235 is always there for you

At this moment, although Xia Yuhua had an indescribable sadness in her heart because of her mother's death, she was not blinded by the hatred rendered by Lu Fu. On the contrary, after calming down, I felt even more that this person was really guilty and deserved to die!

She didn't wait for Lu Fu to refute, and continued categorically: "Even if you and my mother really promised each other back then, but after many years, you have been married, and she has been married. You know that she has a husband and daughter, a happy home, and you know that her heart no longer has you, but you still want to destroy the relationship between husband and wife between them for a selfish desire. If it weren't for your constant pestering, if you hadn't deliberately caused so many misunderstandings, how could my father not believe my mother......"

"Shut up! No nonsense! Who said your mother didn't like me anymore? She loves me, always will! Always loved it! It's just that your father has been blocking it, it's your father who broke up our ......" Lu Fu interrupted Xia Yuhua's words angrily and retorted, he looked extremely excited, and he didn't allow anyone to say that Xia Mu didn't like him anymore.

"Isn't it nonsense that you know it in your own heart, so why do you have to deceive yourself now?" Xia Yuhua sneered: "If my mother really likes you as you think, you use all kinds of means, why does she still turn a blind eye to you, if my mother loves you instead of my father, why do you need to die to prove her innocence?" ”

"Lu Xia, listen to me! The person who killed my mother was not my father, not Xia Dongqing, whom you hate every day.1 She said word by word: "The one who killed my mother is you!" It's you selfish, insidious and despicable villain! You are the real murderer, and you are the one who deserves the most conscience for my mother's death1

"No, no...... How could it be me? How could it be me? I'm the one who loves her the most, the one who loves her the most, no...... No, you are talking nonsense, you are talking nonsense 1 Lu Xia instantly became in a trance. looked like he had been hit hard, and he was completely unwilling to admit everything Xia Yuhua said.

"I'm not talking nonsense, in fact, deep down you know it better than anyone else, but you have become accustomed to pushing this conscience condemnation on others. You have become accustomed to putting all the blame on others, and you have long been occupied by your own darkness, narrow-mindedness, cowardice and selfishness. Anyone who has a little sense, who has not yet been completely occupied by his hatred, can understand this truth.1

Xia Yuhua looked at Lu Fu with an extremely pitiful gaze and continued: "Just like me, although I am also very sad about my mother's death, I can still distinguish the priorities and see the facts. I can still clearly control my heart and not be blinded by hatred! And you are a poor worm who only knows how to escape, and only knows how to push all the mistakes on others to escape your own mistakes! Father is wrong, but he can forgive, and yours is unforgivable! I believe that even if you were to that world, my mother would never want to see you again1

Let's talk about it. Xia Yuhua resolutely turned around, no longer staying in this place for a moment, but just as she took the step to remember. Behind him, Lu Fu shouted frantically one after another: "No...... No...... It's not like this, it's not like this......"

Coming out of the prison, Xia Yuhua's mood couldn't calm down for a long time, and Feng'er, who was waiting outside, immediately greeted her, and saw that her expression was very bad, and she was immediately worried.

"Miss, are you alright?" Feng'er wanted to step forward to support Xia Yuhua, but the young lady didn't even answer herself, didn't even look at her, and didn't hear her words directly. I didn't see her so big, and walked forward.

"Miss, the sedan chair is here.1 Feng'er was even more anxious, she was stunned for a moment and hurriedly stepped forward to grab Xia Yuhua by herself: "It's windy, let's take the sedan chair and go back quickly." ”

This will, Feng'er is a little masterless. This is the first time she has seen a young lady with such a look, as if she has been sucked away by something, she can't help but look around as she speaks, and she doesn't know where the pine nuts are.

Being pulled by Feng'er like this, Xia Yuhua finally stopped, she slowly turned her head to look at Feng'er, and then said in a soft voice: "Feng'er, I want to walk alone, you go back first, tell my father, I will go back after a circle." ”

"Miss, I'll accompany you, I'm not worried about you like this." Where can Feng'er rest assured that this young lady, who looks so mentally ill, will wander around the street alone in the cold?

"I'm fine, I just feel panicked and want to walk alone to breathe. Anyway, Matsuko will follow behind, don't worry, go back and talk to Daddy first, so as not to worry him. Xia Yuhua smiled reluctantly, signaling that Feng'er didn't have to worry about her, she was really fine, she could understand everything, but she was a little uncomfortable in her heart, and she wanted to relieve this emotion first.

She was mortal, and she had made many mistakes herself, whether intentionally or unintentionally, and that sense of self-reproach was enough to swallow everything. She can distinguish right from wrong, and some reasonableness can also be figured out, even if the father should not distrust the mother, hurt the mother's heart, and indirectly killed the mother, but this is not the father's intention after all, and for so many years, the father has been haunted by this matter, guilty, she knows that such psychological torture will not be lighter than any punishment. Therefore, how could she blindly resent her father again, and then let her father's original regret and self-blame be tortured and hurt again?

She wouldn't be fooled by Lu Fu at all, and she wouldn't do such a stupid thing to hurt the feelings between father and daughter, so what she said in prison before was not a lie, and her face was indeed what she thought in her heart. She really wouldn't hate her father because of this, but she felt extremely sorry for her mother.

This kind of emotion will be depressed in her heart for a long time and can't be dissipated, so she can't cheer up and show a smiling face, so if she goes back directly now, I'm afraid it will inevitably make her father uncomfortable. It's better to walk around outside first and adjust your condition before going back.

Feng'er saw that although the young lady smiled at herself, and also ordered in an orderly manner, she was still not at ease in her heart, and was about to speak out when she heard a familiar voice from the side: "Feng'er listens to your young lady's arrangement, go back first, I am here, don't worry." ”

Hearing this voice, Xia Yuhua and Feng'er couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and then quickly turned their heads to look, only to see that Mo Yang had appeared beside them at some point, and was looking at Xia Yuhua coming over with a concerned face.

Seeing that Mo Yang was coming, Feng'er was naturally relieved now. hurriedly threw a grateful look at Mo Yang, and then retreated and left.

"Silly girl, why do you wear so little on such a cold day?" Looking at Xia Yuhua, who was thin, Mo Yang had pity on his face. As he spoke, he took off the cloak with warm body temperature on his body and put it on Xia Yuhua, and carefully tied and sorted it out.

Mo Yang's cloak made Xia Yuhua feel an indescribable warmth, and looking at Mo Yang who was smiling softly at her in front of her, she suddenly felt a feeling that was not very real.

"Why are you here?" When she was most confused, the person who could warm her the most appeared in front of her like a god, and Xia Yuhua's heart was indescribably moved. Whatever the reason, in short, at the moment when she was most dazed and helpless in her heart, he came!

"I don't know, it's just that I suddenly feel uneasy, and I suddenly want to see you." Mo Yang said quietly, and as he spoke, he couldn't help but reach out and comb Xia Yuhua's windswept hair in front of his forehead: "I went around the street twice, but I didn't expect to really meet you." ”

He was telling the truth, and he didn't know that Yuhua was here at first. As soon as she walked here, she saw a figure from afar, and she was very scared, so she made a decision to make a lot of squids. P> he didn't know what was going on, but one thing was very clear, that is, no matter what he wanted to do at this moment, he would be by her side, no matter what she wanted to do, no matter where she wanted to go, he would accompany her and guard her. Let her know he's there for her.

"Mo Yang ......" raised his head slightly, the temperature of Mo Yang's fingers was even more real, Xia Yuhua muttered, and then didn't think about anything, didn't care about anything, as if he was enchanted. Leaned straight into the spacious and warm embrace, subconsciously seeking that unique warmth and peace of mind.

Mo Yang couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect Yuhua to lean into his arms like this without warning. His heart tightened, but he reacted immediately, ignoring the so-called worldly gaze, and stretched out his hand to hug the thin body in his arms tightly

His heart ached, what did this stupid girl go through just now, such a strong person is so fragile and so sad at the moment. At this moment, he just wants to hold her firmly and give her the greatest warmth and support, and at this moment he just wants her to know that no matter what happens, even if the sky falls, he will hold up a clear sky for her.

"I'm here, don't be afraid, silly girl, no matter what happens, I'll be there for you." He patted her gently on the back, slowly soothing her like a child. He couldn't see the tears in her eyes at the moment, but he felt the ups and downs and tremors of the thin body that he tried to control but still couldn't control.

He knew that she must have cried, although it was only a silent sob, but it made his heart feel as uncomfortable as being pricked by a thousand needles. Cry, just cry out! He said silently in his heart, wishing to turn into a wind to blow away the rich sadness in her heart.

On the street, the two of them embraced each other without any scruples, as if only the two of them were left between heaven and earth, let the cold wind blow, let the time pass away, but only the two of them were still together.

After a while, Xia Yuhua left Mo Yang's arms and slowly raised his head. When she looked at Mo Yang again, her expression was no longer as confused as before, and her mental state was much better than before. Although there were no tears on his face, the reddish eyes couldn't hide the fact that he had just cried.

"Much better." She let out a long breath, didn't explain anything, didn't want to explain anything, just said the truest feeling in her heart at the moment. Some things, some words may need to be spoken, but some are not, it is more suitable to just put it in the heart, slowly dissolve, slowly comprehend.

That's good1 Mo Yang smiled dotingly, she didn't say, he didn't ask, if she needed to talk, he would naturally be the best listener, if she didn't want to mention it again, he would be the best companion.

"I want to walk around the streets." There was no shyness and uneasiness on her face that she had just "thrown into her arms" because of her emotional out-of-control, nor did she have any awkwardness and deliberateness afterwards, but just the undisguised dependence at the moment.

At this time, she didn't want to put on the so-called strong coat anymore, she just wanted to be able to naturally drive away the sadness in front of this man, slowly adjust her mood, and let go of the sudden melancholy in her heart earlier. Because the person in front of you is no one else. It is Mo Yang, it is Mo Yang who can reassure her and feel at ease.

"Good 1 Mo Yang did not hesitate to respond to Xia Yuhua's words, no matter what she wanted to do, he would accompany her.

Gathered the cloak she had tied up again. Mo Yang stopped talking, naturally took one of Xia Yuhua's hands, and then pulled her side by side, slowly walking forward.

Xia Yuhua did not refuse Mo Yang's warm hand, let him hold herself firmly, she walked aimlessly, but she knew in her heart that she would never get lost. Because he is by his side, there is the warmth that can appear when he is most helpless.

The cold wind is still the same, blowing so cold on people's faces, but Xia Yuhua doesn't feel cold at all, she just wants that kind of wind to blow away the melancholy and sadness in her heart, she just wants the cold breath to wake up the unconsciously stuffed in her heart.

She didn't say a word, just subconsciously walked slowly next to Mo Yang, and the passers-by on either side looked curiously. She never cared about worldly eyes. I just want to be able to find true peace in my heart.

And Mo Yangning didn't make a sound to disturb, but just looked at Yuhua beside her from time to time, taking in every slightest change in the expression on her face. silently felt her state of mind at the moment, and silently resisted the harassment from the outside world for her. They don't know how long they walked, they didn't know how many streets they crossed, there were fewer and fewer pedestrians on the road, and the sky began to fall with snowflakes.

Xia Yuhua finally stopped, and Mo Yang on the side naturally stopped.

"Brother Mo, are you cold?" Xia Yuhua's spirit seemed to have improved a lot, she took a step and faced Mo Yang, looking at the not too thick clothes on his body and finally spoke.

Originally, Mo Yang also wore a thick cloak. And at this moment, it has already reached her, he just didn't ask anything, didn't say anything and walked with her for so long, as if as long as she wanted, even if she kept going like this, there was no problem at all.

"It's not cold." Mo Yang shook his head and looked at Xia Yuhua with a concerned expression: "I'm just worried that you will be frozen." ”

"Brother Mo. Do you believe me? Xia Yuhua tilted his head slightly, and met Mo Yang's eyes, but his expression was indescribably serious.

"I believe that 1 Mo Yang has no superfluous words, but I believe that these two words are said very solemnly.

"I like Brother Mo, does Brother Mo like me too?" Xia Yuhua looked at Mo Yang fixedly, without a trace of shyness, but with an indescribable sincerity, the most essential truth from the heart.

Mo Yang suddenly felt an indescribable excitement in his heart, although they both knew that they had affection for each other, but when he heard this girl say that he liked herself, that happiness and satisfaction seemed to have overwhelmed him.

He reached out and stroked her cold cheek, eager to pass on all his warmth to her, he nodded awkwardly, and then looked at her with doting, and replied solemnly again, "Like 1."

"If one day, many people, even your closest ones, tell you that I don't like you anymore, but like someone else, will you believe it?" Xia Yuhua continued to ask, the expression on her face was so focused, and it was obvious that this last question was the key to her whole question.

When Mo Yang heard Xia Yuhua's words, he didn't know why this girl suddenly asked such a question, but he could see that Yuhua was extremely serious. He didn't know what kind of connection this question had to do with the sadness and sadness that this girl had just had, but he knew that this must be the place that Yuhua was most serious about at the moment.

He didn't speak out immediately, but thought very solemnly for a while, and then replied: "Even if one day, all the people in this world tell me that you don't like me anymore, but as long as I don't hear your answer with my own ears, I won't believe it." Whether you like me or not, only you know, just as I like you, no one knows better than me, we just need to trust each other, and that's enough.1

This sound was enough to finally make Xia Yuhua smile happily, swept away the heaviness on her face before, she let out a long sigh of relief, and then didn't ask anything else, and said softly to Mo Yang as if she was coquettish: "I'm hungry and want to eat noodles." ”

Good 1 Mo Yang also smiled: "There is a teahouse in front, go there, I'll make it for you." ”

Seeing Xia Yuhua like this, Mo Yang couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief in his heart, seeing that this girl finally got better, he was happier than anything else.

"No, go to my house, you teach me to do it, I want to ......" She paused slightly, and then said, "I want to make it for my father, my father...... It's not easy for so many years. ”

"Good 1 Although Mo Yang didn't quite understand why Yuhua suddenly said Xia Dongqing, he still responded without any objection, touched the green silk behind Xia Yuhua's head lovingly and said, "Listen to you." ”

Xia Yuhua smiled happily again, and then took the initiative to take Mo Yang's hand, pulled him to adjust his direction and walked quickly towards home.

As soon as he entered the house, Xia Yuhua saw his father waiting there, looking at his father suddenly looking like he had aged a lot, Xia Yuhua felt indescribable distress and reluctance in his heart. At this time, she naturally knew that her father must have guessed something, so she seemed so ashamed, uneasy, so worried and even afraid.

"Daddy, why don't you go into the house on such a cold day, but stay here?" She hurriedly stepped forward to support Xia Dongqing, and at this moment, the little resentment she had had before had dissipated without a trace.

Facing this man who has regretted and felt guilty for half his life, and in the face of this only relative who has loved her for more than ten years, how can she still bear to let him live in that self-blame all the time?

"Yu'er, daddy......" Xia Dongqing looked at her daughter with a look of self-reproach, wanting to say something for a while but didn't know how to speak.

"Daddy, let's go in and talk about it if you have anything to say, Mo Yang is here too." Xia Yuhua smiled at her father, subconsciously comforting, this will make her realize how important it is to know how to let go, and cherishing what is in front of her is the greatest happiness, if her mother has a spirit in the sky, she will definitely think so.

Hearing Yuhua's words, Xia Dongqing realized that Mo Yang had also come, and quickly nodded for a while, gathered some emotions, suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and went in first.

This will make him feel a lot of emotions in his heart, and he doesn't know what Yuhua is thinking. After hearing Feng'er come back and talk about Yuhua's coming out of prison, he knew that Lu Fu must have told Yuhua all those things, this kid didn't know what it was like to be uncomfortable, but now he had to force a smile in front of him, he was really ashamed of being a father.

Yes, everything is his fault, in the past ten years, he has regretted all the time, no longer blames himself, but he can't undo half of his mistakes. Now, since Yuhua knows everything, no matter how the child treats him, he doesn't have the slightest opinion, he just asks God to be merciful, don't let the child have anything to do.

Xia Yuhua directly sent Xia Dongqing to the warm room, and after helping him sit down on the upholstered chair, he and Mo Yang also sat down separately.

Feng'er quickly served hot tea and added some charcoal to the brazier. Roasting on a warm fire, a hot tea in the stomach, several people can no longer feel the previous cold.

"Feng'er, you go out first." Xia Yuhua put down the teacup in his hand and waved his hand to Feng'er on the side.

Seeing this, Feng'er quickly retreated, and for a while, only Xia Dongqing, Xia Yuhua and Mo Yang were left in the house.

"Yu'er ......" Xia Dongqing glanced at Mo Yang on the side again, but after all, he still wanted to say something.

And Mo Yang felt that the relationship between Xia Dongqing and Yuhua was very strange as soon as he entered the door, and seeing that Xia Dongqing forcibly endured what he wanted to say because he was there, so he said to Yuhua: "Didn't you say before that you wanted to be hungry and want to eat noodles?" I'll go out and give you ...... first."

"Brother Mo, wait a while, you can just sit down." Xia Yuhua knew that Mo Yang wanted to avoid it first, but she felt that she didn't want to deliberately avoid Mo Yang, so she could take the opportunity to better untie her father's knot. To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation.