with it

After spending almost two weeks of "happy" life with members of the "beggar gang" in the shelter. Hou Yu's arrow was finally released. The first thing he did when he came out was to find me to fight, but unfortunately, because he neglected to practice, not only did he not be able to take revenge, but he was also severely beaten by me.

I said to Hou Yu, who was rolling all over the ground by me: "Mr. Hou, do you know what is the most shameless thing in the world? ”

"I don't know!" He's no better than crazy.

"Then let me tell you, the first is to rely on women to eat, and the second is to beat women. Unfortunately, you are now not only number one, but also number two, and you are now the most shameless person in the world. ”

"Woman? Hmph, you're a woman too? Are women as insidious and vicious as you? ”

"Then it can only mean that you have failed as a man." I squatted down, and I could even smell the smell of "beggars" on him, I guess I hadn't taken a shower for two weeks, and said to his face lying on the ground, "Count what you've done all these years?" Nothing has been accomplished, except for relying on the party's cold nights, you have lost any ability to survive, you are not as good as migrant workers, they can still support their families with their own hands, what is it if you leave Han Lexiang...... Stuff. ”

"You scold me!" He sat up angrily.

"I scolded. You want to fight again, just let the horses come. ”

"Xue Zhixue!"

"I look forward to any challenge you may have." I stood up, clapped my hands and left.

Dang Han Ye began to edit his film, and my film script was preliminarily completed, and it was successfully approved by the project department, ready to be filmed.

I was so excited that I was finally making my own film. I wrote the script myself, the director was myself, and the producer was myself. The following is the crew preparing for me, and the cold night gave me a lot of advice.

Although many of Han Lexiang's big-name figures told me that they were waiting to join my crew at any time, my film is just a small-scale low-cost film, and the funds applied for are limited, I dare not invite big names, many of the producers are not very famous, and the actors are all second- and third-tier Han Lexiang Media.

The story of the movie tells the poignant story of a family who lives on the edge of the city to collect waste, and the prototype of the story comes from an old man who picked up garbage when we asked the executives to pick up garbage in the bustling section of Haidu during our Han Lexiang training. The filming location was selected in a medium-sized city in the central part of the country. The color of the sky in the city suited the feeling I was looking for, a little grey.

Our film crew's bus quietly drove into the city, where it stopped at a modest guest house.

At this time, jumping out of the shelter of the party's cold night, I really tasted the hardships of being a director.

On the first day, due to my lack of experience, my young crew got the wrong number of scenes, so that the whole crew was messed up all day and nothing was filmed.

The next day, the scene that was going to be filmed was stopped because of heavy rain, and the rainy scene was not prepared, so it had to be stopped for another day.

On the third day, I finally got into the right place. But there are always stumbles, everything is not going well, either the actor is stuck, or the props are wrong, or other messy things.

People with such a good temper as me inevitably got angry a few times before they knew why some directors were scolding on the set. I even thought about giving up at one point, pessimistic that I was not a director at all, and at most I was a little makeup artist in the crew. Several times I took out my mobile phone and wanted to call the party on a cold night, telling him that I was going to give up filming, but in the end I didn't have the courage to make this call. I was on the verge of giving up and persevering for a week.

After a week of location shooting, I felt that it was not possible to go on like this, it was too much work, and after the end of the day, I found a department head to chat with, and I said: "For a week, due to my lack of experience and mistakes, I am also tired of everyone's hard work." Let's meet today, everyone will be honest with each other, talk casually, no one is allowed to get angry today. No matter what others say, don't get angry, don't care, okay? ”

When everyone agreed, we talked about it, and we pulled out a lot of questions, and it also provided us with some good ideas for shooting, which made my eyes suddenly brighter. Therefore, I kept this kind of idle form of meeting, and brought some people in the crew together every once in a while, and talked in a homely way, and always said some good ideas and methods every time. I believe that sometimes speaking can inspire creativity, especially when people are talking together.

One day we finished filming in the suburbs, returned to the city, and ate at a small restaurant. More than 20 people from our crew roared to fill the store.

The hostess hurriedly greeted us in person, and we simply ordered some food. She took note of our meals and beckoned the waitress to bring tea.

"Ah Qian, hurry up and serve tea to the guests! This kid is always so useless, what he does is grinding, and he looks good enough to eat? ......" the proprietress nagged and counted down the two guys in her shop.

I looked at the two fellows, one was thin but very capable, and brought the teapot neatly, poured free inferior tea on my table, and then went to work elsewhere. And the other guy has a great figure, a height of 1.8 meters, a golden ratio, slender and handsome, but he wears a baseball cap that presses the brim to cover his eyes. With his head bowed and his back to me, he brought the teapot to the people at the table, turned around and went into the back room.

Confused, I stood up and followed, and the waiter quickened his pace and walked inside.

I shouted: "Hou Yu arrow! ”

He ran away, and I chased him in, and I chased him into the backyard.

"Stop!"

But he didn't stop at all, opened the back door and ran out, and I chased it out. The street lights are on, and the traffic is shuttling. He ran in front and I chased behind, and the dirty dust of industrialization was suspended in the air.

Chasing me to the crowded farmer's market, I shouted, "Catch the thief, catch the thief!" "But no one helped me catch him, just turned my head and watched him fly through the crowd. An aunt who was buying chickens had just caught a chicken from the chicken dealer's cage, and was startled by Hou Yu's arrow that ran over, and as soon as her hand was released, the big rooster flew, and the chicken feathers fell on the aunt's head, and the big rooster fled in panic, causing the dog of the uncle who walked the dog to chase and bark. Chickens and dogs jump throughout the farmer's market.

Chase out of the farmer's market, and further on, a river crosses in front of you. Hou Yujian ran to the river. Holding on to the river railing, he stopped, gasping for air.

I crossed my waist and gasped, "You're still running...... Run! ”

"Xue Zhixue, where did I offend you? Why do you always have trouble with me? Hou Yujian said in despair.

"Hou Yujian, you want to try to support yourself, that's right, but do you think you can make a living as a guy in a restaurant?"

"What else do you want me to do? I don't spend a penny on the party's cold night now. ”

"Yes, you don't spend a penny on him now, but he worked hard to train you, just to let you come to the restaurant as a buddy?"

"I don't need you to entangle the matter between me and the cold night of the party. It's none of your business. Xue Zhixue, just take care of yourself, you are now the treasure of the cold night of the party, the treasure of Han Lexiang. I'm a waste, I'm useless, you never want to turn waste into treasure! He said so badly that he slid down the railing and sat on the ground.

I walked over and sat next to him, leaning against the railing and looking up, the gray sky was only a few dim stars, the sky in this city was very similar to Zhengzhou, where the air quality was very poor when I was in school, and I rarely saw stars at night.

We looked at the sky together in a daze, and it was rare to be so free in our hearts. In the gray night sky, a small star spilled light into my eyes through layers of polluted air, lighting up the longing for purity in my heart, and I looked up to him in the dark, attached to him, and secretly loved him......

Hou Yujian used his mobile phone to illuminate me, and I took out the small notebook I carried with me and wrote the title track of the "Secret Love" album "Luminous Love".

Hou Yujian was arrested by me and made a scene note for my movie. He was an excellent field reporter, and with his help, the rest of the work went a lot smoother.

After finishing the filming in the city, we returned to Haidu, I didn't call to tell Lin Qifeng that I was going back, and I bought a local specialty leather coat for him as a gift, wanting to surprise him.

I swallowed three tablets of motion sickness medicine and sat on the bus, my head was still a little dizzy. Hou Yujian sang and joked to me all the way, and even told the yellow jokes, but he couldn't solve my motion sickness.

When I got home in the middle of the night, I dragged my heavy luggage to the door of the house, found the key to open the door, and was so tired that I was dying. I fell on the couch and didn't want to get up again, so I fell asleep in a daze, and when I opened my eyes, it was already dawn.

I sat up and just in time to see a young and beautiful sexy girl coming down the stairs, and both she and I were taken aback.

Then I heard Lin Qifeng's voice from the top of the stairs: "Don't come tonight, my girlfriend is going to ...... today" His words were halfway stuck, because I had already returned.

I pressed the clouds and storms in my heart with all my strength, and said calmly: "It's okay Miss, we don't live together, you can continue to come tonight, and you must come, tonight's appearance fee will be paid by me." I threw a friendly welcome smile at the end.

"Xiaoxue, this is ...... Misunderstanding......" Lin Qifeng stammered.

Is this still a misunderstanding? What is not a misunderstanding? Could it be that I saw the whole process of the two of you in bed with my own eyes? No, that's also a misunderstanding, it's all a misunderstanding anyway. He always boasts of his purity, how much he cares about me and loves me...... I don't know how to react, I really don't.

I smiled and said to the sexy girl: "Let's stay and have breakfast together, Mr. Lin Qifeng's breakfast is very delicious and special." ”

She shook her head at a loss and said, "No...... No, you guys are busy. Then he ran out of the house.

I also sent her outside the door and said her goodbye cordially, apparently thinking that she had met a madman and had fled. I sent the girl away, and then came back, smiling with a "happy" face, and took out the leather coat I was going to give to Lin Qifeng, so that he could see if he liked it or not.

He was dumbfounded and stupid: "Xiaoxue, you are ......"

"A gift for you, I haven't seen you for so long, give a gift to express my thoughts." I smiled and draped the leather coat over him, asking him to see if it was suitable, and he was at my mercy.

"Well, yes, very handsome!" After helping him try on clothes, I carried my luggage and went back to my room to take a shower.

Tears fall with the water of the sprinkler, let's flow, let's go, let's go quickly, I can't let anyone who doesn't love me see a single tear of me, I don't have a single tear for him. I just don't be jealous, I just don't get angry, I just don't care, I don't care, I don't care, I don't care about everything about him, I don't care how many women he has, how many women he wants, what does that have to do with me? .

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