Chapter 320: Stand up and regain your life in the smiling face of youth
"Teacher, you must get well quickly, we can't live without you."
"That's it, teacher, we're waiting for you to give us a lecture, we have previewed both classes ourselves, and we'll ask you questions directly when you come!"
"Teacher, don't worry about the class, with us, everyone is very conscious, I don't want to make you tired and sick anymore. But you have to come and see us, or we'll all miss you and die in the classroom! ”
"Teacher, you laugh, we have to report your situation to the other students in the class when we go back to the class, if you don't have the strength to laugh, the classmates must be very worried and sad when they hear it."
These cute little sparrows told their amiable, respectable and more lovely Teacher Yun, and reluctantly went to the class for self-study.
Yun Feng, who was barely supporting himself to sit on the head of the bed, pulled out a somewhat stiff smile at the request of the students, but he laughed anyway. She suddenly felt a little guilty in her heart, because of her own personal affairs, the students' classes were delayed, and the affairs of the class were put on hold, which should not be done.
"Weiwei, give me a cup of hot water."
Yun Feng took the initiative to ask for water, and this was the first time in the past few days.
Tian was slightly busy and carefully put the water that had been warmed into her hand.
"Give me more ham sausages and bananas."
Yun Feng felt that he should eat something, although he couldn't eat oil and salt food, he could still eat some ham sausage and bananas to replenish his energy, and see if he would add some strength to overcome despair and pain in his heart.
"Good, good. Wait. ”
Tian Wei ran to the table quickly, grabbed the ham sausage, tore open the package, and quickly stuffed it to Yun Feng, as if she was afraid that she would change her mind and stop eating.
Yun Feng gratefully twitched the corners of his mouth at Tian, took the ham sausage, and chewed it with warm boiled water.
The ham sausage here has not been swallowed yet, Tian Weiwei has already peeled a banana and waited next to her to take it and continue to eat.
"Weiwei, I'm feeling better, you go to the cafeteria to get something to eat."
Yun Feng didn't forget to look back at Tian Weiwei, who had been with him for a day, and said with concern.
"I'm fine, I'll get down, uh, I'll go to the cafeteria later. What are you going to eat? I called back and ate together. ”
Tian Weiwei originally wanted to say that it was okay to order some noodles, but thinking of Yun Feng's painful look when he lifted the noodles at noon, he changed his words and said that he would go to the cafeteria.
"I don't want to eat it, this ham sausage and banana are enough. Go ahead, it's late and there will be no food. ”
"Okay, then I'll call back. You stay by yourself for a while, the banana is here, and you eat another one after you've eaten it. ”
Yun Feng bit the banana slowly, whether it was ham sausage or banana, for her, the taste was the same, like chewing wax.
But no matter how busy she was and couldn't swallow, she had to swallow it, she couldn't let herself indulge in the pain of falling out of love like this. Thinking of the word broken love, her heart bounced with pain again, but she still pressed it hard.
She kept reminding herself that life always had to go on, and the days were still going on day by day, and she couldn't stay in this sickbed for a long time like she had been in the past four days.
She chewed on a banana, trying her best to feel the soft taste of the banana and thinking about her students, colleagues, friends and family. She still has them, they are the ones who will be by her side forever, they will not give her such a bone-chilling pain, and this is also the value of her continued survival in the world, isn't it?
When Tian Weiwei came back from cooking, Yun Feng had already gotten up, boiled water with a hot water stick, and was ready to take a bath.
In the evening, Yun Feng actually supported himself to go to the classroom for a walk and evening self-study.
Although she felt as if her feet were stepping on a fluttering cloud, floating in vain, and her body was limp and longing to sit down or even lie down immediately, she still insisted on turning around in the gap between each group.
The students all looked at their teacher in surprise and joy when she stood at the door of the classroom, but they did not expect that the class leader had visited the teacher in the afternoon, saying that the teacher was bedridden, and the teacher came to see them in the classroom after dinner.
Seeing the teacher's weak appearance, the students didn't know what to say or do in this quiet evening self-study to express their concern for the teacher, in addition to silently conveying the greetings of each of their concerns for the teacher with their eyes, they bowed their heads and read, wrote, reviewed, and previewed more seriously to show that their burden on the teacher was reduced.
His own students themselves knew that Yun Feng was of course aware of the students' intentions, and the pain in their hearts began to precipitate, and a kind of warmth similar to that of gratification was rising. She looked at the group of sensible teenagers in front of her with great gratitude, if it weren't for them, I am afraid that at this moment, she would still be curled up in a transparent mosquito net, trapped in the pain of personal despair and continue to consume her mental strength.
She didn't go to the office, her heart was still fragile and sensitive, worried that if she went to the office, it would be difficult to support it in the face of greetings and inquiries from leaders and colleagues, so she went directly to the second floor and sat with Tian Weiwei, who was waiting for her.
"How are the students in your class? Are they still obedient? ”
Tian asked with a slight concern on her face.
"Hmm. Pretty good. ”
She nodded, cut it short, and when she glanced at the computer screen in front of her, she saw that the screen was the page of the Shidao Teaching and Research Garden, and she couldn't help but twitch in her heart, trying to avoid not looking at everything related to him, but she heard Tian Weiwei, who was logging in to the platform to download the preparation materials, said:
"The platform is getting smoother and smoother to use, it's not stuck at all, and there is a lot more content, and every day I see new content coming up in every grade and every subject."
"Oh."
She replied, her face couldn't help but turn to look at the page on the screen, and there was still a hint of relief in her heart.
"You're not going to ignore the platform, are you?"
Tian asked slightly casually.
After not hearing a reply for a long time, Tian turned his face slightly to see that Yun Feng had already stayed in her question and couldn't come back to his senses.
"Let's go. Take a walk around campus. ”
Seeing this, Tian Weiwei quickly turned off the computer, cleaned up the desktop, and pulled Yun Feng, who was still stunned, out of the office.
The two walked under the street lamp of the campus with their arms hooked, and the evening breeze wafted the fragrance of some four seasons laurel, and a round of crescent moon hung on the banyan tree, exuding a faint halo. The whole campus was quiet and peaceful, with the occasional cough from someone in the classroom, and from time to time there were a few figures who hurried past the patrol and walked back and forth.
Yun Feng was dragged slightly by Tian, like a mouse listening to instructions, following the footsteps of his best friend, and his consciousness wandered in the night.
She didn't dare to think about the past, for fear that her heart, which had been aching and sometimes aching, would fall into despair again and not be able to stand up in the strong contrast between memories and reality.
What should be faced, we must always start to face it again little by little, no matter how much it hurts, we must also go through. Just like tonight, the night that I used to hold hands with him, in Tian Weiwei's drag, he walked in the darkness little by little, like a sharp blade cutting his heart, but after the severe pain, he was no longer afraid of the occurrence and existence of this severe pain. Take a look at the latest chapters of "Country Orphan Paw Book House" to read for free for the first time.