I and him are just ordinary friends, when we are together, we can say anything, in short, we can speak freely, we can say whatever we want, now, I can no longer be like before, and even when I say that when facing him, I have to think about it clearly, and I am afraid that I will accidentally say something that should not be said.

Now I really regret it, if I had known, I shouldn't have drunk with him last night. There will be no later ones. has happened so now, and I don't have to live so entangled, I really regret it.

But what's the use of regretting it at this time? Everything can't be changed, things that shouldn't have happened have happened, how can you escape from it except face it?

Even if he had such thoughts and wanted to escape, would he allow himself to do so? Looking at the tone of his conversation with himself just now, it can be seen that on the surface he is saying that he is saying that he will give himself time not to force himself, but in fact, his heart is still eager to know the answer immediately.

It's just that I don't dare to say it too bluntly, and I don't dare to push myself too much, even if I am unwilling, but I don't dare to say anything more when facing myself, I still stick to the original statement, I will give myself time, and I will also give myself space to think about this issue.

There is no regret medicine to take in this world, so it is impossible for me to escape from what I have done except to face it.

I don't want to think about it clearly, I better rest early at this time, it's already the middle of the night, and it's dawn in a few hours, and I've just fallen asleep.

He Yuhe watched her phone being hung up by her, and before she could finish speaking, she hurriedly hung up the phone, saying that her heart was not as angry as she imagined, on the contrary, she had a trace of affection in her heart, in fact, she could think of why she hung up her phone in such a panic.

The more she does this, the more she is in a hurry, it seems that her heart is not calm, and she can be sure that she has her own in her heart and will be affected by her own words, so she will make such a child's move.

After thinking about this, what is there to be angry about? She should be right, happy that she has herself in her heart.

I already know that she has her own in her heart, so what kind of person do she have to be angry about, it's too late to be happy, no matter what, it's impossible for her to give up on her, and it's impossible to break up with her, since she has taken this step, she has no way back, there is only one possibility, that is, promise herself, be with herself, as for the rest, she doesn't need to think too much, and there is no need to care too much about things, as long as she stays by her side with peace of mind, as for other things, You can do it on your own.

Emotional matters, there must be one person to take the initiative, if both people are cowering, then how can it be possible?

The more she retreats, the more she has to take the initiative, because only in this way can she get her own love, and love is earned by her own efforts, not by the charity of others.

Emotional matters, you have to rely on your own efforts, if you have to rely on others, then how can you be happy in this life, and how can you find your own happiness.

He Yuhe has always felt that the dominance of feelings must be held in his own hands. As for the rest, they can back down, but this one thing is not like this.

For example, if the initiative in this matter is not in her hands, then I can imagine that it will be quite sad. I even said that I couldn't imagine what this situation would be.

She can be in charge of everything else, but the initiative of her feelings must be held in her hands, and the love she gives away is not what she wants.

even said that she had a hunch that if the initiative in this matter was in her hands, then it would be impossible for her and her in this life, because she always thought that the identity gap between her and herself was too big to climb herself.

Let's do this today, think about it so late, and he is also tired, so I can be considerate of her somewhat.

It's already the middle of the night, so I can't say that I ran over to make something clear to her, it's impossible, and I think I'll have to go to work tomorrow.

Another point is that she doesn't live alone, she lives with her secretary, so with one more person, some things are still not so convenient.

If she guessed correctly, she probably hadn't talked about this matter with her best friend yet, or maybe she hadn't thought it through herself.

So no matter what, I always feel a little abrupt when I go over like this, if there is anything to talk about tomorrow, anyway, I am not so anxious, for myself, as long as I know her thoughts.

As long as she knows that she has her own in her heart, it doesn't mean that she doesn't have her own existence at all, knowing this is enough in her own opinion, as for the rest, why think too much.

Knowing that emotional things can't be forced, I just confessed to her, I can't just let people give me answers, tell myself what she thinks in her heart, no matter what, I have to give others a period of time to think about it.

Just like those things that happened today, it was really enough to make me feel tired, and I was already tossing until the middle of the night, and I didn't want to continue tossing.

The next day, when Shu Yixin got up, it was still the same as usual. It's also a little unclear how I fell asleep last night, maybe I fell asleep thinking about myself, after all, it's already so late, and I have already slept in normal times.

Suddenly remembered that I hung up his phone like this last night, I don't know how he would react, anyway, when I picked up my phone to look at it today, I didn't see him, and when I called again, I didn't see the message he sent to himself.

Anyway, I pretend not to know about this matter, if he really asks, he can only say that the signal here is not good, let's find an excuse to prevaricate first, as for the rest, I haven't thought it through yet.

Don't think too much, this kind of thing always takes a while to get used to, and for the time being, there is no way to think through it if you think so much.

Think about it or forget it, and you shouldn't think too much about what you shouldn't think. I still have to go to work later, thinking so much at this time will only make me feel bad, and Shu Yixin doesn't want to work with a bad mood.

This will affect my work, and if I can put it aside for the time being, why should I remember it so much. Although he said those things to himself, he was not so sure.

Shu Yixin, as usual, got up and cooked himself breakfast to eat, then cleaned up the place where he lived, and went to work when he saw that the time was about the same.

You have to do what you have to do, and no matter what happens around you, you can't think about going to work by yourself.

In addition to feelings, the most important thing is to live, your life is completely dependent on yourself, and there is no one else to rely on, so you can't disturb your mentality of going to work with anything.

It is impossible for him to disrupt his life because of his confession, not to mention that even if he is with her, he will have to live a life of how he should live, and he can't because of his appearance, he will never work again, just stay at home and be a housewife every day, in fact, he has never had such an idea, no matter whether he is with him or not, he will do what he should do.

Even if he really marries into a wealthy family and has no worries about food and clothing in the future, he will still rely on his own ability to work hard.

I don't want to be a resentful woman all day long, although it is good to be a housewife, and I don't have to worry about food and clothing, but I am faced with three meals a day and a life like cleaning the house every day, which is actually really depressing.

I can work and take care of my family at the same time, which is not a conflict at all, as long as I am a little more diligent, wouldn't it be good? If you want to stay at home all day and do nothing, that kind of life is not what you want, and you can't be idle.

Maybe it's because I've been used to it since I was a child, and I give myself a certain amount of work every day, so that I don't think too much, so I don't think about things that don't matter, why my family doesn't want me, why I'm an orphan and so on.

I've always thought like this, as long as I have enough things to do, then I won't have extra thoughts to think about other things, how can I be in the mood to think about those things when I'm usually tired and half-dead?

For myself, it's just that I don't want to think too much about things I shouldn't think about. Sometimes life is still too tiring, and I still feel too depressed.

Therefore, no matter what kind of changes in my life will take place in the future, I still have to continue my work, and it is impossible to stay at home all day and do nothing.

Believing this, he can understand himself, even if he is really going to get married in the future, it is impossible to let himself stay at home all day and do nothing, he should respect his wishes and let himself come out to work.

He should be able to understand his own mood, if he doesn't understand, he will tell him well, explain to him well, in short, he can't just be a housewife, he can do other things well, but he also has to let himself come out to work.

I don't want to rely on others to live my life anymore, this kind of life is really going down slowly every day for a day, for myself, there is no benefit at all, but it will make me feel sluggish.

"Why did you come here so early, I thought you didn't come so early?" Shu Yixin had just arrived at the coffee book house on the front foot, and Ren Xiaoou arrived on the back foot.