Chapter 189: Wanru's decision
Wanru listened to Ju Xue's words, and stopped what she was doing, "What do you mean, this courtyard is in charge of the fourth master, is it possible that the fourth master is not satisfied with me and will drive me out?" "This is Yinzhen's yard, and it is Yinzhen who is in charge in the end, could it be that Yinzhen really kicked her out?
"How is this possible? Fujin, you misunderstood what the slave meant" Ju Xue waved her hand again and again, cold sweat broke out on her head, this own Fujin is too good at association, how can it be so serious as Fujin said.
"What the slave means is that in this courtyard, the final master is the fourth master, if the fourth master is unhappy, isn't it difficult for you?"
Although Wanru is in charge of the backyard, who gave her the power to be in charge of the backyard? It's not Yinzhen who gave it. If Yin Zhen is happy and takes away this power, in this palace where the high and low are high, the life of Wanru will be really difficult.
Before Wanru got married, Jue Luo not only taught Wanru to be a virtuous and prosperous husband for heaven, but Jue Luo also told the four daughters of Meilan Zhuju to take good care of Wanru.
Wanru has not been wronged since she was a child at home, and she is a loved one, but Wanru married into the palace this time, and the people there are more noble than Wanru, Wanru must understand the rules inside, don't be willful, and don't have a small temper.
One of the tasks of the four daughters of Meilan Zhuju is to look at Wanru, don't let her be petty, the palace is not the Infantry Commander's Mansion, and she can't be capricious. Now Ju Xue is seriously carrying out what Jue Luo explained. Of course, in Ju Xue's heart, she also hopes that Wanru and Yinzhen will have a good life.
"Isn't it a good month for me? I should eat, drink, and live comfortably, as long as I don't make big mistakes. Then I am Sifujin, this is a fact that no one can erase. Wanru said so, but the discomfort in her heart was known only to her.
Wanru didn't want to have a cold war with Yinzhen originally. She was just disheartened for a while, so she no longer smiled at Yinzhen like before, and no longer walked around Yinzhen like before. It's not like before, as long as Yinzhen is there, she will stick to Yinzhen.
Wanru thought that if she did this, Yinzhen would coax her, but Wanru didn't expect that Yinzhen seemed to be angry with her, Yinzhen didn't look at her now, Wanru laughed at herself in her heart. She really took herself seriously, thinking that Yinzhen would coax her, but Yinzhen seemed to be angrier than her.
Wanru felt that her actions were a joke. She laughed at herself in her heart. was hit by Yinzhen's approach, Wanru was even more disheartened, and felt cold in her heart.
Wanru didn't expect Yinzhen to endure it for a month. Judging from the current scene, it seems that Yinzhen can still live well without her.
Wanru, who has such thoughts in her heart, is on her hand with Yinzhen, since Yinzhen ignores her, she doesn't pay attention to Yinzhen, she eats and drinks well and wears well every day, and there are so many people waiting, her life is very comfortable. She doesn't want to be unable to live because of a man!
"But Fujin, you and the slave maid, in the final analysis, are still dependent on the fourth master to live, if you really make the fourth master unhappy, the fourth master accepts other women. How good is that? Ju Xue was most worried about this, she was afraid that when her family Fujin and Yinzhen were in trouble, other women would take advantage of it.
Although now is not the time for the draft, it is easy for the prince to add a woman to the backyard. Ju Xue is now afraid that Yin Zhen will be angry and deliberately find a woman to come back, in that case, it will really be terrible.
"Fourth Master, he won't." Attached to Yinzhen and living? If Yinzhen doesn't want her, then she won't be able to live? Wanru's heart flashed with confusion, and then she remembered the vow that Yinzhen made under her persecution, and Wanru's heart was a little confident, this sentence was not only for Ju Xue, but also for herself, so her voice was full of firmness.
Ju Xue was taken aback by Wanru's words, how could her family Fujin guarantee that the fourth master would not accept other women?
But she didn't dare to ask this, seeing that Wanru had a bad look on her face, Ju Xue encouraged herself in her heart, and continued to persuade, "Fujin, the slave knows that you are unhappy, but the slave still wants to say a few more words, if you have any misunderstanding with the fourth master, you should solve it as soon as possible, compared to the three Fujin next door, the fourth master is really good to you and has nothing to say, the husband like the fourth master may not be able to find it with a lantern." So the slave and maid advise you to cherish the good of the fourth master, and don't make trouble with the fourth master. ”
In the eyes of Ju Xue, a native of the ancients, Yinzhen has nothing to say about Wanru, not to mention the concern for Wanru on weekdays, it is Kangxi's thirty-one year draft, Yinzhen pushed Li Yurou and others for Wanru, and over the years, Yinzhen has always been only Wanru alone, and this alone is something that other men can't do.
In the people, ordinary people, as long as a man has two bad money, he will have other thoughts and want to take a concubine, and ordinary men are still like this, not to mention the noble fourth elder brother Yinzhen.
So in Ju Xue's opinion, Wanru and Yinzhen are awkward, it is completely unnecessary, Wanru is lucky to meet such a good husband, but instead of cherishing it, it is awkward, if it is changed to other women, it is not too late to be happy, how can it be awkward with Yinzhen.
As for what Wanru has done for Yinzhen over the years, in Ju Xue's opinion, this is the right thing to do, it is a matter of course, the man is outside, the woman is inside, after the man comes back, the woman serves the man, and it has been like this since ancient times.
Ju Xue's words made Wanru silent, in the eyes of Ju Xue, the ancients, she was hypocritical, she was looking for something to do, Wanru felt bitter in her heart, Ju Xue thought like this, did Yinzhen also think like this?
Was she really wrong? Should she not persecute Yinzhen? Should she be like an ordinary ancient woman, with Yinzhen as the sky, Yinzhen is what she says, she is just an accessory of Yinzhen, and she can't live without Yinzhen?
Live like that, when she didn't fall in love with Yinzhen, maybe she would choose that kind of life, but she fell in love with Yinzhen, how could she really love Yinzhen, how could she share him with other women, either she wanted a complete Yinzhen, or she completely drew a line with Yinzhen.
Wanru spit on herself in her heart, and obviously got Yinzhen's oath, why is she bitter in her heart.
Wanru's heart was in a mess, and she couldn't embroider anymore, so she said, "You go out, I want to lie down for a while, I won't call you, don't come in and disturb me." ”
Ju Xue saw that Wanru's face was very bad, so she answered yes and withdrew.
After Ju Xue went out, Wanru didn't move, she continued to sit on the couch in a daze, she didn't admit that she was hypocritical, she didn't admit that she was looking for trouble, unless she was a fool, she would be sad at this time.
When is such a day a head? The two have been married for so long, and they quarreled once, and it was Yinzhen who took the initiative to come back at that time, what about this time? It's been a month, isn't it that if she doesn't take the initiative to bow her head, then Yinzhen will never put down her body to coax her?
Wanru felt that her whole body was exuding an aura called bitterness, she fell in love, is it easy for her, Yinzhen If she puts it on the modern side, it is a standard scumbag, if Wanru meets such a person in modern times, then she will not hesitate to say goodbye to the scumbag.
But now it's not modern, it's the Qing Dynasty, Yinzhen is like this, not only is he not a scumbag, but he is still a model of a good husband. Ju Xue, a native of the ancients, has always persuaded her to cherish Yinzhen, don't really wait for Yinzhen to run away, she has no place to cry.
Wanru felt a breath of anger in her heart, she looked at the half-embroidered summer shirt in front of her, Wanru picked up the scissors, and after cutting them all the time, the original semi-finished clothes became a pile of strips of cloth. Wanru looked at the strips of cloth in the sewing basket and felt a little relieved.
She was depressed just now, she really wanted to bring Yinzhen over and beat her! Since marrying Yinzhen, Yinzhen has made her cry, and the tears she shed in her last life for more than 20 years are not as many as in the past few years. She wanted to vent, she wanted to beat Yinzhen, didn't Yinzhen ignore her? She will fight until Yinzhen takes care of her!
Wanru even had an idea in her heart, if Yinzhen had an awkward fight with her in the future, then she would fight with Yinzhen alone, if Yinzhen lost, then Yinzhen would listen to her in the future. But this thought flashed in Wanru's mind, Wanru knew that this was impossible, Yinzhen was a prince and brother, with strong self-esteem, how could he obey her as a woman.
Wanru put down the sewing basket, she returned to the bed, her eyes stared at a certain place in a daze, Yinzhen has not come back yet, after coming back today, it should be the same as a few days ago, she was not seen, so she went into the study, and then came back to sleep very late.
The next day, I opened my eyes, waited for him to wash, and wrote breakfast casually, then Yinzhen left, and the next day was a repeat of today.
Wanru didn't know when such a day would be the end, Wanru wiped away the tears that secretly fell from the corners of her eyes, and felt infinite grievances in her heart for a while, she decided, if Yinzhen didn't take the initiative to coax her, then she would never take the initiative to stick to Yinzhen again this time.
For so many years, she has not covered Yinzhen, for so many years, Yinzhen has been vague about her, and finally her attitude is clear, but it is in Yinzhen's unwillingness.
Wanru felt that she was not so cheap, she couldn't take the initiative to get close to Yinzhen anymore, Yinzhen didn't take her seriously, she had to take herself seriously.
As for whether Yinzhen will accept other women in the future, thinking of the scene when Yinzhen led the woman into the door, Wanru bit her lower lip and said ruthlessly in her heart, since Yinzhen wants to lead it, then let him lead it, and when the time comes, she will completely break with Yinzhen. Yinzhen, don't want to touch her.
But thinking of Yinzhen's recent performance, Wanru laughed like a self-deprecating smile, maybe Yinzhen didn't want to touch her.
Thinking of this, Wanru sniffed, isn't she just a man, what's the big deal, without Yinzhen, she still lives a wonderful life alone. (Your support is my biggest motivation.) )