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It is not difficult to find that Lu Fu is actually very good-looking, although he is over forty years old, although he is so depressed at the moment, it has not affected his appearance and temperament at all.
Putting aside the hatred between the two families and putting aside so many grievances, Lu Fu's appearance and temperament were completely unexpected by Xia Yuhua. Come to think of it, if you were young, you would definitely be a heroic and dashing master. She had always thought that Lu Wushuang looked like her mother, but now it seems that she was completely wrong.
Lu Wushuang actually looks very similar to him, except that one is more masculine and the other is more feminine. In Xia Yuhua's imagination, she has always felt that a sinister villain like Lu Fu is naturally born with a thief's eyebrows, and now, the word "people can't look good" has been best reflected in Lu Fu.
At the same time that Xia Yuhua was looking at Lu Fu carefully, Lu Fu was also looking at Xia Yuhua. It's just that his gaze is more like a kind of nostalgia, a kind of looking at someone else through Xia Yuhua.
For so many years, he didn't know why he had never looked at this child, intentionally or unintentionally, when he could see it, he would subconsciously choose to avoid it. And before he died, he still couldn't help but want to see her, to see what she looked like. And now, after really seeing it, he couldn't help but sigh a long sigh, and countless indescribable tastes emerged in his heart.
"That's right, I'm Lu Fu!" It took him a long time before he came back to his senses, and smiled at Xia Yuhua, the smile was so soft, like a father who had never met looking at his daughter, full of love, full of excitement, and at the same time full of an indescribable complexity.
Xia Yuhua was suddenly in a trance, such a look made her feel extremely uncomfortable, how could a person who didn't even glance at the death of his own daughter show such a gaze to her as the son of an enemy? She was a little skeptical that something was wrong with her eyes, but she smiled like that, and kept staring at her like that. It hasn't changed.
"Why do you think of me like that?" It's the first time he's seen himself, right? Xia Yuhua really felt that this was strange, although it was the first time they met, but she felt that Lu Fu's eyes and demeanor at this moment did not have the need to deliberately pretend, and it was really difficult to pretend that kind of eyes if they were not from the heart.
Because of this. She was a little stunned, and she couldn't understand what was going on with Lu Xia at all. In her imagination, he should stare at herself with anger and hatred, and then curse and vent.
Lu Xia obviously didn't care about Xia Yuhua's question, but continued to stare at her with this kind of eyes, shaking his head lightly from time to time. He nodded from time to time, not knowing what he was thinking.
Xia Yuhua couldn't help frowning, she wasn't impatient, she just didn't have the patience to face a person who wasn't worth her patience: "What do you mean?" You want to see me, right? I'm here now, so tell me what you have to do! ”
"Like! Resemble! It's like! Lu Xia did not change in any way because of Xia Yuhua's tone, but laughed more and more happily, and said with emotion: "For so many years, I have been very hesitant in my heart. I want to see you, but I'm afraid to see you. Now people who are dying anyway don't have so many scruples. I didn't expect you to really look so similar to her, especially the frowning expression, which is almost exactly the same. ”
Hearing this, Xia Yuhua couldn't help but chuckle in her heart, her expression became colder, and she squeezed out a few words: "Like whom?" What exactly do you mean? Do you mean I look like someone? ”
Hearing Xia Yuhua's request again, Lu Fu retracted his previous scrutiny and sighed: "What a stupid child, didn't your father never tell you that you look very much like your mother?" ”
As soon as these words came out. Xia Yuhua's heart sank even more, and there were some vague guesses in his heart before, but this would be even clearer. Although Lu Xia didn't say much, although she hadn't heard of it before, but at this moment, she knew in her heart that the man in front of her called Lu Feide really had no ordinary relationship with the Xia family.
All the time. She felt that she didn't understand a little, she didn't understand why the Lu family always liked to stare at the Xia family, and she didn't understand that Lu Fu had to want to put her father to death. And the words Lu Fu said just now and the look in her eyes are enough to show that it is definitely not a simple confrontation of positions, nor is it just a political struggle in the court, which seems to contain greater personal grievances, and it is related to the feelings and grievances of his biological mother.
In my impression, the specific memory of my mother has been blurred, not because I have forgotten my mother from my heart, but because no one seems to have mentioned these things to me often since I was a child. This is true of the old servants in the family, and even more so of the father. It's not that my father didn't talk much about my mother, but I rarely took the initiative to talk about my mother.
But she felt that her father loved her mother very much, otherwise she would not have married again for so many years, and she would not have loved her so much. So all along, she felt that maybe it was because her father was not good at words, or maybe it would make him sad to mention this, so she rarely told her about her mother, even if she wanted to ask in her heart, she never really asked more.
She only knew that her mother died of illness when she was more than three years old, and her father was not good at calligraphy and painting, so he did not leave a portrait of his mother, and the three-year-old child only remembered that his mother treated her very well at that time, and as for everything else, including her mother's face, she could not remember it completely. It's not surprising that she looks like her mother, but it's strange why Lu Fu mentioned this? What is the relationship between Lu Fu and his father and mother?
But for a long time, Xia Yuhua didn't ask the question in her heart, and she didn't ask anything to Lu Fu, she didn't know why she suddenly stopped asking and didn't ask, she subconsciously seemed to have a feeling of being indescribable, wanting to know but afraid to know.
And now she is no longer really a teenager, when facing some trade-offs, there is a voice in her heart that lives from the bottom of her heart, avoid, avoid!
So she simply avoided Lu Fu's words, but as if she hadn't heard anything or seen anything, she lowered her face and said expressionlessly: "If you go to such great lengths to call me over just to say these crazy words." Then I don't have anything to stay in! ”
With that, she really ignored it, turned around and walked towards the outside of the prison.
"Wait!" Seeing this, Lu Fu was surprised. Hurriedly grabbed the wood of the prison door and said loudly to Xia Yuhua: "Don't you really want to know what happened to your mother sixteen years ago and why she died?" Don't you want to know what kind of connection I have with your mother? Don't you want to know why I hate your father so much? Why do you want to put your father to death in every possible way? ”
He asked four whys in a row, and his expression became not as calm as before, but with an indescribable resentment. Seeing that Xia Yuhua was still slightly stunned after hearing his series of rhetorical questions, he didn't look back and continued to walk out. Lu Fu couldn't help but shout loudly: "If your mother could have such a ruthless heart as you back then, she wouldn't have been forced to death by your father!" ”
The last sound made Xia Yuhua feel like he had been struck by lightning, and he settled down straight, and he couldn't take a single step. Although she had already warned herself that she would not easily believe the words of people like Lu Fu, when she heard him say that her mother was forced to die by her father, she couldn't help but be surprised after all. I couldn't help the turbulent waves that had already set off in my heart, and I wanted to stop and listen to everything. Whether it's true or not, she wants to listen to everything Lu Fu wants to say first.
"What did you say?" She jerked her head back. Staring at Lu Fu like a ghost, he said, "Say it clearly!" ”
"I said, your mother was forced to death by your father!" Lu Fu's eyes were bloodshot, and he shouted at Xia Yuhua again: "You never dreamed that the good father who has been holding you in the palm of his hand and treating you like a jewel is the murderer who forced your mother to death!" Xia Yuhua, Xia Yuhua, you think you are smart, but you can't even figure out who your real enemy is! You have really lived in vain for more than ten years, in vain! Or have you simply forgotten your mother, the poor mother who gave birth to you and loved you? ”
"I don't believe it!" Xia Yuhua had obviously been disturbed by Zai Lu's words. She secretly took a breath and told herself that this thing must not be what Lu Fu said, the reason why Lu Fu said this was just that he wanted to separate their father and son before he died: "Lu Fu, I'm not a three-year-old child anymore, do you think it's any use to tell me this now?" ”
Lu Fu couldn't help laughing. A look of mockery, and then a sad expression: "Really? Do you think that what I say is just a lie to you, a random word? Xia Yuhua, Xia Yuhua, people are dying, their words are also good, believe it or not, it's your business, but I have to say everything for your mother, otherwise, when I die, how can I explain to your mother when I see her over there? ”
Speaking of this, his eyes seemed to be filled with tears, he turned his head to lean on the fence, no longer looked at Xia Yuhua, and said to himself as if he was a memory and like a story......
Lu Fu seemed to be caught in his own memories, and as he recounted, the expression on his face flickered with joy and sorrow, sadness and anger, but Xia Yuhua on the side couldn't help but listen, and his heart was indescribably surprised.
Regardless of whether everything Lu Fu said was true or false, or how much was true and how much was false, all this really shocked her.
In Lu Fu's account, Xia Yuhua's mother should have met him first, and then had mutual affection, but he left temporarily because of some coincidences, but he didn't expect that time to leave them helplessly. When Lu Fu came back the following year, he found that Xia Yuhua's mother's family had married her lover to Xia Dongqing. Lu Fu was heartbroken and wanted to elope with Xia's mother, but he was unexpectedly discovered by his mother's family, not only did they not succeed, but also let Xia's mother marry into his father's family in advance.
Seven years later, when Lu Fu saw Xia Mu again, he had become a celebrity next to the emperor, although he was not yet in the prime minister's mansion, but he was also a smash hit and had a bright future. At that time, Xia Dongqing had also made many military exploits and became a well-known battlefield general.
Lu Fu hadn't seen Xia Dongqing back then, so he didn't know that Xia Dongqing, a military general who was just beginning to be famous in the court at that time, was the person Xia Mu married, and occasionally at a banquet, he understood everything when he saw Xia Mu, and Xia Mu had already given birth to Xia Yuhua at that time. The unexpected reunion made Lu Fu a surprise intersection, although he knew that his former lover had married another woman, and he was already a mother of others, he still couldn't forget it.
He began to try his best to get close to Xia Yuhua's mother, but at first Xia's mother avoided it and didn't want to see it more. But Xia Dongqing has been fighting abroad all year round. It's rare to come back a few times a year, and Lu Fu can always find all kinds of reasons and opportunities to get close to her. Lu Fu was originally the person Xia Mu loved back then, and after a long time, he couldn't help but lose too much defense.
In fact, although Xia Mu has been separated from Xia Dongqing for many years. But he has always had a good relationship with Xia Dongqing, and he is also very attached to his family and children, and he values it very much, so even if he knows that Lu Fu has some intentions, he only thinks that he still remembers the old things of the year, and he has not had anything unsightly with Lu Fu.
Later, after Xia Dongqing returned. found out that there was a personal affair between Xia Mu and Lu Fu, and thought that Xia Mu had done something sorry for him, so he was very resentful, and even went to Lu Fu to settle accounts. Xia's mother was ashamed and anxious, and after trying all kinds of explanations to no avail, in order to prove her innocence, she hit the wall and died in front of the two.
Because of Xia's mother's death, Lu Fu has hated Xia Dongqing since then. vowed to let Xia Dongqing die a good death, and to avenge Xia's mother. As for Xia Yuhua's attitude, it is extremely contradictory and complicated. One is that she has the blood of the person she loves, but on the other hand, she also has the blood of Xia Dongqing, who makes him hate him so much.
Therefore, for so many years, he never wanted to see Xia Yuhua, but no matter how he calculated the Xia family, he still opened up to Xia Yuhua a little, and he didn't want to really hurt this child. Even when his daughter proposed to kill Xia Yuhua, he would involuntarily and secretly stop one or two.
When Lu Wushuang died, he didn't even see him again, but when he knew that he was going to die. But there is a kind of strong **, see this child who has not been seen for more than ten years, and see the blood of his most beloved person.
Now, he really saw it, she looked so much like her mother, but that look was very similar to the bastard Xia Dongqing who forced his beloved to death back then!
He was really unwilling. I lost again, lost to Xia Dongqing again, and lost to her daughter! He knew in his heart that the evidence that proved him must have come from the Xia family, so even if he died, he didn't want this Xia Dongqing to live comfortably, even if he died, he didn't want to see a person who should have been punished but still be able to bear the knees with peace of mind!
Today, he just wants to say all this, to let Xia Yuhua know what a vicious father she has, her mother's death, all this is all Xia Dongqing, all Xia Dongqing!
"I swear to God that everything I say today is true, and if I don't say anything, I will never see your mother even if I go to hell!" He turned around and stared at Xia Yuhua outside the prison with a crazy face, swearing, he didn't believe that the woman in front of him would be indifferent to his mother's death!
At this moment, Xia Yuhua didn't know how to describe her feelings, at this time, she had already believed every word Lu Fu said just now, and believed in the entanglement between her father, mother and Lu Fu, but she never thought that her mother's death would be related to her father.
She is not stupid, and she tries to tell herself to be calm. So after listening to everything, she also knew that her father did not deliberately want to kill her mother, but because of some pitiful misunderstandings, her mother had to choose the last way to commit suicide to show her innocence. How terrible it can be when a husband and wife or a loved one no longer trust each other and are blinded by impulse, anger, or even hatred.
It's no wonder that for so many years, her father has been reluctant to talk to her about her mother, and it's no wonder that her father always involuntarily shows guilt when he looks at her, no wonder......
It turns out that it is so!
Seeing Xia Yuhua's gloomy expression, Lu Fu couldn't help but say, "How about it, you finally believe my words, right?" Remember, your mother was forced to death by your father! Your father is a murderer, a murderer of your mother! Hahahaha......"
A series of laughter made Lu Fei become more and more crazy, and suddenly, Xia Yuhua also woke up from this terrible laughter. She stared at Lu Fu without saying a word, her eyes were surprisingly cold, her brows furrowed even tighter, and it was even more impossible to guess her thoughts.
Lu Fu was a little uncomfortable being stared at by Xia Yuhua, he reluctantly stopped laughing, and said with an annoyed face: "You unfilial daughter with no conscience, your mother gave birth to you for nothing, and she loves you in vain!" Do you know how much she sinned when she gave birth to you? Do you know that the only thing she can't let go of before she dies is you? Now that you know the truth, you don't even say a word, can you just let go of the ...... who forced your mother to death?"
"Enough!" Xia Yuhua said coldly: "Even if everything you say is true, even if the mother's death is indeed inseparable from the father's impulsiveness and unbelief, but who deliberately provoked this big misunderstanding, and who only cared about their own selfishness, and destroyed their relationship by unscrupulous means, and finally led to such a tragedy?" ”