Staying where I was, I heard Yuanyuan's words and couldn't hide them anymore, and I didn't want to hide this simple little girl anymore, so I made up my mind and packed up my things and prepared to go to class.

As soon as I walked downstairs, I saw a figure standing in the grove not far away, although I couldn't see clearly, but I knew that it was a family. I was still angry in my heart, so I naturally didn't want to ignore him, and walked directly to the office building as if he didn't exist; What is rare is that this person actually reversed his previous domineering behavior and did not follow.

When I got to the office, I spent a whole day in a daze, and I wanted to make it clear directly to Yuanyuan in person, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't find a way to speak, and I didn't have the courage to face that innocent and sunny little follower, and I was even more uncertain if Yuanyuan would want to see me after knowing the truth, and finally I decided to tell her through text messages.

"Yuanyuan, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just don't know what to say. The girl that the family said was me. Believe me, I've always treated you like a sister, you're the last person I want to hurt, I'm sorry. ”

The text message was sent, and my heart flew out, I don't know how Yuanyuan would react when she saw this message, and what I should do to make her less sad; You're going to be sad, you're going to be sad, you're going to hate me, you're going to don't want to see me again...

Walking on campus in a daze, I didn't want to go back and didn't know where to go, and when I came back to my senses, I realized that I had unconsciously walked into the small courtyard that the family had brought me to before.

Sitting quietly on a stool in the courtyard, the sourness in my heart swelled up one after another. I hate myself like this, my weakness, my own helplessness, and I hurt two people. I don't know how to face Yuanyuan, let alone how to face a family.

If there is something wrong with starting a family, then I am the one who is even more outrageously wrong, obviously it should be the rational person, and I shouldn't have put myself in such a situation. How so, is this love? What do I have to do, what do I have to do to escape from this mire of feelings.

My eyes were even more red and red, and I sat with my eyes closed and my knees folded, surrounded by loneliness and helplessness, and I tried to shrink myself into a small one, as if I could hide from all strife and anxiety.

A pair of big hands hugged me from behind, the familiar breath was close to my neck, and Cheng Jia said in a hoarse voice, "Jiabao, don't be like this, don't shrink back into your little world." Don't run away from me, you are mine, I will take care of you and give you something to rely on".

Dependence? Years of independence have made me accustomed to living without relying on anyone, can this person behind me really be relied on? I do not know! But I clearly know that this person's embrace at this moment makes me feel very warm and relieved, and I am a little reluctant to leave.

Since I texted Yuanyuan that day, she hasn't replied to my messages. I didn't have the courage to ask her if she had seen the message, let alone reach out to her. Fortunately, the class I taught them has ended, and I don't need to go to their class.

Chengjia has always been by my side, except for class, he will try to come over to accompany me whenever he can, sometimes when I am impatient, he will quietly watch me for a while and then leave. Even his behavior has been much more restrained, and it is only when I repeatedly propose to break up that he will tell me three words "impossible" with some excitement, and then continue with his business. Other than that, there will be no excesses. Most of the time I didn't want to speak, so he sat there quietly holding me.