Love can always make a person happy and self-bound.

At first, I couldn't understand the feelings of those who were willing to suffer grievances for the sake of a person without hesitation. I don't understand, where does that lonely courage come from, how to dare to block the happiness of half of my life just for a love word, even if it is alone. It wasn't until I became a family and led me into this world called love that I began to learn to taste the ups and downs of this name of love.

After the winter vacation, the school asked the teachers and staff to return to school in advance to prepare for the start of school, and the family was dragged by the parents at home and refused to let go, and called me every day to text and want to come back. And I began to miss more and more in this phone call and text message, I never felt that I would miss someone so much before, miss his temperature, his smile, his embrace; It turns out that people are really social animals, and once they get used to each other's warmth, they no longer want to be alone.

Finally, when the students started school and came back to get married, our relationship became sweeter and sweeter, and the relationship became closer and closer, until one day...

"Vomiting ......" When I was eating breakfast in the morning, I suddenly felt unwell and rushed to the bathroom, a little nauseous, but I couldn't vomit anything. Rinse your mouth and sit back at the table but you don't have an appetite, but you can't suppress the nausea that comes in bursts, and the TV just plays an advertisement for baby products, and I suddenly felt that I was shocked, no, I don't dare to think about it anymore.

For the rest of the day, I was in a state of flux and trepidation. Although we haven't really done it, sometimes there will be some excessive movements, and I have heard that sometimes the vitality of tadpoles is very amazing, can it be accidentally conceived? I subconsciously stroked my flat lower abdomen.

I...... Are you pregnant? The more I think about it, the more I think it's possible, and I immediately search on the Internet, it seems that there is really such a possibility (here I have to complain about what kind of education in my big country and our almighty mother, the critical moment is the same unreliable), at that moment, my face was like ashes, and my ears immediately sounded with my mother's accusations and abuses and the fingers of the people around me, oh my God, what should I do?

"You think you're pregnant?" The attitude of starting a family becomes irritable.

"Well, I want to vomit, but I can't vomit anything, it's very uncomfortable, and I think it's a joyful phenomenon."

"Are you sure? I haven't really done it. He looked at me suspiciously.

"I ...... I'm not sure. I'm not pregnant, I can't be sure! But the Internet says that there is a possibility. After speaking, he handed him the content of the online search. Chengjia took my mobile phone and carefully looked through the questions and answers on the Internet, and the more I looked at it, the tighter my brows locked.

"You can go to the obstetrics and gynecology department."

I took a step back in shock, "I don't want to!" I don't want to go to that place. ”

"Then go buy a pregnancy test."

"Okay, I'll buy it tomorrow."

"Now, I'll accompany you!"

It can be seen that pregnancy is a tricky problem for starting a family, and he wants to make sure quickly, and he doesn't want to be confused all day long. I noticed his always tightly knit brow, and asked, "Aren't you happy to become a family?" Don't you want me to get pregnant? ”

He sneered, "It's not a good thing for you and me to be pregnant now, don't you know what our identities are?" ”

Although I didn't look forward to this possible little life, I was still stabbed physically and mentally by his words, and my face turned pale.

"Don't you like me very much? I thought you loved kids too! ”

"That's different. It's one thing to like you, it's another thing to like children. We are all young, and again, having children can be a burden for us. ”

"So...... If I had a child, you wouldn't want me to give birth to him, would you? ”

"That's right!" His expression was solemn, and he coldly dropped a word of affirmation.

My heart froze, and I felt dizzy and weak. It turned out that he was just greedy for pleasure, just playing with me for a while, and never thought of being responsible for me.

"What if I have to give birth?"

"I'm not allowed!" He roared angrily, "Xiao Jie, we are all young, you are still my teacher, I don't want the child to miss your career." ”

Now that I think about it, I am his teacher, why didn't he say it when he chased me, why didn't he think that I was his teacher when he hugged me, to put it bluntly, it's not that he is selfish and doesn't want to be responsible! He doesn't want me to leave the child as a threat to him. Caught in a cycle of thoughts, I began to lose my composure and couldn't listen to any words. I gave him a cold look,

"Don't worry, even if I am born, I will never bother you."

At that time, I thought it was just a possible fact, and he made me see human nature and reality clearly.

"Xiao Jie!" He gritted his teeth and yelled in a bit of annoyance.

"Don't yell at me. All I know is that this is an innocent little life, and if I want to destroy him with my own hands, I can't do it. I thought you would face the arrival of this little life with me, it seems that I was wrong, I was ridiculously wrong! Married to a family, I finally see clearly that you are a cold-blooded and ruthless person who does not want to be born flesh and blood! ”

I glared at him like a wounded little beast. Through the confrontation with the family, I mustered up the courage to face this little life that may have been visited by accident.

"It's not like that...... Jiabao ...... "He grabbed his hair with his backhand impatiently.

"That's the answer you gave me, I can't help but think so. Let's break up with a family! ”

"Jiabao......" he was stunned.

"Don't call me Jiabao, we're done!" I didn't want to dwell on it anymore, so I said resolutely.

"Wait a minute, ...... treasure"

"Don't touch me!" I struggled to shake off his hand. "I don't want you to touch me!"

"Jiabao, are you sure you want to break up with me? I told you not to joke about this! ”

"I'm not kidding." I looked at him squarely, "What I said is true, as long as I turn away, I won't bother you again." ”

"Then don't leave!" He rushed up and hugged me, so I couldn't get out.

"Let go of me!"

"I won't let it go." He breathed around my neck and locked me tightly in his arms. I was tightly circled by him, warm embrace, familiar temperature, I was full of sourness.

I closed my eyes and said, "Married family, answer me, do you love me?" ”

"I don't want to let you go, Jiabao."

"Answer me, I mean here." I put my hand on the place of his heart, "Here, do you love me?" ”

Becoming a family is silent.

I couldn't wait for what I wanted to hear, and my heart was bleeding as I looked at him as stunned as wood. I tried my best to break free of his grip and burst into tears, "You don't love me at all!" "I ran out of the house heartbroken.