Many people are faced with the choice of whether to set her free or imprison her if the person they love does not love you.

But Shen Chi faced a choice that was far more than that, when he found that Liu Yuzhi's attention fell on Lin Xiaoliang, between continuing to imprison her and putting her life at risk and divorcing her to divert Liu Yuzhi's attention from her, he struggled and hesitated for a long time, and still chose the latter.

It's not that he didn't think about simply ignoring anything and ending his life with Wanwan, but he was proud by nature, didn't want to escape, and was unwilling to end up like such a failure; Secondly...... He had already forced Wanwan once, how could he be willing to force her again?

He was thinking that when he cleaned up Liu Yuzhi, he would find a way to chase Wanwan back.

At the same time, Wanwan's emotions were already tense to the limit, and it was necessary for him to give her a quiet and free break to relax.

However, many things in this world are not what you want to do.

As soon as Han Kuang died, Han Shouxin was plotted to have his legs disabled under the pain of losing his wife, and his future was ruined, and Liu Yuzhi's behavior became more and more unrestrained. Han Shouyi is incompetent, he only knows how to do experiments in the research institute, and the power of the Han family is not so much taken away by him, but controlled by Liu Yuzhi and Dong Fei's mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.

Liu Yuzhi made Shen Chi jealous because she held a heavy weapon in her hand, and the so-called one force would drop ten times, and he would not be able to fight her hard with all kinds of wisdom. It's just that she also has shortcomings, her joy and anger are all in one mind, as long as you control her, you can see her actions. Really speaking, she is just an ordinary woman, she wants her son to be good, and she is hostile to those whose interests will be damaged by suppression, but her behavior has no specific purpose.

But Dong Fei is different, this woman may not have much wisdom. But he is vicious and will not compromise the means to achieve the goal. Looking at what she does in private, she obviously likes to seize people's soft underbelly and attack. And. This woman is ambitious, and everything is in her favor right now. It made her ambition swell to the limit.

He was far more jealous of her than the former.

In this way, he didn't dare to put Wanwan under her nose.

Even if he was far away in the magic capital, the strength of the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law was enough to reach him, he gritted his teeth and worked hard to climb up, and it took ten times the effort of others to capture the power of the capital garrison in his own hands.

During this period, he didn't dare to appear by Wanwan's side, let alone check on her in the open. only dared to keep an eye on her in secret.

He was glad he had done so, if it weren't for that, he might have lost her unconsciously when he was ready to take revenge.

Even if for this, he almost lost his life, at the cost of it.

This time, in order to protect Wanwan, who appeared in Liu Yuzhi and Dong Fei's sight again, Shen Chi was almost exhausted.

And some of the secret revenge preparations were also scrapped three or four out of ten at once, and they were done again. The effort is not only doubled.

Fortunately, Shen Chi has always been patient, and despite the difficulties, he completed it again.

Just then. He was fifty-four years old, and he and Wanwan had missed too much time. But he thought that as long as he could return to Wanwan, it would always be worth it.

When he got the test report, Shen Chi was stunned for the first time in his life, brain cancer!? How could he get brain cancer?

He locked himself up alone for days before he came out of the room, but even so, he was still confused about the future.

What do doctors say?

- If you don't have surgery, you won't live for a year.

But what about surgery?

Thinking of the stupid patients he saw in the hospital after the failed operation, Shen Chi's eyes were cold. How could he get himself to such a point?

So, in addition to surgery. He cooperated with all the doctor's treatments and did not dare to slack off.

Live longer. Live longer, at least not before the enemy.

It's just that he understands that deep down he is already weeping in despair. Because he knows better than anyone that he and Wanwan have no future.

His situation was seen by Chen Han, and then he handed over a IVF document to him.

After reading the contents of the document for the first time, Shen Chi couldn't help but get excited, although he had a ligation operation, but I heard that he could recover now, if he and Wanwan had their own children, would she be able to forgive herself? Even if it's only the last year, will Wanwan come back to herself?

But he quickly calmed down.

This cannot be done. If she dies and leaves a child for Wanwan, how tired should she be alone? She is so good-looking, what if someone bullies them orphans and widows?

Moreover, the matter of revenge is at a critical moment, if she is dragged into this vortex at this time...... He couldn't imagine her walking in front of him.

The document was hidden deep in a drawer.

Not long after that, Xu Meimei appeared in Shen Chi's sight. No, it may be a mistake to say that, this woman had been pestering him since seven or eight years ago, and it was only now that he really noticed her.

He knew that this woman was related to Dong Fei, and it was no coincidence that the other party would appear in front of him.

But he could see that the obsession and burning emotion in this woman's eyes when she looked at him were the same as when she looked at Wanwan.

Looking at the strong emotion in those eyes, inexplicably, Shen Chi was a little stupid at that time, and even he felt confused. However, he quickly let go of the matter and continued to accelerate the pace of revenge.

He began to dream, dreaming that he and Wanwan were sleeping in the same bed, she slept so sweetly, with a light smile on the corners of her mouth, he wanted to reach out to touch her, but found that he had turned into a corpse at some point. Then a hell of lava rolled from below, full of bones and cries of resentment, and his corpse began to fall. It's just that at the last moment, his corpse will always reach out and pull Wanwan down.

At this point, he would wake up and stay awake all night.

Occasionally, I have good dreams, but I can't remember them when I wake up, and my heart is empty.

The malignant tumor in his head gradually seemed to be restless, and when he attacked, he wanted to roll on the ground in pain, but he had to endure it and couldn't let Liu Yufang and others find out about his condition.

Sometimes I couldn't bear it until my facial expression froze, and the thing on my neck felt terrible pain as if it wasn't me. Occasionally indulge yourself when no one is around. But he almost shot himself. Since then, he didn't dare to put dangerous items such as knives and guns around him when no one was in private, for fear that he would not be able to help but commit suicide.

He still has a lot of work to do.

It is in such a depressed and distorted state of mind. Shen Chi saw Xu Meimei again, and she smiled at herself. He also handed the carefully knitted sweater to himself with a nervous face.

He was stunned for a moment, and then he did something that surprised even himself - he reached out and hugged her. Compared to Xu Meimei's ecstasy and his own confusion, the expressions of the others were terrifying.

Something similar happened several times, and Shen Chi began to think deeply about what went wrong.

He didn't think that he was empathetic and fell in love with Xu Meimei, the only thing he thought about in his heart was Wanwan, so the only thing she could make herself look at differently was that she was very similar to him and to Wanwan...... He squinted his eyes and thought back to the time when he was close to Xu Meimei. What's going on in his head? How does it feel in your heart?

- What would her expression be if she were to be reciprocated for her feelings?

- What kind of despair would she have if she had shattered her hopes when she thought I had fallen in love with her?

- If I had a relationship with her and completely cut off the possibility of being with Wanwan, would I feel more relaxed!?

- I can't ask for the same thing, why can this woman see the person in her heart every day, but I can't even see Wanwan? If I could pull her to despair and pain with me, would I feel more comfortable?

Caught off guard, full of despair and unwillingness surging out of his heart, he was extremely upset. I couldn't help but walk out of the house.

When I came back to my senses, I realized that I was standing near the old town where Wanwan lived, and it only took ten minutes to walk. You can meet the person who haunts your dreams.

But Shen Chi couldn't make any expressions.

Because just now, in addition to being full of pain, he actually thought that if Wanwan died first, would the devil in his heart also die?

He understood that his spirit was probably a little abnormal, or rather insane.

Originally, Shen Chi still wanted to control his uncontrollable behavior towards Xu Meimei, but after this incident, he directly let it go.

Rather than Wanwan getting hurt. He naturally prefers to be injured by Xu Meimei.

One night, he took Chen Han back from Province C on a hurry. Entered the city and passed by a bar. Shen Chi suddenly called to stop, pushed the door and walked in.

He didn't want to drink, but he didn't want to go back to the security area, where there were so many things to carry, and he wanted to find a place where no one knew him.

Then unexpectedly, he saw Xu Meimei here, drunk and pestered by several gangsters.

Chen Han frowned and wanted to go up to help, but he stopped him.

He must have been surprised or frightened, right? Because the speculation was confirmed.

Shen Chi didn't want to hide his mental condition, and he couldn't hide it.

He watched Xu Meimei being dragged into a hotel by a few gangsters, and he actually had a twisted pleasure in his heart, and even pulled the panicked Chen Han to open two rooms in the hotel and stay.

Then the ghost made Xu Meimei think that it was himself who had a relationship with her, gave her illusory love, and watched her sink step by step into the trap he prepared for her, the happier she was, the more excited his heart became, looking forward to her performance when the truth was exposed.

In this way, to suppress the malice in the heart of Wanwan under the despair. (To be continued)

ps: Let me explain here that Shen Chi in his previous life was not as "ambitious" as he was in this life, all he wanted was to take revenge, get rid of all the existences that might pose a threat to Lin Xiaoliang, and then walk up to her in front of her

Love or not, he has no power to force it

The title of this chapter is changed to two words, which is very suitable for his situation at this time—love is humble to the depths