After walking around the campus for a while, Tian Weiwei went back to her own residence to take a shower and change clothes, and then came over to accompany Yun Feng.

Yun Feng went back to her residence first, pushed open the door, and then there was a lonely and cold air on her face, and when she turned on the light, it was also a white and bright bleak light, she didn't even dare to look at the two pots of pothos and the still green hyacinths on the windowsill and desk, and she couldn't breathe when she saw that she was related to him. Therefore, it was the air that filled the room, the smell of the bedding, all of which made her breathless and painful.

Originally, she thought that she had withstood the severe pain of the wind blowing like a knife in the night of the campus that she had walked with him, and she was no longer afraid of the pain, but she didn't want to, the light of the room made him like a soul that could walk through without a body, and it was everywhere around her, so that every breath she took pierced her heart.

In this way, how she endured every minute of the next moment. She didn't even dare to think about how she could stay up until dawn in this long night.

In less than an hour, Tian Weiwei, who had finished taking a bath, came to Yun Feng's residence, and she knew that Yun Feng was in pain and loneliness at the moment.

The moment Yun Feng saw Tian Wei push the door in, the cold arrow in his heart finally had a little warmth. She really wanted to run over and hug the soft and white Tian Weiwei and cry, or cry quietly for a while, but thinking that Tian Weiwei had not eaten well because of her in the past two days, and it was time for her to stand up, she couldn't always indulge her emotions and let the people around her always be sad and depressed, but it was really difficult to show the joy of a good mood, so she leaned on the head of the bed and poked her head, pursed her lips, and said hello with a smile.

"Yun Feng, by tomorrow, your leave will be over, do you want to renew your leave for two more days?"

Tian Weiwei came over and sat side by side next to her at the head of the bed and asked.

"Oh, no, I'm going to class tomorrow. You can't keep asking for leave. ”

Yun Feng replied. She still felt a little strained to speak, as if a patient who had just recovered from a serious illness was still a little weak.

"Can you do it? No, I'll give it to you, and then I'll call Director Song. They can understand. ”

Tian asked with slight concern.

"You can't delay a student's class."

Yun Feng shook his head and said.

"Oh well. If you are tired or can't persevere, you must take a leave of absence. ”

Tian Wei looked at Yun Feng's thin face with sunken eyes, and said bitterly.

"Hmm. Know. ”

Yun Feng nodded in response.

Both of them avoided talking about Shanantong, as if they couldn't stand it when they mentioned these three words.

When she slept at night, Tian Weiwei leaned sideways and hugged one of Yun Feng's arms, wanting to comfort her and show that he was by her side, more warmth and less loneliness and pain. Yun Feng let Tian tug his arm slightly, grateful to her, but tears were still silently flowing from the corners of his eyes in the darkness after the lights were turned off, wetting the sideburns on both sides and a large pillow towel on both sides.

The night seemed to have passed with Yun Feng crying with his eyes open, tears with his eyes closed, tears with his eyes open, and tears with his eyes closed. When it was almost dawn, Yun Feng squinted for a while, and when the preparatory bell rang for the morning exercise at half past six, she got up to wash up, ready to see the students' morning exercise at seven o'clock. Tian Weiwei was still asleep, and Yun Feng was able to go to class normally, so she was relieved, which showed that the pain in Yun Feng's heart would one day fade because of the diversion of attention from the things around him and work.

Yun Feng, who stood on the podium again, felt a little difficult at first, but after speaking for more than ten minutes, she was completely immersed in it, as if nothing had happened, and she was immersed in the subject teaching and interaction with the students.

But after class, there was still a bit of sting in my heart during the recess. When it came to class, she was completely selfless and couldn't feel the pain.

The hardest thing was when she stopped the work at hand after school, the faint pain in her heart, the sometimes severe pain, and the injuries that could not be dissipated like rheumatism, all poured out in unison, encroaching on every cell of her heart and brain. She was pushed down on the bed by all kinds of heartache and sorrow, her whole body was weak, she couldn't even eat, and she could barely survive by drinking water.

This is the first time she has been so devoted to love, naturally, should it bring her the hurt and pain that she can't avoid with all her heart? Her eyes closed, and tears streamed down her face. She didn't know if such pain would disappear one day, but at this moment, she thought that it would never be a day of joy again.

Although Shannan couldn't see Yun Feng's pain with his own eyes, he knew Yun Feng's state from Wang Lizhi's emails and phone calls. Yes, Wang Lizhi, his iron buddy, is acting as a secret agent between him and Yun Feng like a university at the moment. Lin Xin chats with Yun Feng every day, either on the phone or QQ, even if it is a simple greeting, when she hears it, she feels at ease. Wang Lizhi asked Lin Xinyunfeng about his status every day, and then informed Shanan, who was also in pain, of what he learned by email or phone.

As a result, Wang Lizhi's mail became a daily essential medicine for Shanan's pain, just like opium smoking, and he was restless when he didn't see him for a day.

At this time, because he had already agreed to marry Lin Hualei, Lin Hualei's mood was much more stable, his physical condition had recovered a lot, and he had a smile on his face. Shannan began to take time out to do his own thing, usually Lin's mother and Lin's father take care of their daughter, and he came to see Lin Hualei once a day, stayed for half an hour and an hour, and then left the hospital under the pretext of study and work.

He is indeed busy, close to graduation, graduation thesis, project summary, Jiajia baby, Shidao teaching and research garden platform, which thing is a big deal, Lin Hualei also knows, thinking that he and he will become husband and wife, so under the education and guidance of Lin's father and mother, thinking about how to be a good and reasonable wife, naturally he didn't dare to stick to him every minute and every second like a while ago.

Sha's father and Sha's mother have inadvertently seen their son crying blankly at the computer many times, and then wiped away his tears and tapped the computer to work.

In this marriage, their family knows that for the sake of responsibility and conscience in this life, they all chose to sacrifice the love between their son and Yun Feng, and no one knows how to balance the gains and losses of doing so.

"Son, since you have chosen to marry Hua Bud, you must be good to Hua Bud, and Hua Bud is also a good girl. Alas......"

Sha's mother told her son and couldn't help but sigh again. She and her wife have known each other and loved each other in high school, and they understand the preciousness and importance of love, and she originally thought that her son could be as lucky as her and her wife, and she could be with her beloved for a lifetime, but life can never be perfect, and there is no emotional tribulation in her and her wife, but it appeared in her son, she is heartbroken!

After the two old men gave their sons a message, they also returned to China.

Sha Nan was left alone, facing more and more loneliness and pain in the face of this cold day when he could no longer have the same hope of sunny love with Yun Feng as before, especially floating in this foreign country, his heart was only a little warm when he saw Wang Lizhi's email or heard Wang Lizhi on the phone say something about Yun Feng.

He didn't know if such pain would disappear at a time, it was estimated that it would be gone, unless he went back in time and went back to the past between him and Yun Feng. But, rational as he is, knows that there is no going back.

The pain, like a sea that flowed from now to the future, covering all his and her joys, boundless and endless. As long as the time passed, the sea of pain in her and his hearts became as wide as it was.