154 Love Comes Again
That night, under the orange lamp, He Jibei told her a lot, looking at his sad and self-reproachful expression, Ling Xia couldn't help but float through an out-of-tune thought-who really made an unforgivable mistake when he was young.
Finally, He Jibei raised his head, looked at Ling Xia's eyes, and said with a somewhat dazed expression: "Ling Xia, you don't know how shocked I was when I saw you for the first time, at that moment, I thought I had seen her again." β
"It's been so many years, but I still can't let go of that thing, my photos of her have been properly kept by me, put them in the easiest place to get to, and take them out from time to time to warn myself, don't be so hasty anymore, do your best in everything."
Ling Xia didn't say anything, just raised his eyes and looked at him silently, hoping that he wouldn't be sad anymore.
Who knows, after saying this, He Jibei suddenly changed his words, "However, when I saw you at that time, I was still taken aback, I thought I saw a special black version of her, but other places are really similar." β
Ling Xia glared at him angrily, this person's change was too great, how could he suddenly adjust his mood? It's worthy of being psychological.
She looked at him hatefully and said, "Didn't I get tanned because of military training at that time?" Do you have to make fun of me all the time? Don't call me a little black girl in the future, where am I black? β
He Jibei smiled and looked down at her face, and then said, "Yes, you are not black, you are very white, but I am willing to call you a little black girl." How? Comments? β
Ling Xia Qi knot.
It seemed that his confession tonight was over, and Ling Xia was not afraid of anything. It's just that I'm afraid to see the originally strong person show his fragile side, like that. It will make her feel at a loss.
Fortunately, now he has recovered, fortunately, his self-repair ability is particularly strong, otherwise, ordinary people will definitely be greatly injured when they recall such a sad thing, and they will not recover for a long time, but he has returned to his usual state so quickly.
But......
Ling Xia frowned, and then asked, "But, what's the use of you telling me this?" I look like her though. But it's not her, what's the use of confessing to me? β
He Jibei stretched out his hand and snapped his fingers, his eyes were full of apologies and put away the photo on the table, carefully put it back in its place, and then said: "I am telling you this, just to tell you that I met you because of her, but my feelings for you." But it has nothing to do with her. β
"When I first approached you, it was only because you were like her, and at that time, I even thought you were her reincarnation. That's why I'm very interested in chatting with you and looking for your trouble, but then gradually. I don't know why, but I have some strange feelings for you. You're just a little girl who doesn't stand out, but why am I like this? Think about it sometimes. I feel like I'm unreasonable. β
Hearing Ling Xia's words, she was a little nervous, and her heart beat like a drum.
She swallowed her saliva with difficulty, and then said cautiously: "It's just that I think your feelings for me are very irrational and a little abnormal, you are such an excellent person, what kind of person do you want?" Why do you have to hang yourself from my crooked neck tree? β
He Jibei suddenly stretched out his hand, hugged her from behind, and said angrily: "Yes, my feelings for you are very irrational and abnormal, but there is no way, Ling Xia, how difficult it is for me not to care about you." β
Ling Xia couldn't help but shudder, this guy who was a hanger was serious, and he was really numb and wanted to die, how could such affectionate words come out of his mouth? Although it should be a very touching scene, Ling Xia just felt a little awkward.
He Jibei's embrace was as warm as ever, very wide, and very reassuring, he was very close to her, so she could clearly feel the heartbeat from him behind her, and it hurt her eardrums all at once.
This was originally a moment of warmth, Ling Xia should have said a few words of love very cooperatively, and then the relationship between the two of them was settled, but it was so unexpected, Ling Xia didn't say anything else, but asked thoughtlessly: "By the way, He Jibei, don't panic to confess first, tell me, what is the name of this girl who is very similar to me, okay?" β
She obviously felt He Jibei's body stagnating behind her, as if she was unprepared for her words, but he still replied very obediently: "Liuli, Mo Liuli." β
Ahh Ling Xia felt that this world was really too crazy, she didn't expect that there would be someone in this world who looked almost exactly like her, and her name was so similar to her name in her previous life, this coincidence was too coincidental.
Feeling her jealousy and shock, He Jibei asked softly, "What's wrong?" Ask her what her name is and why? Don't think about her anymore, do you hear me? I don't have a half-dime relationship with her between me and you now. β
To be honest, Ling Xia's brain was a little short-circuited tonight, it was obvious that He Jibei was confessing to her, and a handsome and golden man confessed to her, but she was already stunned, she couldn't react, and she didn't know what kind of expression and tone to use to reply to him.
He Jibei behind him was a little breathless, and he said dissatisfiedly: "Ling Xia, are you listening to me?" β
Ling Xia reacted slowly and looked back at him: "Huh? β
He Jibei gritted his teeth and said, "Can you give me a reaction?" I'm confessing to you. β
Ling Xia still said very slowly, "Huh? So how do you want me to react? β
He Jibei was furious, how could this girl ignore his existence so much? can turn a deaf ear to her confession and pretend to be stupid, which is really the most hateful thing.
It's good to give a reaction if you like it or not, it's so cold and indifferent, it really makes him difficult to calm down.
You know, this is the first time he has confessed to someone, He Jibei's first confession, how rare, but there are people who are so rare. Not even giving a reaction at all is tolerable or unbearable.
So he angrily slapped Ling Xia's head. He kissed him regardless of the ground, as if he were punishing. Sucking heavily on her lips.
Ling Xia was excited, without thinking about it, he opened his mouth and bit He Jibei's mouth, as if he expected her reaction, He Jibei dodged as soon as he turned his head, he reached out and pinched her chin dissatisfied, and raised her head, "Little girl, still want to bite?" β
Ling Xia shook his head. wanted to shake off his hand: "Why are you kissing me inexplicably?" What the hell is crazy about? Aren't you going to work? Hurry up and let me go and do your job. β
He Jibei squinted his eyes and said, "There is no rush at work, I have to make it clear to you today." β
Ling Xia looked up at He Jibei, who was a little angry, and didn't know what he was going to say clearly.
He Jibei then asked: "Let me ask you, do you have a boyfriend?" β
Ling Xia shook his head.
He Jibei asked again: "Then do you have someone you like now?" β
Ling Xia was in a trance for a moment, she didn't know what the definition of a person she liked was now, what kind of person was a person she liked?
He Jibei looked at her hesitant expression, so he said, "Forget it, skip this question." Ask me this way, do you have a crush on me? β
Ling Xia nodded, "You're fine." β
He Jibei let go of the hand that was clamping her chin and breathed a sigh of relief: "Isn't this the end?" Since you have a crush on me. Then try to stay with me. β
Ling Xia squirted out with a mouthful of water, this guy, is there anyone in this world who confesses to others like this? It's hilarious, too. It's really unique, but it's also in line with his style.
She laughed. Only then did he slowly ask, "You're not serious, are you?" β
He Jibei said hatefully: "Do you think I'm joking? β
To be honest, Ling Xia also has some inexplicable feelings for He Jibei. It's not that there is no affection for him, it's not that there are no illusions. It's just that after the deep and painful love in her previous life, love has become a luxury for her, and she doesn't dare to be easily tempted, let alone give her heart away.
She knew He Jibei's feelings, but she just couldn't understand why he suddenly liked her, so please Yuli, he is such an excellent person, he shouldn't be emotionally attached to her as a yellow-haired girl, and there are too many gaps between them, if you want to be really together, the difficulty is no less than that of wanting to marry Su Yan in her previous life.
It's going to be even harder.
It's just that Ling Xia was too rational at this time, ignoring the matter of feelings, it was indescribable, who could tell what was the reason why he fell in love with that person? Maybe just a look, a gesture, a smile, is enough to make people fall.
She sighed softly: "But, you know, it's impossible between us, even if you really like me, have you thought about how difficult it is to be together?" I and you are clearly separated by the distance between heaven and hell. β
Her eyes are very vicissitudes, thinking of herself in her previous life, so naΓ―ve, thinking that feelings can overcome everything, as long as two people truly love each other, any difficulties can be overcome, but after all kinds of painful lessons, she has clearly understood what a ridiculous belief it is.
In fact, in this world, the most unreliable thing is feelings, there are too many variables, and any thing can destroy it.
Those earth-shattering feelings of ghosts and gods can only appear on TV.
He Jibei smiled at her disappreciatively: "So what? This distance, it's not far, I just like you, I want to be with you, it's such a simple thing, why do you think it's so complicated? β
"But ......"
"Not so much," He Jibei said, reaching out to hug her again, and speaking again, but with a slight smile, he said, "Child, your eyes can't deceive people, I know that you are not completely ruthless to me, right?" β
Ling Xia did not deny it, nor did she admit it, her feelings for He Jibei had begun to take root a long, long time ago, and secretly grew in places she couldn't see, but she never wanted to explore, what was the sprout of that unknown seed?
"But there was a full eight years between us, a distance. It's not a small amount, you should have a family. And I'm ...... Oh, you don't think. Is it really incredible? Ling Xia was still very hesitant.
He Jibei smiled softly, and the smile he brought up stroked Ling Xia's hair, and he said, "Kid, you are really realistic, we are only eight years apart, but what is this?" I didn't force you, let you go with me to get a marriage certificate now, what's the hurry? β
Before Ling Xia could speak again, he then said like a sigh, "And. I'll wait for you to grow up, wait for you. β
For some reason, hearing the words "waiting for you", Ling Xia's heart palpitated inexplicably, as if something not so warm flowed through her heart, she looked up, and just met He Jibei's smiling face, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were soaked with a full smile, and a pair of eyes were even more brilliant.
She opened her mouth slowly. Carefully spit out a character: "You-"
He Jibei stretched out his slender finger and pressed it on her lips, and he smiled seductively: "Don't talk yet." β
A clear touch came from his lips that made Ling Xia's whole body tremble uncontrollably, next. He Jibei continued: "If you want to be with me, these difficulties. Let's overcome it together, if you don't want to be with me. Just push me away. β
Before Ling Xia came back to his senses, He Jibei lowered his head gently. Kissed her on the lips again.
It is very different from the previous domineering and punishing kiss, this kiss is as soft as the spring breeze in March, soft and unexpected, so gentle, so sweet, so soft that people can't bear to refuse.
Ling Xia's eyes widened because of surprise, from her angle, she could just see He Jibei's closed eyes, his eyelashes were already very long, because of the closed eyes, they looked even more slender, at this moment, his eyelashes were like dragonflies standing on lotus leaves and pretending to sleep, trembling cautiously and gently, and his posture was fluttering, as if a little movement could wake it up.
His lips were still so soft, the kiss seemed to have turned into sweet juice, and the sweetness slowly flowed to Ling Xia's lips, although it was a gentle touch, but looking at it made her can't help but have a bright red cloud flying up her cheeks, the nerves up and down her body were sensitive, and her thinking was not under her control.
She should obviously reach out and push him away, but why can't she bear it and be reluctant? She even wanted him to deepen the kiss.
"If you don't want to be with me, reach out and push me away."
He Jibei's voice echoed in his ears like a magic spell, Ling Xia sighed softly in his heart, and finally failed to make up his mind to push him away, but slowly stretched out his hand and wrapped it around his neck gently.
Feeling her encouragement and acquiescence, He Jibei was overjoyed, and he hugged her tighter and slowly deepened the kiss.
The two of them kept kissing, again and again, the lips parted, and after a short breath, there was another sweet and lingering kiss, the temperature between them gradually warmed up, and the body trembled uncontrollably.
Because Ling Xia was sitting before, and He Jibei was standing bent over, so he was a little tired after a long time in this position, in the interval after a kiss, He Jibei picked up Ling Xia and asked her to stand up like himself, and then, he lowered his head again, looked at Ling Xia's face seriously, and sighed softly: "You should have belonged to me a long time ago." β
After that, his kiss fell overwhelmingly, Ling Xia gradually became a little out of breath, now she was kissed a little meaty, some couldn't tell which was reality, which was illusion, she just felt that her whole person seemed to be floating on a soft cloud, and she couldn't exert a little strength up and down.
In front of him was a large exploding fireworks, clusters, clusters, brilliant and bright flashes across the night sky, and then quietly dispersed, as if they had never left a trace, but they were left to the world such an unforgettable scene.
At the moment before Ling Xia was suffocating, He Jibei finally let go of her, he also gasped slightly, his eyes were no longer as clear and bright as before, but with a slight darkness, as if he was enduring something.
He pushed her away for a short distance, then whispered, "No, we can't go on." β
With that, he lowered his head and gently licked her lips, which were unusually ruddy from kissing, and her appearance was extremely moving, with some misty eyes half-squinted lazily, like a coquettish cat. Her eyes were silky, and her cheeks were an extremely seductive rose-red. It's red, and people can't help but want to bow their heads and take a bite.
He Jibei sighed. Then he let go of her and said in a low voice: "I'm glad you didn't push me away, Ling Xia, for so many years, your life alone is too tired and bitter, and you need someone to take care of you and give you strength when you are tired." So Ling Xia, let me take care of you now, you won't regret it. β
He paused. chuckled: "Besides, I won't give you this chance to regret it." β
Ling Xia's face turned even redder, just ...... She really didn't think about refusing to come, for He Jibei, she didn't like it, she just didn't dare to like it.
She is not a person who has not kissed, but I don't know why, the kiss just now is a feeling she has never felt in her previous life. The feeling of being in the clouds is wonderful.
If it weren't for He Jibei's kissing skills being too high, it would be that she really had feelings for him.
He Jibei leaned closer, and then asked in a low voice, "Ling Xia." Let me take care of you in the days to come, okay? β
His voice seemed to have a special magical power. It's clearly an inquiring tone, but with an irresistible bearing.
Perhaps. Ling Xia didn't want to refuse anymore.
Love came again, and it had already carried her away. Who can think about so much mess? At this time, Ling Xia only had her and He Jibei in her heart, and all other external things disappeared.
Whatever he does, what reality, what gap, what age, all die, as long as you have it now.
Let her be irrational again, Ling Xia bit her lip and nodded slightly.
He Jibei seemed to breathe a long sigh of relief, the smile on the corner of his mouth slowly stretched, he kissed her cheek, and then said, "I promised me a long time ago?" Do you still need to work so hard? β
"But Ling Xia, I'm really happy, you finally agreed to me, this makes me really really, alas, I don't know how to express it, in short, I won't let you regret it, you can rest assured."
As he spoke, he glanced at her reluctantly, then gently let go of his hand, and seemed to be a little embarrassed to say: "The night is already very deep, you better go to bed early, good night, have a good dream, I'll go take a bath." β
As he spoke, he was about to go to the washing room.
Ling Xia said anxiously: "Hey, I haven't washed it yet, don't go to the bath first, wait until I'm done." β
He Jibei said without looking back: "You bear with it first, you don't have to wash it, go to sleep." β
As he spoke, he walked briskly into the bathroom, and after a while, the sound of running water came from inside.
Ling Xia stood in place, touching his burning cheeks, as if he understood something, and then couldn't help but laugh.
She walked back to the room where she had stayed last time, and then covered her face under the covers and couldn't help but giggle.
Tonight, it was really like a dream, everything was so unreal, she never thought that one day, He Jibei would confess to her, or so awkward and affectionate.
She smirked, then rolled over and tried to fall asleep, but she was too excited to fall asleep.
She kept tossing and turning, her mind was a mess, and there seemed to be a pink cloud floating in her mind, leaving endless tenderness everywhere she went.
On the one hand, she despises herself, like a little girl who has never been in love, she can be happy like this, but on the other hand, she can't control her mind.
The pictures after meeting He Jibei passed through her mind one by one, like a movie, passing by one shot after another, and the original dull memories became extremely sweet at this time.
If it weren't for this face that was very similar to Mo Liuli, would she and He Jibei still know each other? Will it still be like this? Will he be scolded by him when he first posted an advertisement on his car?
She didn't know that all those assumptions were ifs, when in reality, they had already come this far.
She, Ling Xia, was in love again.
Thinking like this, the temperature on her face rose again, the heat was incredible, Ling Xia stretched out her hand, trying to cool her face with a slightly cool hand, but it was useless.
She simply stopped caring about it, and turned over again, close to the wall, thinking that she should fall asleep quickly, but she was afraid that she would fall asleep, and everything was just a dream. (To be continued.) )