After making tea, Ling Xia walked to the door of his study with a cup, although the door was open, she hesitated for a moment, but still reached out and knocked politely.

He Jibei raised his head from behind the computer and glanced at her, gently hooked his lips and smiled: "Thank you, come in." ”

Ling Xia put the cup on his desk: "Don't get it too late, go to bed early, right?" ”

He Jibei narrowed his eyes and smiled at her, and then said: "It's not too late, don't worry, it's just that you've been busy in the last few days, it's good that it's over, you still have injuries on your body, don't watch the show, go and rest early." ”

When he spoke, the corners of his mouth had a shallow smile, no previous banter, more gentleness, more seriousness, his lips were beautiful pale pink, and when he was not smiling, he always gently pursed it, which seemed a little cool, and when he laughed, the corners of his lips were wantonly curved, and the upper lip was slightly upturned, which seemed a little playful.

And his bright eyes are extraordinarily narrow, the corners of the eyes are raised, and there is a little smile in the eyes, which is really very vivid.

The number of times Ling Xia saw him laugh was really not small, but I don't know why, under the orange light of the study, it looked a little different from usual, maybe the lighting was too ambiguous, so his face was a little blurred, and the smile on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows was so blurred and vivid, Ling Xia was a little stunned for a while.

She swallowed involuntarily, the temperature of her cheeks couldn't help but rise a little, and somehow, the kissing scene always surged into her mind from time to time, stirring her mind all the time.

Seeing that she was stunned, He Jibei asked, "What's wrong with you?" Why do you suddenly feel out of your body? What are you thinking? ”

Suddenly came back to his senses. Ling Xia smiled reluctantly: "No, not much." "That's it. She panicked and walked out, thinking she would go crazy if she stayed here for another second. Her mind was a little unclear.

Maybe it was because she was in a bit of a hurry, she accidentally bumped into the bookshelf on the side, because of the excessive force, a few books shook a few times, Ling Xia quickly reached out to hold on.

It was such a small action, but Ling Xia couldn't help but recall that night a few months ago, when she accidentally bumped into the thick big book, and then scattered a photo.

If it weren't for this photo, her relationship with He Jibei might still be unclear now. But how much better can it be now? Isn't it a matter of if?

What is He Jibei's attitude towards her? What kind of feelings do you have for her? If you like her, then say it plainly, it's really uncomfortable to hang her up and down like this.

After holding on to those books, Ling Xia's eyes couldn't help but look to the side, thinking about seeing where the book that dropped the photo last time was, although she understood that it was impossible to blatantly take it out in front of He Jibei, but she still couldn't help it, and looked over there subconsciously.

At this time, He Jibei's voice came from behind him. As if with a faint smile, he said, "What's wrong?" What are you looking for? Could it be that you still want to find a few books from my bookshelf to relieve your boredom? ”

Ling Xia turned her head and looked at He Jibei's somewhat playful eyes, she shook her head and said, "No." No, I'll go to sleep first, good night. He said. She's going to go out again.

Looking at her hasty expression, the smile on the corner of He Jibei's mouth deepened. His voice slowly sounded in the dark night: "Ling Xia, is this what you are looking for?" ”

Ling Xia turned his head when he heard this. After seeing the photo in He Jibei's hand, her face turned pale, it was the photo of that girl, a person who looked nine points similar to her, and was now lying quietly in his hand, and the smile on the corner of her mouth seemed to be laughing at Ling Xia.

Ling Xia bit her lip, she wanted to escape from this place even more, staying for one more second would be a huge torture for her.

She shook her head, "Why am I looking for this?" Keep it for yourself and watch slowly, I'm gone, I won't bother you. ”

As she spoke, she hurried out.

When she walked to the door, she heard He Jibei call out her name in a hurry: "Ling Xia, wait a minute!" ”

Her footsteps paused there, but she didn't dare to look back.

At that moment, time seemed to freeze, and some indescribable undercurrents surged around the two people.

The cool breeze of the summer night blew in from the window at the right time, passing through the hall, stirring the corners of Ling Xia's skirt and raising her fine hair.

He Jibei's voice then came: "Ling Xia, you turn around and come and have a good talk with me, is it okay?" ”

Ling Xia's back froze, she didn't look back, and said in a somewhat stiff voice, "Talk?" What is there to talk about between us? ”

What to talk about? Do you want to talk to her about the woman in your hands? It's funny, why did he think she was going to listen? Thinking like this, Ling Xia couldn't help but feel a little angry.

Life has been too comfortable these days, and she herself is about to forget that for He Jibei, maybe she is a stand-in, the sustenance of his thoughts.

He Jibei pushed away the chair, walked quickly to Ling Xia's side, slammed her shoulders hard, lowered his head and said to her eyes: "There are some things I wanted to tell you a long time ago, but I have never had a chance, after this incident, I know what you mean to me, I am afraid that if I don't say it again, it will be too late." ”

Ling Xia's body trembled slightly, and she said, "You...... What exactly do you want to tell me? ”

He Jibei raised the photo in his hand, shook it in front of Ling Xia's eyes, and then said word by word: "Let's talk about her, there are still some things that have to be said between us." ”

Ling Xia pursed her lips, "I don't want to talk, I'm tired." ”

He Jibei would never be so obedient to her wishes, he didn't care if she wanted to listen or not, he pulled her to the desk without saying anything, he pressed her to the chair, and forced her to look directly at the somewhat old photo.

The woman in the photo looked at her with round eyes, and that gaze made Ling Xia feel uncomfortable all over her body, as if she was accepting Ling Chi. It's so uncomfortable all over my body.

She avoided her gaze and tried her best to ignore the temperature from He Jibei's hands on her shoulders behind her.

There was silence.

Half a day. He Jibei's voice came from behind him, and he felt a little cold and cold. He stretched out his long, bony fingers, nodded lightly on the photo, and then said with a sigh, "Look, does she really look like you?" ”

Ling Xia closed her eyes, unwilling to look at her, and didn't answer, she didn't know which He Jibei was singing now, was she expressing her longing for the woman in the photo? It's a pity that she doesn't want to hear it, she doesn't want to hear it at all.

Seeing that she did not speak. He Jibei was not annoyed or anxious, so he said behind her in a soft voice, "You open your eyes and look at her, she is in front of you now, take a look, is it really the same as you?" ”

His voice seemed to have some kind of magical power, and Ling Xia's eyes opened uncontrollably, looking at the photo in front of him. Her mood turned out to be a little blank.

He Jibei's voice was still so soft, with a certain demagogic ability, he continued: "You are finally willing to face it, there are some things. It's useless to run away, it's better for everyone to face it earlier. ”

Ling Xia's eyes slowly widened. Finally, look directly at the picture. Looking into the eyes of the girl above, it's like you're looking at another self.

He Jibei stretched out his hand and pointed to her eyes: "Your eyes are most similar to hers." At first glance, it makes people feel like they see another her, but you are different from her, you are much stronger than her, and you are much happier. ”

Ling Xia muttered, "Actually, I'm not happy at all. ”

He Jibei's voice seemed to float in a dream: "I know that you are unhappy, your joy, your smile, there are many times it is disguised, you see, even when you laugh, there is a deep silence and desolation in your eyes, I have always wanted to know, what happened to you?" Why does a girl less than twenty years old have such vicissitudes of life? ”

Ling Xia breathed heavily, her eyes still fixed on the photograph, but she seemed to be looking at something else through the photograph.

Her thoughts drifted a little, as if they were out of her control, her thoughts drifted far, far away, and at that moment, she almost told the secret that she had hidden the deepest in her heart without caring for anything, and she almost told the fact that she was an outsider who was reborn in this world and invaded the body of this girl now.

At this moment, another cool breeze blew outside the window, soothing these foggy illusions, Ling Xia was shocked, she suddenly came to her senses, and then looked back at He Jibei in disbelief, there was already some anger in her eyes.

"He Jibei, you bastard, you dare to hypnotize me!"

Compared with Ling Xia's anger, He Jibei's expression was very calm and innocent, he spread his hands and said helplessly: "I didn't deliberately hypnotize you, you are also a person who understands psychology a little, you see that I don't have any props now, how can I hypnotize you at will?" ”

Ling Xia looked around after waking up from a big dream, yes, there was no Floyd couch, no aromatherapy lamp, no hypnotic props, how could she be coaxed by him so easily?

He Jibei still said innocently: "Just now I just wanted you to calm down a little, and then let's talk about this matter, but I didn't expect you to be hypnotized so easily, but it was beyond my imagination." ”

Ling Xia shuddered in his heart, this person is too terrifying, it is easy to understand what is going on in your heart, many things, he can see by himself without telling him, although sometimes he doesn't say anything.

But just because he doesn't say it doesn't mean he doesn't know.

Ling Xia was really scared, if one day he was suddenly hypnotized by him unconsciously, and then set out some words that should not be said, what a terrible thing it would be, thinking about Ling Xia's heart, there was a little hair, and the feeling that his secret would be snooped on haunted in his heart, it was a very uncomfortable feeling.

Obviously, she didn't show anything, but He Jibei still reached out and patted her shoulder gently, and then said in a cheerful tone: "Don't worry, as a psychologist, the biggest ethics is not to peep into other people's secrets at will, and if the other party is unwilling to accept treatment, you can't snoop at will." ”

Ling Xia let out a long sigh of relief, being a person in the field of psychology. The most important thing is to pay attention to ethics. However, this breath is not over. She became nervous again, and she turned to look at him and said, "You also said that you don't snoop into other people's minds at will. So how do you know what I think? What are you doing without peeping? ”

He Jibei scratched his head innocently, the expression on his face looked harmless, and he seemed to be a little aggrieved and said: "I just said what I thought in my heart, who knew that it could coincide with your thoughts?" Doesn't that just show that the two of us have a good heart? ”

Ling Xia said angrily, "Die!" ”

He Jibei curiously put his head in front of her face, and then said with a smile: "What? Little girl, do you still have some unsavory secrets hidden in your heart? ”

Ling Xia frowned: "I don't need you to care!" He Jibei, what are you calling me here for? If there's nothing to say, just want to do some ridiculous hypnotism on me. I'm telling you, don't waste your efforts, I don't have the leisure to receive treatment from He Da's psychologist. ”

Looking at her angry expression, He Jibei couldn't help but be happy, originally, when he first met her, he vaguely felt that something was not quite right with this person, obviously he looked very healthy psychologically, but he always looked a little weird. What was strange, he couldn't say.

However, he had never thought of snooping into Ling Xia's thoughts, there were many times. When he was with her, what she didn't want to say, he would never force it. She can rest assured of this.

He Jibei spread his hands and said to Ling Xia, "My treatment fee is very expensive. I'm afraid you won't be able to afford it, so I don't have the leisure to give you free treatment. I just want to tell you one thing right now, to solve the long-standing doubts in your mind. ”

Ling Xia raised his head, just in time to meet He Jibei's gaze, he smiled, pointed to the photo again, and said, "That's right, it's her." ”

Ling Xia involuntarily held his breath.

There was silence for two or three seconds, and then I heard He Jibei say word by word: "Yes, it's the same as you think, she...... It's dead. ”

Ling Xia's heart shook violently again, although he had long thought that she might have left the world, and He Jibei loved her very much, but he couldn't find her anymore.

So, He Jibei couldn't find anyone to love in this world, so he closed himself up, and didn't want to love other girls anymore, until Ling Xia appeared, because of his almost identical face to that woman, he suddenly recalled his good memories, so there was the next scene.

Of course, the above content is purely Ling Xia's speculation......

After she said these words to He Jibei, his expression was like eating a fly, and he looked at her with disgust and said, "Please, put away your messy little girl ideas for me, okay?" Do you think this is watching love or filming an idol drama? ”

Ling Xia said unconvinced, "Then why do you want to approach me?" Don't tell me it's because I'm so charismatic that I'm fascinated by you. ”

"So, you're approaching me because of that little girlfriend from before you and wants to transfer your love for her to me? This plot is too old-fashioned. ”

He Jibei disliked her even more, after he took a few deep breaths, he endured not to burst out, he bit his lip hard, his teeth left a few distinct marks on his lips, and then he said in a fluttering voice: "She, not my girlfriend at all." So Ling Xia, don't say anything in the future that my feelings for you are because of someone else, nothing, I just simply like you as a person. ”

This one...... Is it a confession? Ling Xia's face was hot for a while, but she still raised her head calmly and looked at He Jibei and said, "That, it turned out to be a secret love, this kind of relationship is even more touching." ”

He Jibei looked at her silently, very speechless.

After a while, He Jibei couldn't help but burst out, and he said loudly: "Please, she is my mental patient!" Don't you think about it anymore, okay? ”

"Huh?" This answer was something Ling Xia didn't expect, she thought of thousands of possibilities, but she never thought that this girl would be He Jibei's patient.

He Jibei's eyes seemed to be a little bleak, and he fell into memories, "He is my first mental patient. ”

"At that time, I had just graduated from college and had good grades in my major. There are also some points of view that have caused quite a stir in the world, and I think that I am really a master in the field of psychology. I was at that time. It's really conceited and arrogant. ”

"After graduating from university, I went on to graduate school. At that time, I had already obtained the qualification of a second-level psychological counselor, and opened a psychological counseling studio with a senior who had graduated for a few years and had made great achievements in psychologists. ”

Seeing that He Jibei didn't speak again, it seemed that the next memories were a little difficult for him, so she couldn't help but gently remind: "What about later?" How did you meet her? ”

He Jibei smiled lightly: "Later? She was my first consultant, and as I said, my senior asked me to get some more training before I went to clinical counseling, but how could I follow his advice when I was young? Still insisting on going into battle. ”

He smiled helplessly: "Her mental illness is quite serious, I noticed it as soon as I took over." With my skills at that time, it was completely incurable. However, as you can see, she is very good-looking, so I don't want to refer her to other psychologists, so I thought that I would be able to cure her. ”

Ling Xia couldn't help frowning, although he was recalling a very painful memory, she still couldn't help but say, "Hey." He Jibei, you pervert, it's against ethics for you to do this, even if she is good-looking, what's wrong? You can't be emotionally emotional about her. Otherwise it would be immoral! ”

He Jibei spread his hands: "I know, but wasn't it stupid at that time?" In fact, I don't have any other thoughts about her, I just feel that I am facing such a pleasing patient. I'm also in a good mood, so I don't want to give her to someone else. In fact, it's more about not wanting her to look down on herself. ”

Ling Xia shook his head: "You want to save face." ”

Hear this, though. Ling Xia couldn't help but reach out and touch his face, he kept saying that the girl was good-looking, then, there were ninety percent similarities between them, wasn't this also indirectly praising herself?

He Jibei lowered his head, because he was standing behind Ling Xia, there was only one swivel chair in the study, and Ling Xia was sitting on it, so He Jibei had to stand behind her, because he wanted to talk to her, and he had to look at the photo, so he was very close to her.

Close enough to almost feel the heat coming through his thin clothes, although it was a warm feeling, but to her, it was so hot.

He Jibei sighed almost inaudibly: "It's me, I'm just trying to save face, if it weren't for my childish actions at that time, she wouldn't be ......"

Ling Xia didn't understand a little, what did his death have to do with her death?

He Jibei then said slowly: "The treatment I gave her was wrong in some places, her condition was already very serious, and coupled with my wrong treatment, her condition worsened and became more and more serious...... Later......"

He bit his lower lip and looked like he couldn't speak.

Ling Xia said tentatively, "She, is it ......?"

He Jibei nodded painfully: "Later, her psychological pressure was too great, so, in the dead of night, she quietly learned about her life. It's such a flower-like age. ”

Ling Xia's heart was shocked, and he couldn't help but comfort: "Perhaps, this can't completely blame you?" She was—"

He Jibei interrupted her: "However, it still has a lot to do with me, and it was my stupidity that hurt her." On the night she died, I had nightmares every night, and the dreams were full of her smile, and she clearly rarely smiled, but in the dreams, she always smiled at me, and she laughed bloodthirsty. She always said to me in her dreams, He Jibei, you owe me a life, what should I do? ”

This He Jibei Lingxia has never seen it, so lost and depressed, so six gods and no master, he has never shown such a fragile side of himself.

Ling Xia stood up, stretched out his hand on his shoulder, and comforted him softly: "Don't be sad, all people's lives are doomed, it's useless for you to regret it, don't blame yourself." ”

He Jibei nodded, and then said: "It was because of this tragic incident that I went through the procedures for going abroad, continued to study psychology, and continued to study for a doctorate, during which I studied very seriously, once I closed my eyes, her bloody smile would appear, and I always felt that if I didn't achieve anything, I would be very sorry for her death." I kept trying, and then, before I fully graduated, I was a first-class psychologist. ”

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These two are really awkward, alas, writing and writing, this chapter has become like this, completely out of my control, so tangled......

In order to atone for my sins, I have to recommend everyone to read a light-hearted and funny article to relax, the title of the book is "Lure Huo", author: Seven Days of Floating Dust, Introduction: This is a crossing caused by a weed. Sao Bao's time machine strikes halfway and falls to the Huns' nest. Be calm and calm, I'll just pull out the grass, everyone should be calm. Hey, who's the one who rides the yellow hussay, Lao Tzu is running away, don't you follow, okay? (To be continued.) )