For the worry in Chen Han's eyes, Shen Chi always didn't feel good in his heart.

In his life, he was proud and confident, even if he encountered a strong enemy, he never compromised and retreated, how could he have expected that he would end up in such a situation?

Twisted and dirty, he wanted to end himself.

But he can't, the goal of most of his life is close at hand, even if he can't succeed in order for Wanwan not to be implicated after his death.

Xu Meimei seemed to have Dong Fei's trust very much, and after "taking her" into use, Dong Fei's side suddenly relaxed his guard against himself, and he was relieved, but he was even more determined to use this chess piece to the end.

Based on Xu Meimei's resemblance to herself, every time she faced her, Shen Chi couldn't help but lose her mind. In her eyes, it became that she was more and more affectionate towards her, and she was more and more desperate for him.

Using her, Shen Chi bypassed Dong Fei's sight several times to complete the early arrangement.

However, in two years, Xu Meimei entered the hall and regarded herself as the future general's wife, although Shen Chi felt bored, but she was also left to her.

After all, with her, he can do a lot of things conveniently.

Sometimes seeing her eyes overflowing with happiness and satisfaction, and thinking of the despair she would have after learning the truth, Shen Chi would always feel a twisted and sick pleasure in his heart.

In 2014, just when the plan was about to be completely perfected, he overdrank at the dinner and almost made a big mistake.

Looking at Wanwan, who was sitting on the side of the road in horror not far away, a heavy panic and fear rose from Shen Chi's heart.

How so?

He stared blankly at his hand on the steering wheel......

On the premise that he hadn't seen Wanwan for several years, even if Xu Meimei relieved his spirit and emotions, he still couldn't help but want to sneak over to see her.

Therefore, he secretly found out her whereabouts, did not bring anyone around him, and drove out for a ride alone. All he did was to be able to look at her from afar.

But...... How could he drive into it!?

If it weren't for the last moment of sanity, he turned the wheel in time. That Wanwan is ...... now

The cold of the addict swallowed Shen Chi's whole person, and the time bomb in his head stirred up again. In a blur, he saw her sitting on the side of the flower bed, bending over and rubbing her ankles, with a pained expression on her face......

No, I can't get any closer to her.

He told himself.

For a few days, Shen Chi was a little trembling, and from time to time he had to see where he was, for fear that he would not be able to control himself and go to Wanwan.

Even secretly has not stopped paying attention to Wanwan. He also told Chen Han not to tell him unless Wanwan had an accident.

It was too easy for her to shake his state of mind, he had to think of a way, think of a way......

Just when Shen Chi was very anxious, Xu Meimei, who came back from shopping, appeared in front of him, and suddenly, he almost dragged her into the bedroom with a hurry.

Although Xu Meimei was startled at first, she was quickly pleasantly surprised, after all, except for the first time, Shen Chi had never touched him again.

Her heart was full of joy. Shen Chi was bent on using her to eliminate the uncontrollable malice in his heart towards Wanwan.

Except for Wanwan, the only one who can influence him is Xu Meimei, who he regards as "the same kind", and Shen Chi will think of solving the problem in such a ridiculous way. It can be seen how frightened it has been.

Because he knows that only when Xu Meimei feels happier now, when all the truth is revealed, will she be more painful and desperate. Only then could he suppress the warped psychology of wanting to kill Wanwan and eliminate his fear of losing her.

During the whole process, Shen Chi was like entering a magic barrier, and his eyes were out of focus. Lost his soul like a walking corpse.

In his heart, he was mourning for himself getting farther and farther away from Wanwan.

The consequence of this was that Shen Chi fell ill the next day, and his condition was menacing. The high fever does not go away, and he keeps talking nonsense in a coma.

Chen Han and Xu Meimei were scared enough. Fortunately, he even carried brain cancer, and a small fever naturally couldn't kill him.

But in Chen Han's eyes, Shen Chi seemed to have lost half of his soul, and those eyes were completely silent. Thinking of the scene in the bedroom when he found Shen Chi with a high fever, he could also guess what the situation was, he had the intention to enlighten him, but found that he couldn't do it.

Lin Xiaoliang was the holy place in Shen Chi's heart, and he knew this from a long time ago.

Xu Meimei didn't know what to do, only when Shen Chi was old, and the two of them were too messy to make him so seriously ill. Since then, although he still longs for this aspect, he does not dare to take the initiative to mention it.

Occasionally, I saw her in her prime but she was devoted to herself as an old man, and Shen Chi, who was in a normal state of mind, had a trace of unbearable no matter how hard her heart was, but when she thought of Wanwan, this unbearable quickly disappeared.

If you are in such a situation, what qualifications do you have to sympathize with the other party?

Since then, Shen Chi has never mentioned Lin Xiaoliang again, but his temper has become more and more silent and cold, except for being willing to pay attention to a few old people around him, he is usually like a sculpture, not crying or laughing, which makes people who see it daunting.

Only Chen Han understood what a turbulent wave was brewing in his heart.

Even if he later recognized Han Shouxin, facing his biological brother who was careful about him, Shen Chi's mood did not fluctuate at all.

It's just that he is getting better and better to Xu Meimei, and that kind of good Xu makes Meimei indulge in it and can't extricate herself, but Chen Han, as a bystander, only feels creepy.

In Shen Chi's cold silence day after day, the forces attached to Liu Yuzhi and Dong Fei fell one by one, and before the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law could react, they were accused of mental abnormality, and then diagnosed with mental illness by a psychiatrist and imprisoned in a psychiatric hospital. At the same time, Han Shouyi, who was the director of the scientific research institute of the military department, was also reported for embezzling other people's scientific research achievements, and his reputation was ruined overnight, and he became a lost dog that everyone shouted and beaten. Colonel Han Shaoze, the only male grandson of the Han family, was also shot to death during the mission, and his wife and children were unfortunately killed in a series of car accidents on the way to the hospital after receiving a notice from the hospital.

When Shen Chi was busy clearing out the other party's henchmen, he didn't expect Xu Meimei to do such a thing.

"Dead ......?!" Xu Meimei looked frightened and explained incoherently: "I didn't mean it, really...... In the drawer of your desk is a copy of the IVF paperwork, which I thought you had for me...... I wanted to surprise you. But the doctor said that there was no rice green in your rice green fluid, and said that this was the result of the ligation operation...... You lied to me. You don't know how sad I am......"

Xu Meimei's words Shen Chi couldn't listen to a word, and the sharp pain in his head seemed to leave him all of a sudden, and he squatted down. With some difficulty, he hugged Lin Xiaoliang, who was not breathing, into his arms.

"Wanwan?" The voice was extremely soft, as if he was afraid of alarming something.

"Wanwan."

"Wanwan."

"Wanwan."

……

He shouted one by one. As if he was bored, his tone became more and more painful and desperate.

It wasn't until his voice was hoarse that he seemed to calm down and face reality. He avoided the help of others, reached out and picked up Lin Xiaoliang, and walked back step by step.

Xu Meimei was stunned and wanted to open her mouth to stop him, but was stopped by Chen Han with her eyes.

After taking a few steps, Shen Chi suddenly turned his head to look at Xu Meimei. said coldly to Chen Han: "Send her to the hospital." ”

Seeing that he would also think that she might get sick in the rain, Xu Meimei was overjoyed, thinking that he would not pursue this matter anymore.

Chen Han glanced at her with pity, because he knew that Shen Chi meant to let Xu Meimei go and be with Liu Yuzhi and Dong Fei.

Lin Xiao died and Shen Chi really returned to normal, otherwise, how could he be willing to throw her into a mental hospital before he got the final pleasure from Xu Meimei?

But he quickly restrained the pity in his eyes, because he knew that Shen Chi must have known what he had done. He just didn't say it.

But he is not afraid, if he can restore his good brother to normal, what if his old life is lost?

Chen Han watched as Shen Chi carefully changed Lin Xiaoyan into a clean and beautiful cheongsam. The action gently wiped her rain-soaked skin, and dragged it on until the last day, when she had to be cremated and buried.

originally thought that as soon as Lin Xiaoliang died, Shen Chi would gradually be able to regain his previous radiance, but Chen Han was horrified to find that Shen Chi's spirit had indeed returned to normal, but his body was stepping over day by day, as if waiting quietly.

You don't have to think about it, Chen Han knows what he's waiting for...... He was waiting for death.

"Where's Ah Chi?" Outside the cemetery. Han Shouxin, Wan Youle and Shen Xiu all rushed over one step later, and Han Shouxin, who was in a wheelchair, asked worriedly.

"Uncle went inside. Don't let us follow. Han Xinyu pursed her lips.

"Nonsense! Why don't you persuade me? Han Shouxin frowned.

As he spoke, he was about to push the wheelchair inside.

"Don't go." Chen Han stretched out his hand to stop him.

Under Han Shouxin's displeased expression. He whispered, "At the end, let him be happy." ”

Han Shouxin was stunned for a moment, and then sighed, how could their Han family do their best? My younger brothers and sisters have all passed away in such a martyred way, what should I do if I leave him alone?

"Brother, he...... Or are you reluctant to have surgery? Shen Xiu asked sadly.

Chen Han shook his head, "I didn't want to, let alone now?" ”

knew that Lin Xiaoliang had gone and had taken away his backbone, so why did he bother to be that bad guy? But thinking that Shen Chi's current physical condition is that he can't survive for a few more years, he doesn't regret it, Shen Chi likes Lin Xiaoliang so much, he sent her over first, and when he goes below, he will be happy.

If he blames him, he goes down and makes amends for him.

After all, he is a lonely old man with no children and no daughters, and when Shen Chi is gone, there is no need to waste the country's food alive.

Several people waited silently at the gate of the cemetery, but probably only Chen Han knew that they couldn't wait for Shen Chi to come out of it by himself.

In the cemetery, Shen Chi reached out and touched Lin Xiao's smile on the tombstone, squinted his eyes slightly, hooked the corners of his lips and said gently: "You sleep, I will accompany you soon." ”

Underneath the tombstone, there is also a place for the urn that is quietly empty. (To be continued)

ps: I don't know if everyone can accept such a plot, it's not that I haven't thought about letting Shen Chi keep himself clean, but this is set up a long time ago, and Ah Xue can't give up

Shen Chi is really crazy, not an exaggerated adjective

Even a benign tumor can compress nerves and make people crazy, not to mention a malignant tumor, plus Shen Chi's own spirit is a little paranoid and distorted......