Chapter 188: The Cold War Begins
It's all because of love, that's why she's so embarrassed. It's all because of her heart, that's why she's so hard.
Yin Zhen didn't speak at this time, he was thinking about Wanru's words, Wanru said well, when he first got married, Wanru was still a little cautious, and he couldn't let go, as he became better and better to Wanru, Wanru began to let go in front of him, at the beginning, Wanru was not so greedy, Wanru just wanted to be a good wife.
It was he who gave Wanru hope, but now, does he really bear to let Wanru despair?
Yin Zhen thought of Wanru being a good wife, she would not be so slimy with him, she would not be unscrupulous in front of him, she would not stand at the door and wait for him every day, she would not wash her hands and make soup for him, she would not sew clothes for him, and she would not ...... Won't ...... for him If Wanru were a good wife, then she wouldn't do so much for him, Wanru would keep a distance from him, would respect him like a guest, respect him with fear, and carefully bear everything he gave.
Run the house for him, manage the backyard for him, send him off with a smile on his face when he goes to other women's houses, and when he spoils her a little, Wanru will remind him not to forget the other sisters, and it is only right to open up for him as soon as possible.
Thinking of such a scene, Yinzhen felt uncomfortable, Wanru should take him first and should not ignore him. Wanru is used to his existence, he is also used to Wanru's existence, used to everything Wanru has done for him, if one day, these are gone, Wanru will no longer revolve around him, Wanru will start to work for herself, for her children. For the benefit of her family, will he not be used to it? Will he miss Wanru before?
What kind of existence is Wanru and him?
As for the person he imagined was more desirable than Wanru, compared to Wanru. It doesn't seem to be worth mentioning.
Thinking of this, Yin Zhen clenched Wanru's fist, and Wanru threw herself into his arms. Howling and crying, Yinzhen patted Wanru's back distressedly, and said, "Ru'er, I can't bear to see you desperate, since I have made you such a character, then I will be responsible for you, and I will not leave you." Won't leave yours behind. ”
After calculating the gains and losses, at this moment, Yinzhen decided in his heart that it was a very painful thing to lose Wanru. He can't lose Wanru, he can't touch Wanru's bottom line.
In the next few days, after the last confession, Wanru and Yinzhen were a little weird between each other, and they were no longer tired of being together every day. After Yinzhen returned to the inner room. Wanru was already asleep, so Yinzhen hugged Wanru to sleep.
Even when the two of them get along, they don't talk so much, and both of them feel a little embarrassed.
After confessing their hearts that day, it stands to reason that Wanru and Yinzhen should be in love, but it's the opposite. The two are not as close as before, and they are a little rusty.
Wanru felt a little disheartened, although she was in a hurry to like Yinzhen, and she was ready not to ask for anything in return, but in the face of Yinzhen's hesitation again and again, she would also be cold, and she would be tired. Yinzhen is a stone, she has been warm for so many years, and there is no real warmth.
She is just an ordinary person, she is in contact with love for the first time, even if she has been telling herself in her heart not to be discouraged and insist, but in the face of Yinzhen's unwillingness, Wanru is really tired.
In the past, even if Yinzhen's attitude towards her was vague, she was still optimistic in her heart, and she was still sticky with Yinzhen, and she firmly believed that one day, she would let Yinzhen clarify his attitude.
But now, Yinzhen has a clear attitude, and she has made an oath to her for the rest of her life, but because Yinzhen's oath is not so willing, Yinzhen made it under her persecution, Wanru suddenly felt a little disheartened, felt bored, and she didn't want to continue to use a hot face to Yinzhen's unruly.
Knowing Yinzhen's reluctance, she also went to kiss me and me with Yinzhen, Wanru couldn't ignore Yinzhen's true thoughts like before, she couldn't do Yinzhen to be good to her, so she forgot Yinzhen's reluctance. Her heart is not made of iron, and her heart is a little broken now.
But she didn't give up Yinzhen, she was just tired, she decided to rest for a while, and then try again to warm Yinzhen.
And Yinzhen, because he felt guilty about Wanru, he was embarrassed to be intimate with Wanru as before, what Wanru asked for, he always knew, but he had been playing Tai Chi all the time, and did not give Wanru a clear answer, the previous agreement and the oath of the previous days, he was forced by Wanru to say it.
He is now like treating Wanru as a spare tire, he and Wanru are making do now, and when the person who is more in his heart appears, he will say goodbye to Wanru, Yinzhen was shocked by the thoughts in his heart, when did he become like this?
Yinzhen, who has such an idea, is full of guilt when he faces Wanru again, even if he has decided that he only needs Wanru in this life, but he actually has this idea, Yinzhen spits on himself.
Since he is not willing to Wanru, then he kisses me and me like before, and Wanru has no guilt, Yinzhen can't do it, it is disrespectful to Wanru, and it is also disrespectful to him.
Wanru is cold-hearted, Yinzhen is embarrassed, such two people, in the following days, become rusty.
Every morning, the two of them still hugged each other and woke up on time, Wanru would still serve Yinzhen to wash up as before, have breakfast, send Yinzhen to go out, and wait for Yinzhen to come back at night, Yinzhen went to the study, even dinner was used in the study, and when it was time to sleep at night, Yinzhen went back to the inner room, at this time, Wanru had fallen asleep, Yinzhen washed up by herself, and also went to bed.
Yinzhen actually wanted to lie in the study, but the first time he tried to lie in the study for a while, he felt that the bed in the study was hard, and there was no temperature, Yinzhen couldn't lie down, so he got dressed and went back to the inner room.
At the end of the day, the two of them were only together in the morning, but at this time in the morning, Wanru and Yinzhen avoided looking directly into each other's eyes, avoiding looking at each other, even if they were accidentally matched, they quickly turned away.
Such a scene fell in the eyes of the four daughters of Meilan Zhuju and Mama Wu, that is, Wanru and Yinzhen quarreled personally, but the four daughters of Meilan Zhuju and Mama Wu were all puzzled, the two of them obviously did not quarrel?
This kind of scene lasted for a month, and the four daughters of Meilan Zhuju and Mama Wu were not calm, so after discussing, on this day, the four daughters of Meilan Zhuju went to ask Wanru, and Mama Wu went to ask Yinzhen.
Among the four daughters of Meilan Zhuju, Ju Xue is the most stable, and she is the most graceful to rely on on weekdays, so the matter of inquiry is from Ju Xue.
In the inner room, Wanru was sitting on the couch, sewing a summer shirt for Yinzhen, she had a cold war with Yinzhen, but Wanru would still do what she had to do.
Ju Xue sat next to her, sewing clothes for Wanru, Ju Xue saw that Wanru was bored and embroidered without making a sound, Ju Xue swallowed her saliva and asked casually, "Fujin, has the fourth master been busy lately?" ”
Hearing Ju Xue's question, Wanru replied without raising her head, "Maybe, recently he went into the study as soon as he came back, and even dinner was used in the study, and he stayed in the study late every day, so he must have had a lot of errands." ”
Ju Xue was gagged by Wanru's words, Wanru replied like this, what should she say? If Wanru asked why she asked this, she could still lead to the next words, but now Wanru simply answered her question and didn't say anything, which made Ju Xue difficult.
She regretted in her heart that she shouldn't have asked like that.
After thinking about it, Ju Xue decided to ask directly, she, Fujin, doesn't like others beating around the bush the most, so she said, "Fujin, the slave maid has no other meaning, the slave maid sees that the fourth master has been busy recently and has no time to have dinner with you, so I will ask more, the slave and the maid are worried, is there any misunderstanding between you and the fourth master." In the last sentence, Ju Xue said carefully.
Hearing Ju Xue say that she had misunderstood, Wanru paused for a moment in the movements in her hand, but it was only a pause, and Wanru continued to embroider: "There is no misunderstanding, I am no different from him before." Wanru's voice was faint.
"However, Mama Wu and the slaves and maids all look at it, you and the fourth master are not as close as before."
Wanru raised her eyes and squinted at Ju Xue, "You also have to take care of the affairs between me and the fourth master?" ”
When Ju Xue heard Wanru say this, she immediately stuck out her tongue, she was sure in her heart that there was really a contradiction between her family Fujin and the fourth master, otherwise her family Fujin would not choke her like this.
"Fujin, Mama Wu and the slaves and maids also care about you, and Mama Wu and the slaves and maids all hope that you and the fourth master can be harmonious and beautiful," Ju Xue explained.
"I know, so I don't blame you" Wanru continued to embroider the clothes in her hand.
Seeing that Wanru didn't seem to be going to speak, Ju Xue thought about it, gritted her teeth and said, "Fujin, is there really no misunderstanding between you and the fourth master?" ”
"Do you hope there is a misunderstanding?" Wanru glanced at Ju Xue expressionlessly.
Ju Xue shrunk her neck, "Naturally not, the slaves and maids all hope that you can be in harmony with the fourth master for a lifetime." "Ju Xue decided to play the emotional card" Fujin, the slave maid has followed you since childhood, what kind of character are you, the slave and maid also know that the slave and maid are your mother's family, so I dare to persuade a sentence: Although you are Fujin, but this yard, or the fourth master said that it counts, the fourth master is still very good to you on weekdays, if there is any misunderstanding between you, the slave and the maid hope that you should untie it as soon as possible, otherwise, you and the fourth master are not happy, and the slaves and maids are also worried. (Your support is my biggest motivation.) )