Returning to school in a daze, I didn't know what to do, so I could only run away and try to retract myself into that little shell. Wandering on the road like a wandering spirit, I don't know when I will return to the place where I live, I just took out the key and was about to open the door, when the door suddenly opened from the inside, it was Yaoyao.

Yaoyao hugged me and said with a crying voice, "Where have you been, you scared me to death." "It's so good, Yaoyao, I still have you, you can hold me tight when I'm cold.

"Yaoyao, why are you here, I don't have anything to do, don't worry, I'm just a little tired, and I don't want to talk now." When he opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was so hoarse.

Yaoyao looked at me worriedly, took me to the bedside, helped me sit down, and opened her mouth to say nothing. I tried to squeeze out a few smiles to reassure her that I was okay, and in order not to cry in front of her to make her worry, I asked her to go back first, and then excused herself to hide in the bathroom.

When I came out of the bathroom, Yaoyao hadn't left yet, and Chengjia and Wang Lei were also there. Chengjia saw me and immediately stood up and walked towards me, I dodged and dodged, didn't look at him, walked straight over and whispered to Yaoyao, "Yaoyao, I'm fine, why haven't you gone back yet, you go back with Wang Lei." ”

Yaoyao stood up, glared at Chengjia fiercely, hugged my arm, and began to be coquettish, "Jiejie, can I not leave tonight, I haven't slept with you for a long time, I want to sleep with you." "At that time, I was really glad that I had such a caring little sister as Yaoyao, which made me feel that I was not so pitiful; But, silly Yaoyao, I can't figure out what I want now, and how I can get you into this sad entanglement Well, now I just want to hide alone.

"Yaoyao, you are good, isn't your dormitory strictly inspected recently and not allowed to go out? You and Wang Lei go back first, and then come over to sleep if it's not strictly checked. I patted Yaoyao's arm.

"But..."Yaoyao was still about to say something but was stopped by Wang Lei, Wang Lei looked at me, then at Chengjia, and said, "Jiejie, let's go first, if there is anything, call me and Yaoyao, we are all on." He took Yaoyao away.

"Jiabao..."Chengjia tried to get close to me.

"Don't talk yet, I just ask you, did you lie to me this afternoon?" I still dodged away from him, walking away from him for some distance before asking him.

"Jiabao, you listen to my explanation..."Chengjia was a little anxious, and wanted to move forward, but seeing my resolute appearance, he didn't go any further.

"Chengjia, it seems that you know everything this afternoon, you only answer me, did you lie to me?" I didn't know what I was insisting on, and at that moment I wanted to hear him say that answer in person, to see how deeply he could hurt me, and how hard my heart could hurt for him.

"Baby, I didn't mean to, I lied to you. But you believe that I really don't have the heart, I just, I just don't think it's necessary, I didn't expect you to come to me. Can you listen to me? Cheng Jia hurriedly spoke.

"Okay, I know, I've been walking for a day today, I'm tired, I'll rest first." After listening to Chengjia, I turned around and went into the bedroom with a blank face, without looking at the person behind me again, and went to bed to rest as usual.

My childhood experience has taught me to escape and forget, and when things are beyond my ability to handle, I put them on hold and lock them in my heart, not touching them, not thinking about them. I don't know, now I just want to close the door of my heart tightly and refuse all news about that person.

I don't know how long it took for the family to push the door in, take advantage of the night to climb into bed, cautiously approached, and saw that I did not resist, so he gently hugged me into his arms and hugged me tightly. The embrace of the family is very warm, it has always been warm, but tonight I found that no matter how warm the embrace is, it can't warm my cold heart.

I began to fall asleep in a daze, and the dreams were full of tragedies, and the tears that had been forcibly held back during the day flowed out under the cover of darkness. It seemed like someone was wiping away tears for me, but I was so tired, I was so tired from reality and dreams, I didn't want to and couldn't figure out what was going on.