I don't know how many intersections I have walked, I only know that I have walked a long, long way, recalling the past scene by scene in my mind, and always thinking about the breakup with Zhou Yu at the end. I can't tell who hurt more than the other at that time, he wanted to marry me to protect me, and he didn't hesitate to quarrel and fight with the family, but when he came back, he broke up with me.

And I, three months and five days, is enough time for me to think through a lot of things.

I couldn't get out of the night my father left, I couldn't forgive him, and with Zhou's mother's words, I felt like I had walked into a dead end, and I couldn't find a way out.

Maybe I was too young at the time, and the heavy blow broke my mind. Now, I might be able to handle it more calmly. But there was a voice in his heart that said coldly: In the face of Zhou Gongjin, you can't be calm.

I was silent for a moment, and I had to admit it.

With the growth of social experience, I can calmly deal with anyone and everything, but him.

So when Chen Huan was arrested for prostitution, he felt embarrassed.

And when he proposed to marry me, he completely lost his usual composure, and didn't even think about it for a second. Because I'm afraid that after thinking about it, I won't have the courage and the determination to fight him to the end.

When I held the red notebook, only two words came to my mind - finally.

He wanted to marry me four years ago, and four years later he still wanted to keep his original idea, and for whatever reason, I didn't hesitate.

But the premise of no hesitation is that he and I are safe and secure, even if we quarrel, quarrel, and get angry, but there is no one else.

And this other person, only can't be, Wei Lai.

She is a thorn, a thorn that can never be pulled out of my heart, I don't need to touch it, it hurts when I think about it.

I don't know where I've gone, it seems that I'm out of town, there's a bus stop in front of me, and I'm going to go over and see the location. As soon as he turned around, his eyes couldn't help but sink.

Dozens of meters away, a long figure stood there.

I remember reading such a passage in a book -

I still feel precious to this day,

It's a person who walks a long way in anger, and when he is too tired to walk, he turns around and realizes that you have been following me.

It was the moment when I was held in the palm of my hand by the world.

It's like having a nightmare in which we argue, hurt, and abandon each other.

When I woke up, I smelled poached eggs in the sun.

When I saw this passage, I thought of him in my mind, and I wondered if he had stayed where he had been waiting for me, would he have been able to smooth out the thorn in my heart in the end, and I would have forgiven him after all?

But we abandoned each other for four years.

Even if there is a smell of poached eggs after waking up from a dream, it should be cold.

Zhou Yu walked over, lowered his eyes and asked, "Are you still leaving?" ”

I raised an eyebrow, "Are you still leaving?" ”

He looked away curtly, but said, "Is it okay not to follow?" I'm afraid that you will run away again when you are angry, and I can't chase after you. ”

There was a bus coming, and I didn't see where it was going, so I walked up with my feet up. But rummaging through the pockets of his body and not finding a coin, the long hand stretched out behind him stuffed two coins into the hole.

There were three or two people in the car, and I walked to the back and sat down by the window, and he sat down next to him.

I was really tired of walking, and when I sat down, I felt that my legs were sore. I heard him whisper beside him: "Jia Xiaoru, we won't quarrel in the future, can we say anything calmly?" ”

I smiled lightly and didn't respond.

Leaning my head against the window and slowly closing my eyes sleepily, I felt my head being pulled over in a haze, smelled a familiar breath, and I fell asleep peacefully. I had a dream, there was no quarrel or hurt in the dream, Zhou Yu got up early in the morning and made me breakfast to call me, I was sleepy and didn't want to get up, he was annoyed all the time, and then I kicked him out of bed in annoyance.

He got up from the floor and asked angrily: "Daughter-in-law, how do you have violent tendencies?"

I glanced at him lazily and said in an arrogant tone: My violent tendencies are only for you.

He dragged him to the living room after washing, and there was a plate of white and purple flowers on the dining table, and inside were two fried golden and round poached eggs, which were still steaming.

I was inexplicably happy, and I was about to bow my head to eat when a noise in my ears pulled me back from my dream to reality.

In the fog, I heard a voice talking overhead: "My wife is asleep, can you let us get off the bus later?" ”

"I'm sorry, we're off work."

There was silence for a moment, and an unhappy voice floated in: "Then you wait a minute, I'll wake her up." ”

With just a nudge, I opened my eyes, and the dark and clear eyes were directly above me.

"Awake? We've arrived. He asked.

Sitting up from his lap, his muscles and bones ached, and his neck seemed to be twisted into a tendon. After stepping off the bus, I looked around, and there was an extremely simple bus parking lot, and there were three small buses similar to those we were on.

It's scattered and looks very cold.

When I walked out of the parking lot, Zhou Yu told me that I couldn't get a taxi here, and the last bus was at half past seven, which was the one we were on. That is to say, there are only two ways to go back now, one is to walk back on two legs, and the other is to find out if there is a car to go to the city to hitchhike.

The former is undoubtedly unlikely, according to Zhou Yu, the bus has been driving for an hour and a half, and it takes three or five hours to walk.

As soon as I inquired along the road, there was a small town called "Luoyang" in front of me. Of course, this Luoyang is not Biluoyang, but at eight or nine o'clock, the town is dim, and only a few shops are still lit.

I turned around, but I couldn't find the car to go to town. Zhou Yu suggested finding a restaurant to eat, and I didn't object.

Walking into a farmhouse restaurant, the boss greeted us warmly, and when I heard Zhou Yu ordering food, my heart moved, and I interjected: "Two poached eggs." The boss and he were stunned for a moment, afraid that no one would order poached eggs when they went to the restaurant to eat.

When the omelette was served, I took my chopsticks and ate it myself.

Zhou Yu couldn't help but ask, "Why do you want to eat poached eggs?" ”

casually gave a reason: "When you're hungry, it's the fastest." "The skin of the freshly fried egg is crispy, and the yolk inside is tender, and the juice comes out when it is punctured, and there is a smell of eggs.

Soon the two poached eggs were eaten, and I wiped my mouth with a tissue contentedly, and what I didn't eat in my dream came true in reality.

The boss may be bored, and he came out to chat with us after the food, listening to Zhou Yu talking to the other party without saying a word, and the atmosphere was quite harmonious. At the checkout, the boss took two apples out and said that today was Christmas Eve, and they were specially gifted.

I glared at the rosy apple, turned around and walked out of the store.

Zhou Yu quickly caught up, and saw that his hands were empty. He didn't mention Apple, only said that there should be no car back to the city tonight, so he would stay in the town for one night. Noncommittal, I followed him into the hotel, and the front desk asked us for ID card registration.

My documents are all in my wallet, and I didn't bring my bag when I went out today, so it goes without saying that my documents are definitely not on me.

Zhou Yu took out his own from his inner pocket, negotiated with the front desk and only registered one, and took out all his police station documents, and finally the little girl nodded and agreed.

The room is a big bed room, the facilities are relatively simple, but there should be.

I went to the bathroom to take a shower, and only came out when I dried my hair, I smelled a faint smell of smoke in the room, and when I turned my eyes, I saw Zhou Yu standing by the window and smoking, the window was open.

"You go wash it." I walked over to the bedside and turned on the TV with the remote control.

But seeing that Zhou Yu didn't move, he probably wanted to smoke the cigarette. Sure enough, when I lifted the quilt and lay in, he walked to the bathroom, but stopped by the door and looked back, "You're not going to sneak away while I'm in the shower, are you?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then I laughed, "It's dark here, where can I run?" ”

And, when I was as naïve as a teenage girl, I still played the trick of sneaking away?

He nodded, "Remember what you said." Then he went into the bathroom, but he didn't close the door, and soon the sound of water came.

The smile on my face faded, and he lost confidence in me.

Zhou Yu soon came out of the shower, his hair was still dripping, and his eyes flashed with relief when he saw that I was still there. The bath towel was on his upper body, and it couldn't hide too much spring light. Maybe because of his profession, he has not neglected to exercise, so the obvious abdominal muscles are particularly masculine.

As he walked to the bedside, I muttered without squinting, "My hair doesn't blow dry." ”

The figure paused, but still sat down on the edge of the bed, only to see him wipe the bath towel indiscriminately and then throw the bath towel away, and then his hair turned into a chicken nest head, which was a bit funny.

He nudged me, "Go over it." ”

Obviously, there is such a big vacancy on the other side, but it wants to come up from my side. He glanced at him angrily and said, "You blow dry your hair and go to bed." He didn't hesitate, got up and went into the bathroom, but soon came out again, with a hair dryer in his hand. After plugging it into the socket at the head of the bed, he shoved the hair dryer into me, "Help me blow it." ”

When Zhou Yu sat on the edge of the bed, and I was half-kneeling behind me to blow his hair, I thought to myself - basically this person is a scoundrel most of the time. His hair was soft, and his fingers were not puncturing at all.

I don't think I ever had blown his hair, but he did.