15. The taste of first love
I finally understand why everyone says that first love is unforgettable, first love is the beginning of a relationship, and it also means that there is a person in my heart, and then I enter life and live in a dream.
As time passed, my feelings for starting a family increased day by day, and my hugs and kisses from time to time also changed from resistance at the beginning to slowly getting used to it.
In a blink of an eye, it was time for the winter vacation, I had packed up my things early and was ready to go home, but the family dragged on and found all kinds of excuses to refuse to let me go, and I was a little reluctant to him, so I acquiesced to his delay.
The school began to be closed, and the huge campus was empty all of a sudden, and the family was spent on my side every day, and I didn't leave until late when I rushed and rushed. Later, the family ran to me with their luggage, and said with a look of grievance that the heating in the dormitory had stopped, so cold and cold, and a person was so cold that he couldn't sleep at night. Although I knew that he did it on purpose, but the girl's natural motherhood, I still promised him that he could sleep on my side, of course, on the condition that I could never do anything I didn't like without my consent, and the family immediately turned from yin to sunshine, and the smile was so bright that I seemed to see someone behind an invisible tail flicking happily.
The family who was allowed to stay overnight packed up their things, hummed a little song and put the pajamas he brought into the closet, and put the slippers on the shoe rack, and even the toothbrush and toothcup were the same as I did not know when.
After dinner, someone who was still swimming in a state of infinite joy quickly cleaned up the table, and while I was still strolling around to eat, someone had already rushed into the bathroom to wash himself. When I finished washing, I came out and saw someone lying on my side on my bed with a spring face, his eyes shining.
Forehead... Can I say that I regretted it, why did I agree when my mind was hot?
Under the burning gaze of a certain beast, I moved step by step to the bed, and the closer I got to the bed, the worse my face burned, and at last I felt like I was almost cooked.
When I finally moved to the side of the bed, maybe my movements were too stiff and funny, the family couldn't help but laugh and got up and hugged me.
"Jiabao, don't be afraid, I won't eat you, I won't do anything if you don't want to." The gentle voice of the family came from the side of the ear.
I fell quietly into the warm embrace of the family, and for a long time he lowered his head and kissed me on the right cheek, then kissed the bridge of my nose, moved his eyebrows up to my forehead, and I closed my eyes to accept his gentle kiss.
Having lost the ability to think, I felt like a boat in the sea, floating and sinking, guided by him in a world of senses that I had never been to before.
"Getting married...... Don't ......" I wanted to refuse, but the words were weak, like a whisper of invitation.
"Shh......h Jiabao, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here. He lifted my upper body and neatly took off my shirt and my denim pants.
"Don't take off my clothes!" I frantically tried to retrieve the clothes that had fallen off the floor.
He stopped and hugged me, "Jiabao, I want you, give me everything for you." ”
"......Getting married" is messed up, everything is messed up, isn't it a very warm hug, how could it be like this. Since I was a child, my mother often thought in my ears that girls should be self-respecting and shameful, and the panic and helplessness instantly woke me up from the confusion. Tears are surging like an unstoppable flood, and the more I cry, the more I want to cry, and the more I cry, the more aggrieved I become.
The first time I saw me crying like this, I started to panic, and hurriedly took me into my arms, hurriedly coaxing me, "Good treasure, good treasure, let's not do it, don't do it, don't cry, don't cry." Listening to his voice, my tears were even more turbulent, and I really didn't know how to deal with this situation, so I had no choice but to hug me tightly, gently shake me, and wait for me to calm down.
After a long time, I finally calmed down, and I started to feel a little embarrassed when I thought about the performance I had just performed. Chengjia pulled the sheet next to me and put it on me, helped me wash my face and sat on the bed with me in his arms, with a joking face, "The faucet has been repaired, Jiabao." I'm scared to death, don't do this in the future, you can tell me if you have something to say, don't scare me like this again. ”
"Eun, no, not in the future." It's been a long time since people have cried so shamefully.
"Jiabao, if you don't want me in the future, you won't want me, okay?" Nani, when did the beast become so human?
"Okay, okay, you count, you must count!" It's rare for a beast to be so human, of course I have to say yes quickly.
"But how are you going to compensate me?" After a certain one finished speaking, he stared at me wrapped in a sheet, wiping... I know that you don't die.
“......”