The day after the family left, Yuanyuan texted me, "Jiejie, he asked me out, what should I do, I'm so happy." ”

At that time, I was staring at the textbook in the office in a daze, and when I saw the content of the text message, my heart tightened as if I had been bitten by a poisonous snake.

Yuanyuan, my good Yuanyuan, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I don't dare to think about what I will say to Yuanyuan when I get married, and I don't dare to think about what will happen to Yuanyuan after she knows everything.

I used to imagine my relationship, and I always thought that I would find a stable partner after work to talk about a normal relationship, and then get married and start a family, and just live an ordinary life. I never thought that God would arrange such a relationship for me, let alone that our relationship was still entangled in the feelings of another girl.

I wanted to hide but was uneasy, so I could only pick up the phone and walk out of the office and call my family.

"It's me, you've made an appointment with Yuanyuan."

"Well, it's going to be solved sooner, I don't like you like this."

"You have to promise me to say it well, don't hurt her too deeply."

"Well, I know, I'm interning in the workshop, and I'll go to you when I'm done."

“......”

I wanted to say something more, but I felt that it was all in vain; The damage has already been done, and it is impossible to heal it by simply saying a few words, so I can only be silent.

When I returned to my apartment after work in the evening, Yuanyuan was sitting on the steps downstairs of my rental house. Seeing her sitting there alone, I was breathless, a little breathless.

Standing there for a long time, he took a deep breath and forced himself to walk towards her with heavy steps. It wasn't until she walked up to Yuanyuan that she raised her head blankly. Seeing that it was me who had not yet spoken, my eyes were red, so I hurriedly took her hand and helped her up, and led her all the way to the house. After entering the house, Yuanyuan leaned on my shoulder, and finally cried out,

"He doesn't like me, he doesn't like me, he says we can't do it, he says I'm fine, but the relationship can't be forced, he said he has someone he likes, he doesn't want to hurt me, he also said he can treat me as a sister, wow..."

He said, he said, he said, my stupid Yuanyuan, how much do you like him, do you remember every word of him so clearly?!

At that moment, I realized what it means to have a heart like a knife, as the culprit of all this, I blamed myself, felt guilty but could not do anything, I could only hug this girl who cried loudly, hoping that she could get out of the quagmire of feelings as soon as possible and find her own happiness and sunshine as soon as possible.

After crying a lot, Yuanyuan's mood calmed down a lot, and she began to regain her feminine demeanor again, lying on my small bed, sobbing while eating the fruit I washed for her, and said with a bulging mouth: "Jiejie, you are so good, if I were a boy, I would like you." ”

I smiled, not knowing how to answer, Yuanyuan began to talk to herself again, "Jiejie, what kind of girl do you say the family likes, he said that he has someone he likes, do you know who it is?" ”

I opened my mouth to say something, but I didn't know where to start, so I could only say lightly, "Don't think about it, don't feel sorry for someone who doesn't like you." ”

Yuanyuan lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking, and after a while, she raised her head and said, "Jiejie, can I sleep with you tonight?" I want to sleep with you. Looking at the little girl's red eyes, I was really not at ease, nodded, picked up my mobile phone and called their counselor teacher to cover up the past.

I chatted a lot with Yuanyuan that night, and I was not very good at expressing myself, trying to find a topic, and I just wanted to amuse this little guy.

During the period, the family called and was ruthlessly hung up by me, I knew that I was angry, because of hate, hating myself for bringing harm to Yuanyuan, and by the way, I hated the family that pulled me into this emotional entanglement.

Maybe I guessed that Yuanyuan was on my side, and after being hung up a few times, the family didn't call again, but just sent a goodnight text message and was quiet.

I accompanied the energetic Yuanyuan until late at night before going to bed, but I couldn't sleep listening to Yuanyuan's heavy breathing. Ever since I met and started a family, everything has become a mess, and my life is completely out of control, and people want to sort it out but always have no clue.

I didn't sleep all night, so I simply got up early to cook breakfast and woke up Yuanyuan to wash up and eat breakfast. After a night's rest, Yuanyuan's face finally regained some of its usual look, and I carefully avoided the topic of that person, but when I was about to go out, Yuanyuan said: "Jiejie, I still want to know who that girl is, I don't mean anything else, it's not jealousy, I just envy that girl, I just want to see what that girl looks like, I just want to see, you can help me." After that, he ran to class.