1. Changes
If one day, you lose love, please open your hands, the left is the past, the right hand is the future, together, the middle is your own present. You exist in one opening and closing, so what is the sadness, the past is always one side, and the future is the other side. Please don't leave your right hand alone, life doesn't have much time to waste between opening and closing. When it has passed, close it and start a new psalm.
My first love ended in this summer vacation, sweet and painful.
I really want to thank my mother for her tough education since I was a child, so that I am finally not so humble in this embarrassing love, and finally find myself, it turns out that it really won't hurt anymore in the end. Walking through the quagmire of pain, I finally decided to let go and no longer cherish the warmth of the past, isn't it? The person who gave Wen Cun is no longer there, so why bother to hold on to the little sweetness in his memory and refuse to let go.
I don't want to hate or complain about starting a family, but I am a little grateful. He is my first love, the first blooming flower in my life, and it is he who gives me the courage to break the shackles that bind me, devote myself to this complicated world, and appreciate this flavorful life.
Seeing my changes, Yaoyao shouted a miracle, and my elm bump was finally willing to bloom, in Yaoyao's words, "the whole person is sunny, and every day is beautiful."
On that day, I was walking alone on the street, and it happened that a dance studio was doing publicity, and I couldn't help but take a few more glances and was pulled in by their enthusiastic staff to visit. Walking through the glass window, I saw the girls wearing high heels, like a ballet dancer putting on dancing shoes, as the music began to lead the teacher, holding the pole with both hands to make movements, allowing myself to slowly walk around the pole, smiling gracefully, and delivering the weight of the body to the pole through the arms.
I watched quietly, the teacher in front of me danced beautifully, and the pole in her hand was no longer a dance prop, but told their story with her.
I was fascinated by this kind of unrestrained, enthusiastic and changeable dance, and I couldn't help but fantasize that one day I could stretch myself out in music like this. If you think about it, you don't have any special skills, and you don't even know what to do if you want to vent but cry.
The courage to try is also a change brought to me by starting a family, I no longer suppress myself so strongly for the inner throbbing, I like to learn, the heart is not as good as action, as soon as the dance class is over, I found the person in charge to sign up to learn pole dancing.
After the school class, I hurried to the dance studio, today is the first class, in fact, I still regret a little after the impulse that day, I can't help but worry about whether I can hold it.
When I got to the classroom, there was no one, only a girl was warming up in front, and I heard me push the door and turn my head, "It's you?" ”
"Tiny!" I screamed in surprise, isn't this the girl I saw singing in the bar before!
Both of us were a little embarrassed at first, and we couldn't help but sigh that this world is really small enough! Later, I learned that Xiaoxiao graduated from a dance class, and after graduation, he opened a bar with his friends, and sometimes went to see the scene at night, sang a song, and taught dance part-time here during the day.
Xiao Xiao was very talkative, and soon the two of us got acquainted, and my embarrassment and nervousness finally dissipated. The students came in in twos and threes, ready for class.
Starting with the simplest basic movements, I gradually began to become proficient, and when I was able to dance passionately and unrestrainedly in various styles of music, I felt more comfortable than ever. When dancing to the rhythm of music, the joy of movement and the beauty of one's own posture on the stage are self-evident; And after every jump, the pressure in my heart will disappear with this hearty venting.
What's more, through pole dancing, I not only met Xiaoxiao, became good friends, but also got acquainted with other students in the class, in short, it was a successful attempt!