"Today is still the same as usual, the time is about the same, so, it's over, and there is nothing to do at home anyway." Maybe it's because I have something hidden in my heart that makes me feel depressed, so I can't sleep well and wake up early.

Recently, my sleep quality is really bad, I always wake up in the middle of the night for no reason, but I can't sleep after waking up, and I wake up very early in the morning.

Ren Xiaoou was afraid that she would worry about herself, so she didn't say these words to her, but she knew in her heart that her sleep quality was much worse than before, and her spirit was obviously not as good as before, not that she didn't want to rest more, but she really couldn't sleep, and staying in bed was a burden.

"Do you want to sleep more? It was so late to go back last night, in fact, you don't have to come early in the morning, there were no guests early in the morning, and I wasn't there. Shu Yixin thought that she had to send herself back last night, she should have been quite late when she went back, and she got up so early today.

How tired she should be tossing back and forth, she should rest more, anyway, there are not many things here, she can handle it herself.

"Don't worry, I don't have anything to do, I woke up early anyway, maybe I'm used to it." After getting used to some things, I don't feel anything.

"I see that your dark circles are coming out, you shouldn't have slept last night." Shu Yixin still felt a little sorry for her, knowing that she was not in such a good mood recently.

I know that she has been worrying about emotional matters recently, but she can't help with those things at all.

But lately, I've been entangled in emotional matters anymore, and I can't think about my own things clearly, let alone want to help her, so I can only say that I can't do anything.

Sometimes it's really hurtful to think about feelings, because no matter how you think about it, there are always other drawbacks. The people around me can't help, let alone intervene, so they can only rely on themselves.

"Actually, it's okay, not as haggard as you said, maybe I've been used to getting up early lately, and I can't sleep after I get up." I really haven't slept well in the recent period, probably because of too much pressure, so I can't sleep well when I have time to sleep.

"You, when you talk about me, there are a lot of truths, when it comes to yourself, but you don't know how to think, some things you don't understand or don't think too much, just let the emotional things go naturally." In fact, I can also perceive that Ye Jinghao has indeed changed a lot compared to before, but I don't know what she is stubborn about.

As her best friend, she naturally can't speak for Ye Jinghao more, but she feels it from her own point of view, and the other party has indeed changed compared to before, and she no longer sees a person once in ten days and half a month like before.

Now, he often appears in the café bookstore, and he still takes into account the feelings of the other party, and every time he greets him, he feels that he is different from the past.

The other party can change for her like this, in fact, no matter what, you can still give the other party a chance, and at the same time, it is also a chance to give yourself a chance, and it is not so easy to find someone who truly loves herself and loves herself.

"Recently, I haven't thought much about emotional things, and I just go with the flow, but I just can't sleep well." Regarding emotional matters, in fact, I haven't thought much about it in the recent past, but there is still pressure.

There may be no pressure at all, some things happen or happen, it's not that you don't want to think about it, these things don't exist, it's not like this, and it's not like that.

At this time, he just couldn't get out, and his heart was still lingering, although he made such a look, knowing that he had changed, but he was still wondering, whether he really found something, really changed, or because of something else.

"Say something you shouldn't say, but I think he's really changed lately, don't you really want to give each other another chance?" I can still see that she still cares about each other very much in her heart, and she loves each other tomorrow, why do she have to make such a move to make each other uncomfortable.

Why bother yourself like this? In fact, it's not easy to say anything in her heart, in fact, she cares too much, that's why she has so much pressure.

"Yes, I don't deny that, it's true that he has improved a lot compared to before, but there are times when my heart is still very uneasy." Ren Xiaoou does not deny it at all, he has indeed improved a lot compared to before, but his heart is still not so down-to-earth.

He is much better than before, but it doesn't mean that he really loves himself and really realizes his mistakes, in fact, sometimes even he feels contradictory, why should he think like this? I should think on the bright side, believe that he is really for himself to change, and believe that he really loves himself to do these things.

Often sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts, I always think about the bad side, and I always feel that things are not as simple as I think.

It may be that I have been thinking too much about these problems recently, and I am also a little anxious in my heart, so in such a situation, it will naturally affect the quality of sleep.

Can a man with as much self-esteem as he really put down the shelf? In fact, there is no answer in his heart, because he doesn't know if he can really do it for himself.

"Actually, I don't know what to do, after all, these things are now a big one and two big for me now." Shu Yixin really didn't know how to comfort her, because these things were a worry for her, and she had to face this problem at present.

It can be said that both of them are trapped by love now, and they are both thinking about emotional matters, so no one can help anyone, and they can only ask for trouble.

"I haven't even asked you yet, how have you thought about it, do you think he is sincere to you? Will it be with him? There is nothing to dwell on in her own emotional problems, but she wants to know what she thinks in her heart.

Shu Yixin looked at Ren Xiaoou, shook his head and said softly, "You haven't thought about this issue clearly, how can I think it through?" What's more, the situation between me and you is not the same, no matter what you say, it can be regarded as a good match, but the gap between me and him is too big. "He doesn't dislike himself and his family, is he the same as he thinks, and he also doesn't dislike himself?

The injuries I suffered before, I haven't forgotten that kind of pain until now, even if I forget what happened, but those injuries are actually obvious, I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, I don't want to fall twice in the same pit.

"Between me and him, in fact, it is not a good match, there is still such a gap, and their family looks down on my family." In fact, there is still a big difference between one's own family and theirs, and it may not be as big as the gap between them, but it does not mean that there is no gap.

There is still a big difference between their own family and them, maybe people don't look down on their family at all, and feel that they are small families, and they are too far behind compared with their kind of wealthy nobles.

Maybe it's okay if I'm an orphan, I don't deserve it anyway, the gap is the gap, at least I don't feel that I am a small family and look down on my family.

What is carried by oneself, it is good to bear it alone, there is no need to affect one's family at all, even if they are small households, they are also the feeling of growing up in the palm of their parents, how can they understand?

I don't care how people dislike me, but I don't want to affect my parents, I don't want to tell them that I didn't teach myself well, in short, I don't want to, because my own affairs implicate my parents.

"I thought it would be better, maybe their family wouldn't dislike it at all." No matter how she said it, her family is also a well-off family, the family environment is still very good, and she grew up in the palm of her parents' hands.

And it's too far behind him, not to mention that others don't dare to compare with He Yuhe's family, to be honest, if you talk about the door, it's impossible between yourself and him.

"You think our family is good, but in their eyes, we are just a small family, in other words, it is not as good as your identity as an orphan, after all, you can be frank, but they won't talk about me, but they will talk about my parents behind my back, in fact, this will only make me feel more tired and uncomfortable, I can take care of my affairs alone, there is no need to involve my family." No matter what your family is, it is always your own family, and that is the family that loves you.

This is your own business, you can bear it by yourself, there is no need to involve your parents, and you don't want your parents to be pointed at behind your back, saying that you are climbing high branches or something.

"As you said, I'm honest anyway, I'm the only one who says, and even if they accuse, they can't blame my parents, and I can't feel that kind of feeling about this." I was an orphan, and I was the only one from childhood to adulthood, so I couldn't understand what it was like for my family to be pointed at.

Even if you can think of it, you can't fully understand it. I still lack that feeling for myself, maybe I don't have my parents by my side, so I don't know how I feel when my parents are blamed.

How many of these things can't be fully understood, but, listening to Ren Xiaoou's words, she seems to care a lot about this day, caring about what others say about her parents, and what she says, she doesn't feel so angry, but when it comes to her family, she can't stand it. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.

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