Self-confidence comes from strength

(TXT full text) 255 all the way to the west

Two hundred and fifty-five all the way to the west

I pretended to look up at the sky. In fact, it was to keep his tears from flowing, and then, the tears were really endured.

"Alright, it's getting late, you can go home." I smiled at Wang Ziqian.

He looked at me uneasily and uncomfortably, and said, "I'll send you home." ”

"No need, I want to walk alone, goodbye." Then, one last glance at him, with a look of disbelief and despair, I turned and strode forward, without looking back.

I knew for a long time that he would not betray his family for me, but only to give in to love.

Turning the corner and entering the subway, I pulled two train tickets out of my pocket and threw one of them in the trash. I'm the only one who accompanies me on the road.

Early the next morning, I took a taxi with my suitcase to Haidu Railway Station. At the gate of the station, he took out his mobile phone and called up the number of Dang Hanye, but in the end he didn't call. Forget it, if you want to go, just go.

Delete everything I stored in my phone, do a factory reset, then turn off my phone, remove the battery, take off my two phone cards, pinch and bend them with my index finger and thumb, bend them into two circles, throw two arcs, and throw them in the trash.

I put my phone in his begging bowl, pulled up my luggage and walked to the waiting hall, and followed the migrant workers who resisted luggage into the station.

Waiting, checking in tickets, getting on the bus, goodbye Haidu.

When I found my seat, it was another aisle, and on the two seats were two boys who looked like college students. I took off my shoes, stood in my seat, put my luggage in the luggage rack, and put a bag of instant food on the small table to prepare for a meal in the car.

On the other side, there was an empty seat, and no one came until the drive, only I knew that no one would come, because I lost the ticket.

Close your eyes and let yourself get some sleep. In broad daylight, I actually fell asleep.

When I woke up, two college students next to me were discussing a book called "Struggle", and I chatted with them for a few words, and the boy by the window said, "I look at you like a person." ”

I smiled and said, "Like Xue Zhixue." ”

He smiled: "It's really like!" Could you be Xue Zhixue? ”

I said, "Everyone says I'm like, so I'm in trouble in my life, and I'm thinking about whether to go to Korea for plastic surgery and make myself no longer look like her." ”

Then they talked about the movie of the party cold night, and infinitely sighed and regretted that the party left the movie on the cold night, and the boy next to me said: "Now I can only count on Xue Zhixue to make a few decent movies, and she is a little bit of the legacy of the party cold night, and can earn some face for the Chinese at the Oscars." As soon as "Shi Broken" was released, I said that I could win the Oscar, and this year I really won the best foreign language film. ”

When the Oscars presented the award to "Shi Broken", it was Hou Yujian who received it. It seems that not only has the party completely withdrawn from the entertainment industry on a cold night, but "Broken Division" is also my last movie.

I said: "Dang Han Ye didn't die, how can it be said that Xue Zhixue's movies have his legacy?" ”

The boy smiled and said, "If a film director doesn't make a movie, what's the difference between him and dying?" ”

I laughed a little and said to myself, yes. Since then, I have also been ancient.

The train stopped in a city, and there were many standing tickets, and a woman with a child in her arms shuttled through the crowd, and when she saw the empty seat opposite me, she asked the person in the seat next to me: "Miss, is there anyone here?" ”

Before the young lady could reply, I said, "Sit down, there is no one." ”

The woman looked at me puzzled, then sat down with the child in her arms.

Then, I closed my eyes and fell asleep again, and in my dream, I went back to the train that came to Haidu for the first time, and I dreamed of meeting Dang Han Ye for the first time, and dreamed of the sunscreen that he fell out of his pocket.

"Sir, you've dropped something." I called him in my dreams.

"Where, where, what did I drop?" A man asked hurriedly.

I woke up, and it turned out that I was talking in my sleep, and the man standing next to me believed it and really thought that he had dropped something. I apologized repeatedly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I read it wrong." ”

Then he fished out the phrase "neurosis".

After getting off the train in Zhengzhou, and then taking a long-distance bus back to my hometown, it was just morning, I went directly to the furniture store opened by my sister, my father was helping to receive the goods, and my mother was helping to record, when she looked up and saw me, it was similar to the look of the ghost during the day:

"Light snow! How did you get back? ”

Then, the people in the store couldn't care about work. The customers didn't care about looking at things anymore, and they all came to see me, like onlookers watching aliens.

I finally hid in the office with my parents, and my mother immediately asked me: "Xiaoxue, why didn't Ziqian come back with you?" ”

Mom is still thinking about this wealthy son-in-law.

I smiled lightly and said, "We broke up. ”

"What?" Mom's expression can be described by the phrase "I am shocked by this" commonly used by the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, "Why did you break up again?" How good people are to you......"

"I asked him to accompany me back to my hometown to farm, but he refused, so I dumped him." I said nonchalantly, then took the tea from my dad and drank it.

It took a while for my mother to react and say, "How can our family have land for people to plant?" Besides, how can people farm with that kind of identity? ”

I said: "Mom, don't worry, I won't share my brother's few acres of ration fields, I bought land for Wang Ziqian to plant, he refused to come, you can't blame me." ”

I stayed at home for two days, and my mother almost scrapped my ears, and she really couldn't bear to be that wealthy son-in-law.

I had to leave the house early and find a quiet place to rest. Dad drove me to the station, and when the car drove away, I could see his restless, caring, and concerned eyes. I always let my dad work hard, I don't feel at ease, this time, I want to live a peaceful life, so that my dad doesn't have to take care of it.

I went to Dengfeng to visit my father's good friend Uncle Zheng.

Uncle Zheng opened a martial arts gym in Dengfeng. When he saw me. They all didn't believe their eyes: "Xiaoxue, it's really you?!" ”

I smiled and said, "Uncle Zheng, I came to you this time to apply for a job, and I want to be a martial arts instructor in your school." ”

"The bigger the snow, the more he will make fun of Uncle Zheng." He poured me tea without the slightest disbelief.

"I'm not kidding, I'm genuine." I said it seriously.

Uncle Zheng couldn't sit down, and asked me puzzledly: "Xiaoxue, you are a great director now, aren't you here to experience life?" How did you come to me as a coach with such a good job? ”

I shook my head: "Uncle Zheng, life is a road, it can't always be straight, I'm at a bend now." It's time for my life to turn a corner. If you agree, I'll stay, be a martial arts instructor, or be a culture teacher. ”

Uncle Zheng was still incredulous, but he nodded and agreed: "Okay, if you want to come, Uncle is always welcome here." ”

Then I stayed in the dormitory of the female teachers of his school for one night, and the next day I had a few kung fu lessons with a few coaches from their school.

In the evening, I said goodbye to Uncle Zheng: "I want to go out for a while to relax, and then come back to teach." ”

Uncle Zheng personally took me to the train station and told me to be careful all the way.

Riding the train to the west, my heart became empty, the further to the northwest, the more desolate the earth, the other day it was the green of the south, here is only a thick yellow-black.

When the train stopped in a medium-sized city in the northwest, I looked out the window and saw a little girl dressed in red picking up something that had been discarded on the ground to eat, her face and clothes dirty. I thought to myself, is this how I was when I was a kid? I decided to get off here.

Removed my only backpack from the luggage rack and exited the train. It's so cold outside, and the winter in Haidu is just like this.

I walked up to the little girl and gave her a bag of bread in my hand, she reached out and caught it, and was about to eat, but I stopped her and said, "There is no free lunch in the world, women must be more dignified, you can't accept handouts from others, if you want this bag of bread, you have to do something for me." ”

She glared at me with those ignorant eyes, and I pulled her out of the train station and said, "Sister, most of the people in this world are bad people, and you don't want to believe anyone but yourself." Don't accept handouts from others, don't go with others, you can only get what you want by your own efforts, understand? ”

She shook her head.

I held up the bag of bread and said, "Okay, I'll make you understand." You take me to a hotel,"

She stared at the bag of bread and pulled me away, and about ten minutes later we came to a hotel, and she pointed. I walked towards the hotel, but was stopped by her after a few steps, and she stared at the bag of bread.

I smiled at her and said, "I didn't say you brought me and I would give you bread, okay, you can go now, there are no good people in this world." ”

She glared at me fiercely with those angry little eyes, and I smiled wickedly at her, and then went into the hotel.

The hostel is quite quiet and safe, I washed my face and went to sleep, I haven't slept peacefully for a long time, and now, everything is over, and I can sleep peacefully.

I slept for a long time, and how long it was, as I calculated later, was about thirty-one to thirty-two hours.

I was awakened by a knock on the door, and when I opened it, I saw that it was about to be knocked open, and there was a loud noise outside the door, as if the innkeeper had discouraged the knocker from breaking his door.

I put on my clothes, combed my hair, and opened the door, outside the door, two fierce and ugly men yelled at me, "You are the woman who deceived Erni?" ”

I looked down and saw that the little girl I had deceived yesterday was glaring at me fiercely, as if to say that she was now in a position to fight, and she wanted to get back what she had yesterday.

I nodded and smiled, "Yes." ”

The fierce man bared his big yellow teeth and said, "You stinky, you actually bully children." He reached out and twitched me in the face before he could finish speaking.

I didn't dodge, I raised my fist to meet his wrist, and then, with an "ah", he fell to the ground, rolling on the ground and shouting: "My hand, my hand is off!" ”

Seeing this, the other man did not dare to do anything to me again, so he picked up the man who had fallen to the ground and left, and the girl looked at me in fear and walked after the two of them.

I was just about to go to the room when I heard the man shouting, "Die Nizi, I'm being beaten." ”

Then I heard punches and kicks and the sound of girls crying, and I hurried out of the room. In the hallway, two men were beating a thin little girl.

"Stop!" I shouted.

They stopped.

I walked over, picked up the girl, and said to the two men, "Who are you?" ”

The two men looked at each other and said, "Niece, niece." ”

I looked at the little girl again and said to the two men, "Okay, today I will leave your niece and nephew to be my tour guide, I will pay her, you can go." ”。

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