I'm together again with my family, but I don't know if we're together, there's no commitment, there's no vow, and we haven't even discussed related topics. He stayed with me for the whole day that day before leaving, and the two of us seemed to be hugging, kissing, and frolicking as before. I didn't ask anything until he left, because I didn't know what to ask, and I didn't know what to do, I only knew that now I coveted the warmth and sweetness of this moment, and became a family, he said he needed me, he missed me!

I am like a concubine waiting for the blessing, looking forward to the arrival of a family every day. I didn't dare to call or text, so I could only wait in the hut, stupidly. He appeared from time to time, sometimes he didn't stay for a few hours before leaving, he didn't say anything when he left, he just hugged me hard and left.

I held the warmth he left in my arms, knowing that it was poisonous, deadly poison, but I still drank it, just to relieve the hunger and thirst of that moment.

Wang Lei and Yuanyuan, as witnesses of our relationship, really couldn't stand it, so they helped me find out the discharge time of my father and found me, "Jiejie, you can't go on like this, escape is not a way, you have to fight for it, so that you can have a chance to be together forever." ”

Fight for it? I don't dare, I'm afraid, I'm afraid of the taste of loss!

"Xiao Jie, you can't just ignore it because you're afraid, so you'll lose your family forever!" Wang Lei was anxious and angry.

Wang Lei's angry rebuke made me sober up a little, yes, if you want to be with a family, you must pass his father's pass. If I try it hard, I'll regret it later.

I took good care of myself, and went to buy a fruit basket to visit the patient, and wanted to have a good talk with Cheng's father, and asked him to give us a chance.

Who knew that as soon as he came to the ward area, he ran into Li Mei, "What are you doing here, I don't know what your identity is, do you want to be angry and become a father?" "Li Mei saw me appear in the hospital and sneered.

I ignored her and prepared to go to the room. Li Mei grabbed me, "You wait, I'll call Brother Chengjia first, if you break in like this, I see that my father won't be able to get out of the hospital today, you're not so bad!" "It's right to think about it carefully, I may indeed stimulate Cheng Dad by breaking in like this, so let's wait for Cheng Jia to come out.

Li Mei glanced at me and turned to enter the ward. After a while, the family came out, followed by Li Mei.

"Why are you here?" Chengjia glanced at me, expressionless, and asked me in a low voice.

"I... I just want to come and see Uncle Cheng, is it okay, to get married? I pleaded with him.

"Sister, Dad Cheng can't be angry now, so don't be angry with him first." After Li Mei finished speaking, she took Chengjia's hand. "Brother Chengjia, Dad let you in."

Chengjia glanced at me, "No need, you can go back." After speaking, he continued to be pulled by Li Mei and walked past me expressionlessly. Li Mei proudly closed the door of the ward with a victorious attitude.

My whole body trembled slightly, and my eyes, which had been foggy since just now, finally shed tears. Shivering for no reason, this is my first man! I'm going to treat him as the only man! I'm so naïve!

Stubbornly gritted his teeth, a heart was shattered by his wounds, and it almost collapsed. Although I repeatedly told myself that he was doing all this to become a father, it was I who appeared too suddenly, and I shouldn't have come without saying hello to him, and I didn't take it to heart. I don't care, I don't care at all! But the answer to my heart, which was on the verge of breaking, was the opposite. I care, I care so much, I care about his indifferent eyes, I care about his hand being held by Li Mei, I care about his expressionless face!

I stood in place, and it didn't take long for the ward to open, Cheng's father walked out, Chengjia was holding a bag in the back, and the other should be Cheng's mother and Li Mei holding hands, and the family walked out talking and laughing. Looking at the scene of family harmony in front of me, I finally understood that my family and I were still going to separate.

This time I really can't afford it, so tired, so tired, he is so tired, looking at him, so distressed, but it seems that I can't help him all the time, I decided to let go, it's not that I don't love, it's because I love it too much, I love it so much that I can't give more, I love it so much that I don't know how to pay anymore, I'm sorry, I left because I don't know how to love you a little more...

Turning around and leaving the hospital, I sent a message to the family, "Let's break up!" "He didn't reply, but I know he agreed.