6. Separate for a while
Finally woke up from the dream, his eyes were red and swollen and couldn't be opened, so he simply continued to close his eyes and didn't open them anymore. A hint of coldness came, a wet handkerchief was gently applied to my eyes, I didn't have to think about it to know who it was, I didn't want to respond, let alone pay attention to him.
"Baby, don't do this, you can scold me, you can murder me, you can even beat me, but don't ignore me like this. I feel distressed and scared when you're like this, and you're so cold, as if I have nothing to do with you. It's okay for you to listen to me. Seeing that I didn't react, Chengjia continued, "Baby, this matter is not good for me, that girl is my former classmate, and her parents and my parents know each other; A few days ago, my father called me and said that she was looking for a job here and wanted me to help take care of it. Yesterday afternoon, I helped her find a house to live in, so I didn't tell you for fear that you would misunderstand. Baby, you believe me, I didn't mean to lie to you, if I knew it was so, I would definitely tell you. β
Parents, yes, I don't know anything about his family, his parents, only that he is the only child in the family, and I don't know anything else; This girl, but he knows both his parents and wants to find a job, his father personally called his son to help, while I, the so-called girlfriend, don't know anything.
In the past, I always felt that I didn't want to talk about starting a family, and I didn't need to ask questions. But now think about it, if two people really want to get along well in real life and get along for a long time, how can they not know anything about each other's families and each other's previous lives.
No, he knows a lot about my life, I told him early on what my family was like, what my parents were like, only I didn't know, he didn't tell me anything! Becoming a family, you can't be like this, after I have completely put you in my heart, but I will not be allowed to enter your world, deep in your heart.
"Let's be separated for a while." I said coldly.
"Separate, divide your size, don't separate, you promised me not to break up again!" As soon as I said that I was separated, the family grabbed my shoulders excitedly.
"I didn't say break up, I meant separate, temporarily separated! I don't know what your relationship with that girl is, and I don't want to care anymore. In fact, if you think about it, I don't know you at all, you never want to take the initiative to talk to me about you, your family, your parents, what you used to be like, you never told me! We've been together for so long, I don't know anything but your name, it's not like this, it shouldn't be like this! I used to be too naΓ―ve to think of these things, but now I'm tired and don't want to pay attention to them, so let's calm down for a while. I suppressed my emotions, calmly said these words, tore away my hand, turned to lie inside.
Maybe I was too cold, and the family didn't say anything more, but after a while, the door sounded, and the family left...
My heart suddenly emptied, my head was muddy, I didn't want to think about these things anymore, turned on the TV, turned up the sound, and continued to close my eyes and force myself to sleep. This strange way to fall asleep was invented by myself when I lived alone, I was timid and afraid of the dark at that time, and I always didn't dare to fall asleep, so I turned on the TV, listened to the sound inside and let the people in the TV accompany me, and slowly I didn't think much and no longer feared, and gradually fell asleep.
I woke up to the sound of the TV, woke up and fell asleep, and when I opened my eyes again, it was already afternoon, and it was Yuanyuan's phone call that woke me up, "Jiejie, you come and open the door, I'll bring you something delicious." "When I opened the door, Yuanyuan and Wang Lei were standing at the door, carrying a bunch of snacks and lunch boxes in their hands.
Seeing me open the door, Yuanyuan rushed in, put away the food, and pulled me to sit down, "Hurry up and eat, I waited in line for a long time to buy your favorite rice skin, it's easy, don't waste it!" I nodded and smiled, "Then I'll go wash up first, and I'll come over and eat right away." β
Neither Yuanyuan nor Wang Lei mentioned yesterday's incident, and they tacitly avoided the topic of starting a family, and the three of us seemed to have returned to the old days of giggling and gagging. After eating, Yaoyao took the initiative to ask to wash the dishes, and there were only two people left in the living room, me and Wang Lei.
Wang Lei looked at me, but still spoke, "Jiejie, are you okay?" Are you really going to ignore it? Last night you really made us anxious, and the family called me and said that I couldn't find you, and the whole person was going crazy, looking for you everywhere, and it was the first time I saw him like this. Today, too, he called me and said that he was going to leave first, and asked me and Yuanyuan to come and accompany you. I'm not saying good things for the family, this grandson is really not authentic this time, but it would be a pity that you gave up just because of such a thing. Of course, no matter what you do, Yuanyuan and I will support you, and we will always be your most solid backing, don't be too sad. β
After listening to Wang Lei's words, my heart began to shake again, women are like this, once they love, for that sweetness, that touch, they will ignore most of the hurt.
Yaoyao and Wang Lei stayed with me after dinner before leaving under my repeated urging, and they had paid too much for me during this time. I was left alone in the empty room again, I turned on the TV, rolled into bed, buried myself in the quilt, and entered a state of corpse.