Another five days passed in the chaos, and the family still had no phone and no message, and they didn't answer calls or reply to messages. I couldn't help but call and ask Wang Lei if he had any news of starting a family, and Wang Lei told me that he had heard from personnel that he had applied for resignation from the company.

Resignation! Got married and left my job! When is he going to tell me!

I couldn't stand it anymore, and frantically called the phone number of the family, and finally the phone was connected, but there was no voice, "The family, when are you going to talk to me?" What the hell do you think? I couldn't hold back, and I asked.

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time, "Jiabao, I'm sorry." Hearing these three words, I no longer had the courage to continue listening, and hung up the phone in a hurry, I was afraid that there would be other words coming out of his mouth, and I was afraid that I would not be able to stand it.

After a while, a text message came from Chengjia, "My mind was all messed up all of a sudden, I never thought that I would be so embarrassed by reality, let alone that my feelings would have such serious consequences, I know very well what I want, from childhood to adulthood, no one has ever been able to force me to do anything; But my dad's sudden admission to the hospital reminded me that life is so fragile, and death is so close to us, I have to go back and think about what is the most important thing in life, whether I can bear the consequences of hurting my father again, and I still have to think about what I should do. I used to think I knew the answers to these questions, but now it suddenly makes me feel like everything has lost its meaning. Sorry, Jiabao! ”

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I don't want you, I'm sorry, start a family, don't you want me? Tears came out of my eyes again, and since I was with my family, I realized that people say that "women are made of water", and I can't stop the tears.

Yaoyao heard about us from Wang Lei, although she was anxious and angry, but she could only call me every day to comfort me and help me scold my conscience when she had returned to her hometown. Every day I went to the back mountain by myself for a run, and then stayed there until dark before I went back. On this day I ran myself half to death again, walked to the bed in a daze, and fell asleep with my clothes, which was the only way I could keep myself from thinking about him.

I slept until midnight, in the blur, I felt that there was a hand rubbing, warm, I wanted to see who it was, but I was too tired, my eyelids were so heavy that I couldn't open them, the temperature of the palm was so familiar, so comfortable, and soon I fell asleep again. In a trance, I felt that the owner of that hand had never left, and it seemed that he had gone to bed behind me and held me in his arms.

As soon as the sky was bright, I didn't feel sleepy, and when I opened my eyes, there was nothing around me, and I smiled bitterly, thinking that he was hallucinating. Habitually reaching for the head of the bed to get a cup of water, I sat still. The cup is full! Although I have the habit of drinking a glass of water every morning, I was so tired last night that I went home and fell asleep, and I didn't even wash up, so how could I remember to fill the water glass!

Last night was not a dream, someone came, someone really came!

I rushed out of the bedroom, looked for it in the house, and timidly shouted the name of the family, I was afraid, afraid that I would have another dream! The kitchen door opened, and Cheng Jia came out of it, I looked at him stupidly, he was thin, his eyes were faintly blue, his hair was frizzy, but he was still so handsome!

Cheng Jia came over, picked me up, carried me to the bed, and doted on the tip of my nose, "Why don't you wear shoes and walk barefoot on the ground!" "As before, I always like to walk barefoot on the ground, and every time I get caught, I get taught a lesson like this. I wrapped my arms around his waist, and if it was a dream, I'd rather never wake up!

"Baby, I miss you, I miss you so much..." Tears slipped down and hit me on the shoulder, and the family cried. After getting married, you can't let go of me in your heart after all, right? I suddenly remembered the song "Fluttering" sung by Xiaoxiao, isn't this what we are like now, we want to love, in the face of ruthless reality, we are very afraid of the harm caused by love; If you don't love it, why does the heart that once throbbed refuse to calm down. Love is so confusing and unstoppable.