Chapter 13: He's Back
He's back, he's back, he's coming back... The huge classroom, except for Mo Yu, was empty, she sat alone on the seat mountain, her hands were twisted and her fingers were wringed, her eyes were empty and unfocused, and those dusty memories for many years were like a flood, rushing out of the fog, overwhelming, covering the mountains and seas, leaving her with nowhere to hide, and finally drowned. Chen Xing walked to the door of the classroom, glanced at the silent figure hiding in the back door, and did not stop. When he saw the lonely figure with a dead atmosphere in the classroom, his heart ached, he walked to Mo Yu's side, his tall body sat on the desk, he wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth and didn't make a sound. Mo Yu didn't seem to sense his approach, his eyes were still straight and unfocused.
Outside the window, there was a sudden thunderstorm, piercing the sky, waking up the silent people, she looked at Chen Xing blankly, she wanted to say something, but she found that her head was blank, and she couldn't think of a word. Oh, Mo Yu sighed lightly in her heart, remembering that she was in the classroom, as if Li Li said that she stole her necklace, and then Chen Xing appeared and helped her out of the siege, but was it finally resolved? She opened her mouth to ask Chen Xing, but when she looked at the worried face in front of her, for some reason, her eyes, which had not shed tears for many years, were filled with tears. Realizing this, Mo Yu trembled with a spirit, what's wrong with her? It's not that she told herself that she won't be weak anymore, she won't be dependent anymore, she won't trust anyone anymore, she wants to be independent, she wants to be strong, she can't trust anyone anymore. Yes, yes, she remembered, she swore to herself that she would never trust anyone again. Mo Yu got up with the desk, she looked at her backpack, mechanically picked up the books on the desk and the pen that fell on the ground, put them in the schoolbag, and carried them on her back. What should she do at this point? Yes, yes, go home, Mo Yu thought, I can't go to class, it's time to go home. Walking out of the classroom and downstairs, Mo Yu walked to the door, the rain outside did not make her stagnate, she was stubborn, walking in the rain step by step. Chen Xing took off his coat, held it on top of Mo Yu's head, and walked with her silently.
The rain became heavier and heavier, and the coat on top of his head gradually lost its covering, but Mo Yu continued to walk unconsciously. It wasn't until Mo Yu, who was washed by the rain, couldn't open her eyes that she came back to her senses, and turned her face to look at Chen Xing blankly, "It's raining?" ”。 Chen Xing nodded pityingly, "Xiaoyu, it's raining, if you want to keep going, I'll accompany you, if you don't want to continue walking, we'll go home, okay?" ”
"Stay with me?" Mo Yu seemed to hear a very funny joke: "Accompany me?" How long? One day? A year? Two years? Three years? Five years? Or ten years? ”
"Life and life" Chen Xing wiped the rain from his face and replied categorically. Mo Yu smiled, his smile getting bigger and bigger, and his voice laughed higher and higher, almost crazy. There was once a person who seemed to have said that he would accompany her for a lifetime and protect her for a lifetime, but what happened later? People always make promises easily, but find all kinds of reasons to forget them. only hates her, the world's first fool, who once trusted him so gullible, and finally let herself go to the abyss, and there will be no return.
When Chen Xing saw Mo Yu like this, he had always been calm and composed, but he was at a loss, his heart seemed to be roasted on the fire and fried in oil. No longer hesitating, he shot at the back of Mo Yu's neck. Picking up the man who had fallen in his arms, he glanced back at the figure standing in the distance, and turned and walked towards the garage.
When she got home, Chen Xing placed Mo Yu on the bed and asked Li's mother to change clean clothes for her. Chen Xing sat on the edge of Mo Yu's bed, holding her hand, his eyes full of pity. Mo Yu, who was in a coma, trembled his body, sweating profusely, and kept dreaming, "Xiao Fan... Don't leave... "Mom... I'm sorry... "Xiao Fan... Why are you ... "Xiao Fan... You said you'd come" Mom... Mom... No... It's me... It's me... ”
Mo Yu woke up the next morning, as soon as she moved, Chen Xing's eyes immediately opened, and he smiled softly, "Awake?" ” 。
Mo Yu held his aching head and the back of his neck with his hand, and struggled to get up. Chen Xing let go of Mo Yu's hand, leaned the pillow against the head of the bed, and helped Mo Yu lean on it. Chen Xing sat back in his place, Mo Yu looked at him, and he didn't know how to speak for a while. In fact, she would love to say thank you to him. But...
"Xiaoyu, I don't know what you've experienced before? But everyone has a past, it is not easy, unhappy, or even sad and hopeless, but our eyes are long in front, so we should move forward, abandon the past, live in the present, and strive for the future. Of course, we are not gods, we can't forget the past all at once, we can give ourselves a short period of time to be sad and remember the past, but we can't take up a long time of our short life or even a lifetime to continue to pay for the pain of the past and continue to be hurt by the past. Chen Xing paused for a moment and continued, "Xiaoyu, you are a girl with a smart ice and snow heart, I believe you understand what I said, but you don't want to think about it and try it." So today, I have clearly stated it, and I hope you can think about it. I asked Mama Li to cook the porridge, I'll go out first, and I'll bring it to you later" After Chen Xing finished speaking, he didn't stay any longer and got up to leave.
After about an hour, Chen Xing pushed the door in with a dinner plate, and Mo Yu had already freshened up and changed his clothes. She took the plate in Chen Xing's hand and put it on the desk, looking at the back of Chen Xing who was about to leave, her lips moved, "Chen Xing, we are not suitable." The tall body stopped in place and turned around, "Xiaoyu, let's go with the flow, don't fall in love, start with friends first"
"Chen Xing, you should know me, I'm not suitable to be a friend" Mo Yu looked at Chen Xing a little indifferently but resolutely, she had read a lot of books and understood feelings, no matter what kind of feelings they were, it hurt less to break off early than to break off late.
"You have the final say whether the lover is suitable or not, but whether the friend is suitable or not, I have the final say, Xiaoyu, I hope you can think more about what I said in the morning, if you really figure it out, then start by accepting me as a friend" After speaking, Chen Xing no longer gave Mo Yu a chance to respond, and ran out of the door.
Chen Xing wanted to accompany Mo Yu at home, but the message on his mobile phone made him pick up the key and hurriedly went out. In the café, Chen Xing pushed the door in, walked up to Yang Fan, grabbed his collar, and smashed his fist in the face. Yang Fan's handsome face suddenly turned scarlet.
"Xing, you're crazy", Xi Feng hurriedly picked up a tissue and handed it to Yang Fan. Yang Fan was still sitting, he wiped the blood from his nose and looked at Chen Xing, "How is she?" ”
Chen Xing didn't answer, he sat down opposite him with anger, "That green necklace was given to you by her?" ”。 Xi Feng just wanted to answer, but was glared back by Chen Xing. "Fan, since it's hers, you dare to let me take it out?"
"It was an emergency, and I...
"What are you?" Chen Xing interrupted Yang Fan's words, "You just took it out to help her out of the siege, and you also used this to tell her that you are back." It's really a good strategy to kill two birds with one stone" Chen Xing lost his anger, the corners of his mouth twitched, and mocked, "In this case, it's better to show up and see her directly, why bother sneaking around for so long?" ”
Yang Fan was silent. Chen Xing's words poked at his sore spots, leaving him speechless to refute. He looked for her for eight years, and finally a month ago, he saw her wearing a mask on a news page that reported Lu Haotian, in a number of people, he couldn't see her face clearly, but he saw the eyes that belonged to her, and he was sure that it was him who was haunted by his dreams and looked for people all over the world. So he returned to China in person, investigated in person, and knew that she was going to study at Qingcheng University, he was ecstatic, she finally left the Lu family garden and walked out, and he finally saw the hope of gradually getting closer to her and getting closer to her. For this reason, he did not hesitate to drop out of foreign universities and enter Qingcheng University. He wanted to get closer slowly, slowly, and give Xiaoxue enough time to accept him again. But the person opposite, his former brother in life and death, appeared, and watching their growing relationship, he couldn't wait that long any longer. It happened that Xiaoxue had an accident, so he borrowed Chen Xing's hand and told Xiaoxue that he was back.