Two hundred and fifty-four untimely confessions of unbearable love

Two hundred and fifty-four untimely confessions

Unbearable love

Step up the stairs and slowly push open the door. Every movement makes my heart beat several times faster. The room is warm like spring and exudes the faint fragrance of flowers.

I walked further inside, and the ground was full of red roses, but there was no figure in sight. Where did he go? Why is there a room full of roses? Could it be that he has a new love here, arranged a whole house of roses for her, and after sending romance, the two are now passionate?

I'm coming at an inopportune time, I'm like a broom star, always showing up at an inopportune time, doing something stupid out of place.

I hesitate to look for him in another room, or leave the hospital to avoid it for a while? I turned around hesitantly, startled by a stuffed stupid bear.

It wriggled its stupid body towards me, then stopped, bowed like a stupid gentleman, and said, "Happy Valentine's Day, dear Xiaoxue!" There's a fool who says he loves you, and if you're willing to be his girlfriend, take his roses. It raised its clumsy arm and pointed back.

I looked behind it along its arm, and there was a man holding a bouquet of bright red roses. Smile at me, the face is no longer obscure and ambiguous, it is a fiery love. With his white shirt, healthy complexion, handsome face, holding bright red roses, and standing among flowers, he is the prince who courted the princess in a fairy tale.

This dreamlike sight has never been a luxury scene in my dreams, and even I dare not dream of receiving the bouquet of roses, but at this moment, it finally appears in front of my eyes.

However, it is presented more out of place, almost for the mockery of me.

I said in a respectful, even fearful, tone from a subordinate: "Mr. Han, I'm here to report to you." I didn't complete the task you gave me, I didn't stop Duan Tu from returning home, and he committed suicide by jumping into the sea on Yuan Tomb Island. I'm sorry. "And then, I waited, even if it was an apocalyptic catastrophe.

The silence, the terrible silence, lasted for more than ten minutes, and for me, every second was a century, and I could no longer bear this depression and panic.

"Mr. Han, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's me who is useless, I hurt a while. I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" I held back from tears because I didn't have the face to shed tears.

"Ahh......h

Like a mad beast, he tore down a room of romance that had been carefully arranged, his hands dripping with blood, falling on the white curtains, and then rushing out of the room in a frenzy.

Several paramedics and his bodyguards chased him out.

I chased out the door in a daze, and all I saw was a line of bright red blood left on the snow.

An hour later, the exhausted Dang Han Ye was carried back to his room, where several doctors did a thorough examination of his body and wound treatment.

When I asked the doctor how it was, a middle-aged American doctor said, "Thank God, fortunately, there was no major mess, and his bone injury is recovering well." ”

"Thank you, thank you, doctor!"

But I really didn't have the courage to go into his bedroom, just outside, wandering around on the crumbling rose petals.

Xiao Wu came out of it and said to me, "Brother Han is asleep." ”

I nodded in dismay.

"You can go and rest for a while, too." He looked at me with pity.

I shook my head: "I'm not tired. ”

"That. Let's go to dinner together. ”

I shook my head, I wasn't hungry, it seemed like I hadn't eaten for a long time, and my teeth felt a little woody, but I still followed him and the monkey out to a fancy restaurant in the recuperation area.

Walking through a mirror, I saw severe dark circles and a pale complexion on my face. No wonder Xiao Wu and the monkey looked at me with such pity in their eyes, I really looked like a poor worm.

They brought me food and put it in front of me, and I was just in a daze, not having the slightest appetite.

"Xiaoxue," Xiao Wu called me softly, "Let's eat something." ”

I forced a smile: "Eat, I'm not hungry." ”

The monkey said: "Xiaoxue, don't be like this, Brother Han and Brother Duan are brothers in life and death, and when you hear this news, it is natural to be sad." It's okay if it's over, they're all men, and there's no hurdle that can't be overcome. Besides, if you want to torture yourself like this, Brother Han will feel distressed when he sees it. ”

I smiled, I didn't expect him to feel distressed, I just expected him to scold me, and I would have some peace in my heart.

The two of them helped me with the vegetables and the soup, and I tried to make myself eat something.

Back in the cold night ward, he was in a daze in bed.

I stood beside his bed and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry Mr. Han......" and then, I couldn't say any more, because his eyes looked at me like a sword shining with cold light. I gritted my teeth to keep myself from tears, from shaking.

"Xue Zhixue," he finally spoke, "why did I raise such a fool of you?" I wouldn't hurt my brother if I had a dog. Why am I such a bastard? Knowing that Ah Tu was going to have an accident, what hospital was he still hospitalized? You are really stupid, I give you so many rights, and the network of contacts in Europe is handed over to you, not to mention saving a certain way, even if you hide all the criminals in Haidu Prison, it is more than enough......"

I listened carefully to every lesson and abuse from him, when the leaders in my previous life scolded me and criticized me, I would be distracted, and I couldn't listen to a word, but the words he scolded were pierced in my heart, we knew each other for nine years, he scolded me for the first time, scolded me with such ugly words, before, I was ready to be scolded by him, but when I really faced his words on the head and face, I still couldn't bear it, I was going to cry. I'm going to cry.

"Why are you still stunned? Is the moon rounder in the United States than in China? How many things do you have to deal with in China? Have you settled down in Liu Zhi's life? If he can't save the journey, will his property also fall into the hands of others? His cold barrage of accountability.

I have no place to go: "I'm sorry Mr. Han, I'll go back to China." "I turned and rushed out of the room, tears like a flood of tears, crying all the way to the plane.

Because of flight problems, I was stranded in San Francisco for another day before I got on the plane back home.

returned to Haidu, wiped away his tears, and acquired Yitu Hi-Tech at any cost. Yitu Hi-Tech is Duan Tu's biggest effort, and I know that in the future, the party will hand this over to Duan Tu's son. Then I tried my best to save the industry on the white road of Tianhai Group and not let others take advantage of it. Originally, I planned to buy some things when the financial crisis bottomed out, but the performance of the party's cold night made me dare not delay it any longer. Let's suffer a loss, the right to be cheap Wu Lei and Wang Ziqian.

settled Liu Zhi's life, and everything came to an end. Smelton and Jin Sheng both made a lot of money, Han Lexiang's loss was temporary, and he was also willing, but he was not there, and I had no intention of staying.

The spring of Haidu is full of vigor again.

Lawyer Wei Chenyuan and I made an appointment to meet at the coffee shop of Han Lexiang's bookstore.

I arrived early, picked up a few books at the bookstore, and sat in a window seat in the café, reading a book and drinking tea at the same time, I hadn't been so quiet for a long time. I miss the days when I lived in Shuyuan Street, and I came here to read books when I had nothing to do. I met Mr. He Kun here, and I saw Duan Tu for the first time on this street...... Everything is a thing of the past, and I am going to be a passerby in Haidu.

"Xiaoxue," Lawyer Wei appeared in front of him, "It's already here?" ”

"No, just a moment." I smiled, "You may be seated, Lawyer Wei." ”

He smiled and sat down, he was much older than before, but he was in good spirits, and it could be seen that he was living a very happy life, and he had a wife who loved him and went to worship Teacher He every year.

"Xiaoxue has lost a lot of weight." Lawyer Wei looked at me and said with pity.

I smiled and said, "I'm still afraid of gaining weight, and it seems that the weight loss effect is very good." ”

He exposed my lie at a glance: "Where do you need to lose weight?" You need to strengthen nutrition. ”

I smiled and cut to the chase: "Lawyer Wei, I invited you to Haidu from afar, I really have something to ask for, I only worry about you, so I have to trouble you." ”

"Don't tell me these kind words, I'll do my best to help anyone who can."

I took out a stack of documents from my bag and pushed them in front of Lawyer Wei.

He took it and looked at it carefully. I sipped my tea slowly and waited for him.

Half an hour later. He raised his head from the information and said with a serious expression: "Xiaoxue, you want to ......"

I nodded, "Please." ”

"Xiaoxue, have you thought about it?" He looked at me incredulously.

I smiled lightly: "I've been thinking about it since I accepted these things, I thought, I've done enough, I'm tired, and I've run out of faith and courage." Grandma He once said, don't be angry with love, I didn't gamble with love, but I still don't have love. I thought, I should live my life differently. ”

Lawyer Wei didn't say anything more, and when we came out of the bookstore, we visited He Kun and his wife together, and Grandma He left us for lunch.

In the days that followed, I visited many of my friends in Haidu and visited Shin Shin Manman. Finally, I went back to my office, took out a piece of letterhead, and wrote him something.

A thousand words, in the end, not a word was written, but tears wet the whole letterhead, put down the pen, and sighed softly.

After leaving the company, I walked to the subway entrance, took the subway to Haidu Railway Station, bought two train tickets, hard seats, or the train I came to Haidu for the first time.

Out of the ticket hall, the sunset dyed the sky red, the spring rain that lasted for many days stopped, and tomorrow is a sunny day, this kind of day is suitable for travel.

I walked along the Pujiang River until nightfall, and then took the subway to Wang Ziqian's house, just like the first time I went to his house to put on Mrs. Wang's makeup. However, I didn't go into the neighborhood and called him on the side of the road. He came out quickly.

"Xiaoxue, why don't you go in?" He ran up to me and asked with concern.

I smiled, "Do you remember what I told you?" ”

"What?" He was a little inexplicable.

I looked at him and said solemnly and expectantly, "Ziqian, are you willing to go with me?" ”

He was stunned for a moment, then came to his senses, was silent, silent for a long time, looked at me, and said inseparably: "Xiaoxue, can you stay for me?" ”。.。