20. Handkerchief man
When I went back to school, I found that I couldn't calm down at all, and my mind was full of starting a family. And now it's summer vacation, and there is nothing to do at school, so I simply run to the back mountain of the school by myself to run.
Running frantically all the way to the top of the mountain, exhausted, I sat down on the ground and cried loudly. I never thought that one day I would be so embarrassed, how could I put myself in such a situation, what should I do, what should I do!
"Tsk... Why do you cry so much? You said that life is so beautiful, why do you look bitter and hateful every time you see you. "A voice came from behind, and I hurriedly stopped crying, turned my head, and froze." Handkerchief man", the same person who cried to me and laughed at me last time!
"It's you again, I'm still strange, did I peek at you taking a bath in my last life, or stabbed you, why are you talking so badly!" As soon as I saw that he was angry, I didn't fight anywhere, and naturally I didn't speak politely.
"Okay, okay, I'm wrong, don't be angry, it's cold on the ground, don't sit there." The handkerchief man didn't embarrass me anymore, but walked over and stretched out his hand to pull me up.
I glared at him, and was too embarrassed to say anything, so I got up and walked to the front gazebo and sat down. When the handkerchief man saw that I was ignoring him, he laughed and followed. I've seen this man's cheekiness, and it's really embarrassing to turn his back on him. I wanted to go down the mountain immediately, but the physical exertion just now was too great, so I had to recover first and then go down.
"Little girl, what are you worried about, why don't you say it and I'll help you analyze it?" Seeing that I ignored him, the man took the initiative to ask.
I looked at him, and I didn't want to pay attention to him, but somehow, maybe I saw his sincere eyes, his warm smile, or maybe it was easy to confide in the face of strangers, "You said that if you can't help the person you love and can't make him happy, what should you do?" ”
After asking, I regretted a little when I was so defenseless to strangers. The handkerchief man pondered for a moment, then raised his head and looked at me seriously, "I should be looking for a way to make her happy, or thinking about how to help him to the best of my ability; If I can't do it, I'll leave, and if two people are unhappy together, then I'm a burden to each other, so it's better to leave. ”
That afternoon, I had a long conversation with the handkerchief man, mainly because he told me that this pavilion was a secret love base for him and his first girlfriend, and at that time the two poor students had no money, so they could only run here to see the scenery. The two of them fell in love but couldn't get together in the end, and finally his girlfriend fell ill and died, but he couldn't let go, and when he had time, he ran here alone to think about the good times they spent together.
The time with the handkerchief man is very relaxed, he can always control your emotions inadvertently, make you laugh, and make you follow his train of thought, I think this is the aura.
Say goodbye to the handkerchief man, return home, still no news of starting a family, the mood that has just improved a little bit is dull again, I want to make a call to ask, but I am afraid of disturbing him. I love so much that now I even have a feeling that I don't dare to touch him, and I always feel as if he will disappear as soon as I touch him.